Heyyy Shibz!!
I don't know where to start, I still can't believe it, I haven't been able to get you out of my mind all day. I didn't want to comment on this forum because I'm still not able to process this and Shibz was KY2 for me, but like others it's probably best to say everything.
I only knew you for a very short time, 4/5 months and in short time I quickly became so fond of you and loved speaking to you. You were the sweetest person. Everyday I would get excited to see what you posted, to see your purple name under my post, because your posts always brightened up my day. After speaking so much in the EDT we even started speaking on PM and before you stopped posting I think we were pretty much talking everyday for multiple hours continuously for nearly two weeks. 😆
My day would start with counting how long it was till Shibz would come in to the EDT or PM, when it would hit 5pm-ish London time and she'd be online and we could get back to chatting. We'd be having a separate convo in the EDT and a more scandalous one on PM.😆 I was so down during that time but every time I would get a notification from you, a smile would come on my face.
You were the first person to reply to me in the EDT, first person who spoke to me there. I just went back and looked and couldn't stop laughing at how over enthusiastic I was but you straightaway welcomed me to the EDT family. 🤗
I can't forget your banter with Divvu, Nili, DD, Misha and others. I just remembered that hilarious convo with Nili, where you two had a little bit of a disagreement on AnuTi and I said don't make me lock you two in a storeroom. Nili took it the other way and said she was straight lol, and you were like why was I trying to get you together and all, and I couldn't stop laughing while telling you that why are you guys assuming I want you to romance with each other in the storeroom. I said I'll come to India to do it. 😆
I remember you making fun of me, and laughing how crazy I would get over PaNi and MaNan. All those hilarious convos we had discussing these two and how you would tell me so many interesting things, we'd make fun of PaNi. You told me Shibz to make a list of some more things I wanted to find out and said you would find out for me and tell me, you promised shibz.
You were my PaNi Feelz Buddy, we went crazy analysing their IVs and couldn't stop laughing at their coincidences and everyday since you stopped I was making a mental note on how I have to discuss this new thing with Shibz when she is back.
Shibz you stopped commenting on the Tuesday, and I noticed straightaway, how could I not notice that you suddenly stopped?? You commented on the Thursday that you would be back in a week, and I kid you not I was counting down the days till you would come back. I didn't even feel like commenting that much, I wanted to wait for you so we could discuss the stuff together, I purposely didn't mention too much and kept it saved because I wanted you to be there. But when you didn't come back the following week and some days passed, I couldn't wait any longer and had to ask and found out you weren't well. I was shocked but I knew you would be back with a bang. I found out that you were still sometimes reading the EDT and so I thought I'll comment more because I know how much you loved the EDT and the show and I didn't want to stop. I remember saying to you and others that I will try to make sure that we keep discussing this show, and for you I will do that.
Everyday for the past month, as soon as I would open my posts I would hope to see Shibz as the last comment on the EDT, when I didn't see that I would look through all the pages to see if I could spot your comment, your font always made it easy but even that didn't happen and then there was one last hope I'd see the purple Shibz under a post.
EDT will never be the same again without, I don't feel like going there. Already for the past month it wasn't the same, but I said to myself, no she will be back, and she will come even if it is one week from now, one month, two months or three but she will come, but what do I do now Shibz?
Everyone made fun how I talked about loop closure like you did, and how important it was for you, but how could you leave without closing this loop we still had so much more to talk about. You told me so much, how could you leave without seeing it come true??
You were a fighter Shibz, and you'll be remembered as one.
We will miss you Shibz and we'll always remember you...Humesha!!!
And just for you a tattoo wala manik, I know how much you loved him. And look how I just searched for this gif and our convo on this came up. http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=4610678&TPN=4
I couldn't quote it so I'm posting a SS- I'm sure we all recognise the font.😆
We love you Hamesha!! 🤗❤️
Edited by noor321 - 9 years ago
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