Hello All,
I am new to this forum. i have started watching all the PreRish scenes after KSG left the show and was left disappointed like all other PreRish fans. then i visited this forum and got to read some beautiful story.
i used to write here for other couple, hence thought to try my had with PreRish.
About this OS, it is based on Pehli Bar song which was one of the song from KSG's love story episode. which used to happen in star plus few years back.
i felt that this song is suitable for Prerish and hence the OS.
Please let me know how do you find it. Thanks.
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Pehli Bar (The First Time)
Na jane hain kahan hosh gum
har pal mein yun simte ho tum
kya hua dil ko pehli bar
This time she will not make any mistake..She will not blame him illogically. She will not deny her feeling for him. She will accept her love for him - her husband. After Kookie’s accident, when Mr. Bajaj decided to give her - her much wanted space and freedom i.e. Divorce and she was first happy - happy that she will finally be able to go back to her so called lover. But as mother of his daughter Kookie who has eventually become more of her daughter, she felt blank. After he gave the divorce paper to her, he never came face to face with her, he avoided her just like she wanted him to do, still Prerna could not take Mr. Bajaj off from her mind. She knew she was attracted to him but every time she made him feel that she despised his touch. After all she was going to be the mother of her lover’s child, how can she feel for other man precisely her husband. hence she conveniently put all the blame to him and he as usual took all the responsibility making her even more guilty. And when he poured his heart and care for her child, just the way she did for Kookie, the feelings for him became stronger. It has now become quite impossible for Prerna to ignore these feelings coz much to her dismay she started missing Mr. Bajaj. Though he is not around her, she only got lost in his thought all the time and this is happening for the first time.
chupke se tera itrana
phir dheeme aa ke bas jana
chaa raha tere ishq ka khumar
But Prerna noticed that how much Mr. Bajaj showed that he did not want to come in front of her , he still cared the same for her. He made sure that she had taken all her medicines, he even checked the AC temp at night so that she should not catch cold. When she refused to take the medicine sent by him, how he glared to the servants, standing behind the door. These simple things about him made her fall for him. And today she will not refuse that for the first time.
dil ki wo bhuli daastan
wo mohabbaton ka karwan
na chalta jo milte na tum
The love which she thought that only happens once in life and the love she thought which will never come to her life after her marriage with Mr. Bajaj. The love for Mr. Bajaj which she thought as a mere physical Attraction, she came face to face of that love only because he came to her life and made her fall for him, in spite of her strong refusal. It was Mr. Bajaj who made her realize what true love actually is. And it is not only the love she got from him because only love is never enough. She and her family got so much respect from him and society as his better half, which she would have never got from Basus including Anurag. She learnt from him how to stand for herself , how to protect her own dignity which somehow was lost when she was in relation with Anurag . She has realized these fact long before still she chose to remain blind and made her heart understand that, she is happy with the divorce. But when on her marriage day, Mr. Bajaj left with Kookie and just left a letter fo her, that he will always be there for her, she became empty. At that point she just want to stop them from going, nothing else mattered to her, not her marriage with Anurag which was about to happen nor society or her family. When she took the step to go outside and in all emotional turmoil she fainted, her pregnancy secret came open to all , from the doctor, she realized what blunder she was about to do in her immaturity and blindness. She was not very much shocked and surprised when Anurag along with other Bases and her family believed that she is carrying Mr. Bajaj’s child. Anurag broke off the marriage and she will always be grateful to him for that. She did not feel to justify herself and just follow the words from Mr. Baja’s letter. She called Mr. Mehra and rest is history. She is again Mrs. Bajaj and staying with her husband and daughter and son in London. Mr. Bajaj never really questioned her about her decision and his blind trust on her always amazed her. Along with his other quality, the way he always supports her, she will always be grateful to him. And for this she is appreciating him truly from heart for the first time.
thama jo humne yeh hath
na chutega ab tera sath
vaada kiya yeh pehli baar
Now she is fully ready to live her life for him and only for him and of course for their children. She will truly do all her duties and she will meet all the saat vachan that they took during their marriage. She will not leave him until death and she will support him always. She decided that this much she could do for her lovely husband Mr. Bajaj who deserves no less and that too for the first time.
khoya tha jo haunsla
tere pyar mein wo pa liya
ik arse mein pehli baar
And this second life which she is now living, her son is getting all the fatherly love, she has got a lovely daughter, all because of one Man i.e. Mr. Bajaj. Before he came to her life , she was living for the sake of living, she has lost all reasons to live. But he came to his life and changed it. Initially it was not what she wanted but when she same to know the real person in Mr. Bajaj , she knew she was blessed. Even after blaming him for no reason he came back to her life. If he wanted he could go leaving her to die in her grief. But he never did that and she was thankful to him for this. Only for him she has got this life and the reason to live life and that too for the first time.
And this time she will compensate for all her wrong doings. She will keep him happy, she will be that Mrs. Bajaj the way he likes. She will go near to him and will not accuse him of anything. This time she will make love to him in all her senses that too for the first time.
The End.
Geet - Hui Sabse Parayee
Advocate Anjali Awasthi
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