BAS ITNA HAIN TUMSE KEHNA- MaNan OS UPDATED PART 1/2/3 ON PG 6&7 - Page 4

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We had soon become friends. And she used to hang out more frequently with me than Cabir.

We were nothing like each other... Every thing about us was completely different than the other. Yet we managed to find so many similarities in just these differences.

She was outgoing... Extrovert... Free... Chirpy... Bubbly... Fun loving... Prankster... In short a complete bundle of joy... Whereas I...!? I was an introvert... Shy... Reserved kind of person. Yes I didn't believe in talking much unless needed. But yeah... Family and friends were always an exception in this case. These were the only few people who knew the real me. And now she was also being counted in those very few. I started opening up with her. I started adapting her habits... And nowadays a sadu serious face would always be decorated with a stupid smile which never bothered to leave my face. Cause after all... All my days now were only spent with her... They used to start with her... And also end with her. Her smile was contagious you can say...! And it never failed to make my day.

She said she was new to the city still. As most of her childhood was spent abroad. And that was all that it needed for me to take the initiative and travel with her all around. And trust me when I say this... LIFE COULDN'T BE MORE BEAUTIFUL!

She said she wanted to learn a bike... And only her mere words... Were like a command. I got her a bike... And took her too a vacant road... Where there was no danger of any vehicles. She was a beginner while I was a pro... After all it was one of those rare interests in which I excelled. It took a while for her to learn it... And by a while I mean 2-3 weaks! Yeah... She wasn't a fast learner. But then again... Who was I to complain?! I was getting to spend time with her... And thag was the only thing which mattered.

She had finally learned the bike now... And we were off for our first ride. With me sitting behind her with a promise of not helping. And that was where the problem lied. I had to keep my hands to my self... I couldn't touch her! And this had me going all into a cribbing mode. And even I couldn't believe that I was literally behaving like a child.

But once she had kicked the bike to life... And set off on the road covered with fields on both sides... I couldn't help but lose my self to her again... Forgetting all of my complains. Her face... She lookdd so beautiful. With her hair flowing with the wind and finally splashing on my face. And i was loving this feeling. The way that beautiful smile decorated her face. Had got me all lost in her. And all I could only do throughout the journey was STARE AT HER! LIKE A LOVE SICK PUPPY!

But again this was not yet the end of our crazy ventures. There was a lot more to go...

We were standing outside her house. Near the doorsteps with her stood in front of her uncle just like an obedient student who was getting scoldings from her teacher. She had her face hung down... And i knew all this was just an act to look innocent. But then again... The moment she spared a slight glance at me I could see sadness clearly visible in her eyes. And I couldn't see her like that anymore. So i thought of a crazy idea and stealthily walked behind her uncle and started mimicking his actions. Swaying my hands according to his every move and this soon turned into me dancing behind behind her uncle while she could hold her laughter no more and finally burst into giggles once her uncle had left. Well i didn't tell you why he was scolding us did I?

Actually she had called me up asking for me to show up at her place and take her out to eat ice cream as she was badly craving for it. To which I had clearly denied her at first due to the cold weather but then again... How was it possible that I would let her plead me for something and not give her! So I finally gave in to her demand and asked her to sneak out... Knowing that her uncle won't leave her out this late. But then... She was caught by him while doing that... For which she had to hear his same old safety lecture once again. But I can't deny that he wasn't right. But again who can make this stubborn minx understand.

But what had surprised me the most about our visit was that he had finally granted her the permission to got out... And that was only because he knew she was in safe hands... That she was with me... He trusted me.

We were finally done eating our ice cream. That mainly means one eating while the other feeding. Yeah... She loved to be fed... Just like a baby... And that was okay with me. But what surprised me the most... Was her weird way of eating. She loved to eat with her fingers and that is why the moment I had given her the spoon she threw it away. But again I wouldn't complain as only because of her this habit I got to be fed by her fingers instead of the spoon. And trust me there can be found no words in any damn dictionary of the world which can express the emotions that I felt in that very moment. And in that very moment I knew... I knew that we weren't just friends but we were much more than that.

We were walking on our way back home when suddenly out of nowhere the weather decided to play a stupid prank on us. It started raining. That too heavily. And it was showing no signs to stop. And it was only then that I realized she was also carrying an umbrella when she all of s sudden pulled me under it along with her.

Kisi roz baarish jo aaye

Due to the umbrella being small we had to adjust and stay stuck together which was not helping my growing emotions one bit... And the weather being romantic at it's best was adding more fuel to the already burning heat!

The then from somewhere behind I could here a car approaching. And the sudden protective feeling in me had evoked. Then even if it means protecting her from the little splash of mud... No... I couldn't let that happen. And so without thinking I had exchanged our places... Pushing her further towards the exterior of the road. And in no time I could see the car already pass by... Splashing mud all over me... And i was drenched. While she... She stood there laughing and giggling like a gone girl covering herself with the umbrella... And i was once again lost in admiring her.

How I wished to tell her that if my such small acts can cause such a beautiful smile on her face... Then I'm even ready to bring the world down at her feet. Cause I love her so much!

It was yet another day. And we were off back home from a long drive. But this time there was a slight change... It wasn't just us two. But cabir too was accompanying us. He was the one behind the wheel while she was on the passenger and I was only forced to seat behind them. And i couldn't tolerate it. She was acting too close to Cabir... He was holding her hand and both were giggling on something which I didn't really care about. Cause at that very moment all that I cared about was only the pang of jealousy that was slowly creeping into my chest even though I knew that whatever I was thinking is complete rubbish. As I know cabir can never think about her as anything more than a sister as he is already committed in a long term relationship. But then again who is to explain it to this poor heart of mine...! And in that moment I had finally decided... I HAD TO TELL HER! I had to CONFESS! I just couldn't let her go simply like that... I could see her with no one else... She had to be mine...