What to do???

First off—Yay for me!!! I am no longer a newbie J Thanks to you guys I actually feel like posting my thoughts every now and then..

I wanted to ask you all, have you guys been feeling torn regarding Kasamh Se? I know that it is frustrating to watch it, but I keep watching it everyday with that little glimmer of hope that Jai and Bani will be together.. I keep telling myself i shouldnt watch it because I will just be disappointed.. but then I find myself running to watch it.. how many of you are torn like that? Im so confused on what to do!!!!