Hey guys, heres a translation of Bani's monologue from today's episode if anyone is interested. I've added some comments at the end, please leave your own comments on a possible implication. Mines is rather dull as my eyes are telling me its time to hit the sack... Anyhoo, lets see what comes our way now.
Aj meri chohti behan ne, zindagi ka sabse bada sabak seekha hai. Khushiyon ki umar bahut choti hoti hai. Aur zindagi ki umar… Zindagi se bhi zyada. Khushiyan aane se pehle dastak nahin deti, aur zindagi, jaane se pehle dastak nahin deti. Doh mehne puraani baat hai, kitni khush thi wohe Sahil ke saath. Aur apne bachke ke saath. Joh sahil uski zindagi ka kinara tah, wahi usse majdaar mein chodh kar chala gaya. Zindagi Rano ko is ghar mein laayi teeh. Yeh ghar toh rehgaya, magar zindagi chali gayi. Ek maa apne bache ko apne papa ka chehra bhi na dikha saki. Kitne sapne dekhe the dono ne. Ab dono saath nahin reh paaye. Aur wohe sapne bhi nahin rahe. Blast ka wohe ek pal… Us ek pal ne poori zindagi jalah di. Doh mahiney, yanee saateh din. Saateh dino mein, mila kuch nahin, bas khoya hi khoya. Raashi ki halat aur bigad gayi. Aur uski saason se ladte ladte, Ranveer apni zindagi se haar gaya. Dukhon ki gussar basar aisi hai, ke guzar ti hi nahin… Ansoon bhi behte behte apne maayne kho chuke hain… Sabko haase huay zamana hogaya. Is ghar ki deewarien bhi ghumshuda hogayi hain. Sab ko intezaar hai… us ek ahat ka, joh darwaaze par dastak de kar, kahegi… Main khushi hoon.
A reflection on the trials of life, associated with "life" with respect to love. Bani's monologue towards the end of today's episode echoed the reality of dreams, ones that were nurtured with much care, but then shattered like glass. Or were left perhaps, only meant to be dreams. The essence of life, as she describes it, is "love", which is apparently lacking or shadowed in the unknown corners of Walia House. She essentially refers to Rano and R&R, but from what is gathered, there is a hint of her own tale threading through the stillness of a once vibrant home. Her incompleteness without Jai, the truth of their relationship, which has seen so many obstacles, come through successful, but still under the test of fate. Sometimes things don't go as hoped for… The last part, "Main khushi hoon…" I think that refers to the coming of Krishna Walia as predicted by MT. How soon, I'm not sure, but Krishna Walia will come like the sun's rays into a rather dark Walia house.
As for Sahil, I highly doubt he is actually dead. For all we know, this another aspect of his "plan".
Cheers,
dc