(LAMBHI JUDAI...)
It was my first time..although i was a bit nervous but i was very happy that ..i was finally in love.He was like a stranger to me.I didnot knew anything about him...expect that he was mine and i do love him from deep inside my heart.When i first saw him...i feel as if i got a destiny to my life and sometimes when he used to look at me and smile...i feel like taking my last breathe in his arms.His cute face,killing smile,eyes were making me mad day by day.But i was never able to gather the guts and tell him what i feel for him.
One day..my best fren Ajay..proposed me but since i was in love with someone else and my heart used to beat for him..i said 'no'.Ajay was a nice guy and he even used to loves me alot but..it really makes a gr8 difference being with someone u love and being with someone who loves u.I told Ajay about him..and Ajay suggested me to express my feelings to him..before he may before too late.After thinking alot i decided to tell him .
It was raining heavily ..i went to his house but his house was locked so i waited for him infront of his house taking shade under a big tree.It was 9 in the nite when he arrived home.When he saw me...he came closer to me.My heart was beating soo fast...and i was soo nervous .He keep looking at my eyes which made me even more nervous.
He didnot speak a word so gathering soo much of guts...i told him everything.Tears were rolling from my eyes but even after all this..he simply didnot speak a word..and went inside.After that..i relaized that he donot love me at all.He was never mine.I was about to leave his house..when i heard someone calling me.When i turn around..i saw a lady standing behind me.She was his mother..and she heard everything..which i told him .After that she said me to forget him..not because he donot love me..because i will not love him anymore after knowing the truth of his life...and the truth was..'he was deaf and mute..he cannot hear nor he can speak'.I was like half dead..the whole nite i keep thinking about him.I was just able to cry,cry and cry...
Next morning..when i was in the way to my colledge..i saw him standing infront of me.I couldnot help myself....and huged him.He used to love me and that was wht really matters ..so we patched up.Then i relaized that being in love was the most beautiful gift god had gifted to human.Although i wasnot able to hear any kinds of loving and romantic words from him..i could clearly read it in his eyes.
After some months..I thought of doing his treatment in forien country..and after seeing his previous medical reports..Doctors of U.S said that he will be fine after the operation.I still remember the day..when he was leaving India for his operation.He went giving me lots of hopes...but he never came back..
Days..passed,months passed and even a year passed away but he didnot return..but still i was living with a hope that he will come and all our dreams will come true.One fine morning..while i was going through the newspaper..i suddenly saw his photo in the newspaper.It was letter of condolence..and after reading the whole thing..i came to know that.......he died some months ago..in an car accident while he was returning India..after being his operation successful.............;
Today..he is no more in this earth..but still he do exist in my heart and I will be loving him till i have my last breathe.I donot blame God for everything that happened with me..Coz now i have started relaizing that 'SOME Love Stories Are Made To Remain Incomplete..'