Hi there,
I hope all our friends in Bombay and their loved ones and everyone in that city is okay. Let's pray for the souls of the goneby in Mumbai and Srinagar and pray for the well-being of the injured ones. Now, you know what separates human-being from human-being......it's the devil. Hope we all overcome him.Amen.
Now, coming to the point of this post....
Today, when the episode ended with Mukti breaking down in Prerna's arms and both women crying...it seemed for an instant as if two time capsules were coming together. Somewhere, Mukti is where Prerna was...years and years ago where Anurag left her...heartbroken, betrayed and all alone. But hey, that doesn't mean am putting Prem and Anurag on the same platform. Prem isn't fit to even stand next to Anurag. ...he neither has Anurag's heart, nor Prerna's values and not even Rishabh's sensibility.
There's a difference though. Prerna was a wounded tigeress who rose from her own ashes to destroy Anurag and make a name for herself in the power corridors...but Mukti is an injured lamb who may not have Prerna's predator-spirit but definitely has her heart and her sense of dignity and self-respect.
Maybe Prerna sees her own past in Mukti's present and has connected to her on such an intensive emotional level that her bond with her own daughters seems fading in front of what she feels for Mukti. Imagine...the second she came to know of Prem-Debo fiasco, she didn't even once find herself moving towards Debo..not even once did she think of Prem.....the only person who tugged at her heart-strings was her God-daughter Mukti.All she felt was the pain and grief of that unfortunate girl who made the mistake of loving an emotionally challenged twisted bear-can -Prem...and her feet immediately took her to that shattered daughter of her's........I think that was beautiful....
I am not saying that Mukti is some kind of Super-woman or has an exceptional persona....infact, she has been quite a looser all her life...but still, there is something special about her...something which sets her apart from everyone else and that's her "Biblical goodness" and immense purity and sensitivity of heart and soul. She is the kind of person who stands by you holding your hand and telling you that all's going to be okay, so what if I can't protect you, I am with you.She'll perhaps never wreak havoc on Prem for treating her like a doormat but she won't break in front of him either.She has that irrepressible stubborn spirit which shows up at times...how I wish it was permanent.
She is going away now...but there are two people who will always be haunted by her memories.....Prerna and Prem. Prerna will remember her fondly while Prem will be hounded and tortured by her thoughts.I hope she comes back...STRONGER, HARDER, FIERCER.
Adios Mukti....get out of this hell.Rishabh was cool today...everytime he looks at Debo, his expressions say ," Prem, tumhaare taste ko kya ho gaya, ye naatak company ab mere ghar mein launch karoge?" ...Prerna was cool too..the look she gave to Debo was ," umm..err...huh? do I recognize you?"
Yudi? Just a poem for him.....written by me.
" Now, you know how it feels to be in the dark....
To sit crying and waiting in lonely corners....
You threw the flowers away...
Now, let thorns grace your lap...
Heaven flew out of the window, now, hell is walking your way..."
Forgive my mediocre poetic talent but Prem isn't all that a cool inspiration anyway.😡😆😳
DOMINUS VOBISCUM SPIRITUO TUO
Take Care,
GOD BLESS EVERYONE,
Nitica
CID
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
