bitter truths in life

when someone who was having a bitter childhood with memories of seperated or semi-seperated parents... whose life destiny played many times with its cruel pawns... it is quiet natural to fear anything... when finally he found his life and love it is really too late... but then this happends in life... nobody stuck there...

let us put it in this way... if it happened in real life... i am not promoting anyone to be wrong.. but sometime we get into situations that we desperately hang on anything which pass by us.. sometime it destroy us, sometime it helps us... we can't say...

whatever happened, it is partly because of the pressure of situations if call it as destiny.. jai but is already crossed the line... how to move on by fighting a lone war.. if it is one of us, we have to think about to how to find things get done next day, may be few days we will stuck with it... then we will continue live a life... may not be so lively, but still a life... may not be so pleasant, but still a life... may not be so real, but still a life

because time won't hold onto points waiting for us to retrieve or relax... it is moving as usual... life, we can't do anything about it when such situations happened... because it happens in such a way that by the time we realise it happened it is always done the damages..... the most desirable thing is that to chose to live a life which is most apropriate... failure already happened... damages already done... but then.. how to face it...

the hard truth of the life is... the right thing to do is the most appropriate but the most difficult thing, most of us will fear to chose... yes... but if it happened then things will be cleared in a short process... whatever consequences to be followed, they are to be followed... we can't help it.... so if it happens the soon, the heaviness of time will be removed...

i wish if jai had opened his mind at the earliest to bani after she reached Dubai, that was the most natural thing to be happened... because if it is to seperate them it will... but then he has the previlige of said it at the earliest... prevented himself doing another mistake of cheating her again... hiding the truth to her... there he stands a chance ... it was easy for her to understand how far she pushed him... now it is too late.... now it is too much... too much damages being added by each minutes passed by...

now after long time if the truth comes out the excuse of "scared to lose Bani again, scared to hurt Bani again" itself is not relevant or important... becasue for bani she is more than a wife or self, she is seeing herself as a sister... who took kasam to join the person whom pia loves to her... evenif she loses her own life... even though it is in the blind belief her marriage is safe..

what you think, is it really bani(Saraswathi devi) who sits on her toungue...😕

her words draw the dreaded lines of jai's fate

no pain without love was his earlier stand... now it is no love without pain... jai got only pain when at last he realised that he is in love ...

Rose