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Vaise toh mujhe Intro ki zaroorat nahi hai... Par phir bhii... So hello friends... This is Pari... N M back with a Fan Fiction of mine...
MY FIRST CRUSH
[size=5] PROLOGUE...
Her POV
Today is Diwali Night... This is one of the largest and brightest festivals in India. The festival spiritually signifies the victory of light over darkness, knowledge over ignorance, good over evil, and hope over despair. Its celebration includes millions of lights shining on housetops, outside doors and windows, around temples and other buildings in the communities and fireworks in the sky... Everyone in India wait for this night as it is one of the most prestigious festival of India...But for me its just an another freaking school holiday which will end in an week and my freedom which I get for 10 hours in school will not be not there... Here I am sitting in the small garden of my so called home which consists just some bad memories of mine... I am gazing the sky above and watching the many fireworks in the sky and thinking about my fu**ing life which is worthless... Now you guyss would be thinking that Why I am saying my life worthless... Par Mai apni life ko worthless na kahu toh kya kahu... Bachpan se aajtak mujhe kabhi parents kya pyaar nahi mila... Papa hamesha se hi workholic rahe hai and unke thoughts hamesha se hi outdated the... Mom ko kabhi apni life se hi leisure nahi tha Toh mere baare mei sochna toh unke liye door ki baat hai... Her kitty parties and friends are more important for her... Sometimes I think to kill myself for all this... God ko bhii mujhe aisi hi family deni thii... Being alone in life sucks but yeh baat mai kise batau... I HATE MY PARENTS for being self obsessed... Unhe sirf hamesha apni society ka dikhta hai... They never saw that thier Child is alone... Kabhii Kabhii sochti hu ki orphans ki life mujhse achi hai kyuki kam se kam unhe yeh toh pata hota hai ki unka koi nahi hai... Par mai mera kya mere toh parents hoke bhi nahi hai... Maine toh kabhi friends banana ki bhii koshish nahi ki as jise bhi maine apna friend maana they all backfired me... Phir 3 years pehle meri life mei Navya ayi ... woh bhi apni life se meri tarah ladh rahi thi... N phir hu dono ne socha ki hum dono apni life se saath mei ladhege aur jeetege... Hum aaj best friends hai... Hum dono ki life mei kuch zaada toh theek nahi hua par humne zindagi se ladhna zaroor seekh liyaa... Par ek cheez ahi jo phichle chaar saalon mei maine badal di... I am a type of girl who never ever have even thought about a guy but now have a crush on someone... MY FIRST CRUSH... but aajtak mai use yeh baat na bata payi... kya Karu darti hu mai use yeh batane se... kyuki jaanti hu ki mujh jaisi emotional fool se koi pyaar nahi kar sakta... Aajtak jo bhii meri life mei aaya sabne mujhe use hi toh kiyaa hai... kya pata woh bhi mujhe chor kar chala jaye... Aakhir kyon woh mujhe like krega... He is one of the most hottest guy of collage... Girls drool over him... Shaayad aajtak usne mujhe kabhi notice bhii nahi kiyaa hoga??? Toh fir uske saath rehne ke dreams dekhna toh bahut badi baat hai... By the way Sorry I forgot to introduce myself I am Nandini... Nandini Moorthy... I am of SIXTEEN and want freedom from my fu*king life and had a dream to just kiss my crush once... But i know it will be just a dream... To know more about me and My Crush STAY TUNED...
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Lo phir aa gayii mai apne ek new emotional peace ke saath... Toh yeh thaa mera surprise jiske baare mei Maine Stranger mei baat ki thi... I know this wasn't expected from uh guyss as a surprise by me... But isse zaada kuch ni de sakti mai... This was my diwali gift for uh guyzz ad specially all my Didu's... N specially maine socha ki mai yeh pucha di ko Will Miss uh gift dungi but Now its a Welcome back gift to her... n ishuu didu Now this is a Will miss uh gift to uh... N kitty didu ispar mujhe comment chahiye jaldi se apka woh bhi bada wala... Snehu didu aapko ko bhii commemt karna hai... Eshh didu lo mai aa gayi apne surprise ke sath... As promised... So jaldi se ab commemt dedo... Its compalsary sabke liye jo mentioned hai aur jo nahi bhii hai unko bhii...
Mai janti hu mere FF n SS abhi tak maine update kiya hai... But don't worry I have started writing chapter 3 of Can Love Happen Twice? Hopefully I will update that day after tomorrow as tomorrow I have to attend my Family kitty party so I will be busy tomorrow...
I know this concept is very much boring but This thought just came in my mind suddenly when I was watching my chotu baby I mean by brother enjoying fireworks... Hope uh all will like it... and plss like and comment karna mat bhoolna koi... As mai yeh tabhii continue karugii agar ache khaase comments milege... Warna yhis FF is off...
Chalo ab mai chali ab... Vaise bhii lagta hai mujhe puccha didu ki aadat lag gayii hai... Inna lamba Author's note...
PS - Dont ask me for continue soon... Cause Aajkal I am busy so jaldi update nahi kar paugii yeh wala FF...
Okay...
THANK YOU...
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STAY BLESSED...
LOADS OF LOVE,
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