Dear hubby,
A small gift from me. I know.. Forget it
I'm sharing this memory with you
And I want to share something like this with you too
What it is you will know once you finish readin...no as always experiencing my this memories.
I stood on the balcony, staring blankly at the crashing waves. The coffee in my hand had grown cold. I ran my fingers on my face, pushing back my wind whipped hair and brushing away my tears at the same time. My cheeks were dry. The salty breeze had dried up the salty tears. I placed the coffee cup on the floor and turned away slightly to avoid the strong winds. And that was when I saw him.
He was silhouetted against the pink sky, tall, alone, dark and frozen. He stood there on that rock, looking straight, staring into the ocean just like I had been staring a few minutes ago. The sky grew orange, then deep rust. The ball of fire slowly sank into the black waters. He stood there a little longer till darkness set in and slowly, head bowed low, stepped off the rock and walked away from the dark sands. My gaze followed him until he vanished behind a clump of bushes. I shut the balcony door and went back into the empty room.i know you would do this only even though staying away from me,you are will always with me.
I was healing. Or atleast, I was supposed to be healing. It was peaceful now, being away from the sympathy and shared tears. My grief was mine and mine alone. I missed my baby, my Sneha every minute of the day, but atleast I didn’t have people telling me, telling me, what I have lost because of the so called love and what a shock it was to have lost her like that. Like I didn’t know. Like I didn’t feel. These few weeks in this small seaside town was exactly what I needed. An escape from everyone who knew me. Who knew us. They were well wishers who wanted to share my sorrow, but their good intentions were slowly driving me towards insanity. I needed to get away.
I went down for dinner. The couple who owned this homestay were in the living room. They looked up from their moment of togetherness and smiled at me. The lady got up and called out to the maid to serve me my dinner.
But to my own surprise I had peace in both my mind and heart which didn't went unnoticed by the couple has they smiled at me, a full happy smile and not confused and concerned smiles that I got till now because of my own gait. And this peace is just because of a man who was nothing less than a storm in my life but a storm that made me realize certain ..,no many things that is just for namesake in my life. He gave me a life with peace, care, concern... Even maybe love but not a fairytale which is only fake just like the people who love...no owned me sadly without my knowledge. But now I know and I will own myself not others.
All thanks to you my hubby
Kudos to you Mr.rishab bajaj
From
Yours and only yours
Prerna rishab Bajaj ❤️
CAN I BE YOURS?????
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Ye Hai Mohabbatein
Mangal Lakshmi
