Anurag Basu has reached the denial stage .
Aka acceptance is around the corner .
Sid notices the look of pure agony , hatred and helplessness on his friends face .
"Bardarsh nahi ho paha ra to the "Prerna kya sochegi ?
"Main wo Anurag basu nahi raha to the "I don't care what others think
"Ek number ki idiot hain to the "Weird kyun act car rah ho ?
"I only care about you
Each line , a contradiction to what we thought anurag basu is .
He himself said it , he isn that Anurag basu anymore , nor does he care about that .
The frustration , helpless , angst is so perfectly portrayed in anurag.
He is falling in love helplessly , hopelessly and irrevocably and he doesn't have the power to stop it .
He is flooded by feelings , but he doesn't have time to decipher it , fort all he cares about is protecting about is protecting hisn people , those he cares about .
He is driven by this , and when sid questions his feelings , giving a perfect logical give away to these contradictory actions of his , those pangs of longing and jealousy .
He loses it , for the first time in his life .
The distraught look in his eyes to the understanding look in Sid's eyes .
When he pushes away sid , its almost as if he is pushing thee thoughts and feelings to the deep recess of his mind .
They reached an understanding , Anurag basu is swimming in the deep waters of the dangerous territory called love .
Who cares about the shanaya 's when you have a gem ?
He is angry and frustrated but he still cares what preen thinks , he doesn't want to tarnish her image .
He is frustrated that prerna thinks that he is doing bakwas, at the fact that she doesn't trust him .
At the fact that she is hesitant around him .
From being the person who felt uncomfortable when his sister felt something was going on between them to now being the anurag basu , who simply put doesn't care .
Anurag has travelled a long way .
" I care for you ... only you ... Since when I started knowing you ...
... Everything has changed ... stop Caring about what people say ... "
These lines so simple , to the point , but oh-so-deep . The plethora off emotions behind these words , the connotations swells me up with so much joy ,seeing them together .
This guy will fight the battles , for both of them combined .
Prerna isn't weak , but she is riddled with burdens of her family , which he will stand by her for .
I can write pages about how much I love these two , but I am simply going to wait and watch these two beautiful soulmates fight against all odds to find their way back home , to find their way to each other .
Anurag may not have these characteristics .
Ekta may be experimenting .
But the reasoning to his actions is so simple . He is just a guy who is feeling an avalanche of emotions at the same time , the clock is ticking . He is acting out .
It is not necessary , but nothing in the world really is .
We are humans and what makes us human is the mistakes that we make .