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I don't think I ever felt this deceived as much as I did today, even when my entire question paper was out of syllabus đ
Why, oh why did thou believe that Moloy would solve the problem in just one episode, oh foolish mind!đ¤˘
I know I should be patient with these kind of tracks but this entire 'I-will-sacrifice-my-everything-for-my-family-evenif-it-is-the-least-required-thing-to-do' is getting on my nerves nowđ
The moment Moloy entered, I was feeling so relieved that finally someone with both sensibility and power had come (Anurag has all the sensibility but her was powerless atm) but, Alas! Prerna thinks the only solution to the entire problem is her marriage. Little does the poor girl realise that the marriage she is doing, the secret she is concealing..to save her parents' 'izzat' is only pushing them deeper into a pool of mud which is full of shame.
Naveen babu is definitely not someone who would stand for her, nor will Mohini let her and her parents forget about the unpaid loan. I think it is even more humiliating that what prerna imagined her father would go through after knowing the truth!
A lifelong feeling of despair, disappointment and humiliation. .plus beingwronged by their own child whom they had so much expectations with.
I think the problem with kids these days (not that I am any olderđ) is that they automatically assume they will alone be able to tackle all problems inspite of all odds. .but it will be unbearable for their elders who have a hundred times more experience of sorrow+adversities and life. I think it is their natural protective instinct for their family but sharing itself reduces half the problems.
Prerna just had to keep faith in her Maa-Baba and moloy and the things could be a little better.
Had she told her father the moment the letter came, He would have been shocked for sure. . But maybe things would have worked out someway..maybe moloy would intervene. .had she told moloy directly today. . I am sure Prerna's father wouldnt have suffered an attack as she imagined. Infact he would be relieved prerna wasnt actually what she was portraying herself to be right now- a selfish young girl thinking about her comfort . .but his daughter whom he understood correctly. I don't think anything is as painful for a parent to know after all the years Of being with their child. . That they have absolutely zero idea about what they are! This is cheat level = infinite.
I was so hopeful with half of the episode but the moment I noticed that Anurag's expressions weren't focussed during the arguement, I got a hunch that something was off. And ye lo. .ye to pura imagination niklađ
Let's see for how many episodes this goes on, really want to get done with this track soon. .so that we can see more of AnuPre
And just to add, even though I personally feel prerna is totally wrong in doing what she is, I also understand her psyche and feel for the situation she is in. To be so high in terms of morals and aspirations and then suddenly crushing it all at once, Not even letting anyone know about it. .must be hurting as hell!đ
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Btw, hola .. I am Saumya! đ¤New to this forum but been reading posts since day 1.
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