hey tulip,
first of all, I am very happy you wrote :)
second of all, No1fanofronit, is very upset and worried, it would mean the world to everyone if you continue to post your story, it's a work of Art, and if you have the talent given to you by God, then its your responsiblity to share that talent with the world, so please share, your story on the IF website, how would you like it if all of a sudden KZK stopped with no ending, that's how people are going to feel when you don't post the remainder of your story.
lastly, people who hold some sort of authority, for example, as Manasi does on this website, do make decisions, which otherwise can't please everyone, please be true to your words, you said that if Manasi gave you an explanation, you would continue on this forum, and that explanation is reasonable so please, do not hold Manasi responsible. I cannot fathom that you just got bored of this forum, your reason of leaving is as you stated because you don't have faith in the mods of this forum...but please understand, by being in her skin...she read a forum in which you wrote something along the lines of ignoring my posts, although, it wasn't your intention to hurt me, and probably what you wrote did not represent what you were actually stating, which was you were getting bored of the same topics being discussed over and over again, that the living tattis come out of them. Manasi knew this but as the rule of the forum, she had to delete your post because it referred to me, and is it true that she might have not deleted posts in the past that were offensive, perhaps, yes...but people overlook things, and I think Manasi is not abusing her powers, come on look at other leaders of the world, Manasi is like Mother Theresa compared to others.
If you don't want to discuss any more on this forum, that is your choice, and all of us will respect it, but please, do not stop writing your stories, because you have an audience, and its not fair to them if you stop, and remember, its not right leaving things half done when you have the choice and the will power to complete it.
And one more thing, and please don't take this the wrong way...
you must be really hard to please in real life...your boyfriend is going to be really lucky to have you and he's going to have to build you something equivalent to a Taj Mahal or he's going to be out the door.
But stay true to your words, because I am going to as well, I was actually waiting till Sunday to see if you posted or not, and now, I have decided to not write topics on this forum anymore, in respect for Manasi, I will reconsider my decision in a couple of months, I hope you wil start posting, so I too can start posting...I'm glad you aren't mad at me, and No1ronitfan is soooooooooooo cute, I saw her pictures, and I can't bear to see her so upset, please, write her a PM, and make her day.