Chapter 27 B
Dear diary,
Its my first time writing a diary so I dont know what to write and say but u r a special gift from someone very very special to me.
NANDINI
Yeah my Nandu,
The girl whom I love with every part of my being the girl who is ny first and Last love I dont think I can love someone else. She is my life my heart my soul
I LOVE HER ONCE, TWICE NO NO I LOVE HER TILL INFINITY...
HAMESHA
A drop of tear fell from her eyes seeing the genoristy and truth in his words it was like he was speeking to her the words which he havent said from his mouth but were deeply engraved in his soul.
But then why he did that????????
This question took her by suprice shaking every raw of emotion in her so she again started reading his diary.
Coward I was a such a Coward I still remeber the day when my mom barge in my room angrily and said me to pack my bags bcz I was going to London I had put everyone in misery My friends My Mom these were my only family and my deeds made them suffer so much I can never forgive my self...
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LONDON
I didnt have any guts to face my friends so I msg them about me leaving India and will return when I'll found thier old Manik back. But I didnt know there was a angel waiting for me to take away all my pain and give me the most amazing memories of my life and make me a better version of myself.
MY NANDINI.
I remember my first day at the college where I saw her for first time.
Flashbacks
It was his first day he went to the office to collect his shedule and map. Manik was moving to his locker but stopped hearing guitar it was coming from auditorium he couldnt stop himself and start walking towards there. Admist the crowd there stood a girl on stage with guitar in her hands.
SHE IS SO BEAUTIFUL; He thought
Her hairs which fell till her shoulder, herpreety brown eyes,chubby cheeks, a smile on her full luscious lip made him shudder in desire...
END OF F/B
Then our fight in canteen I was so angry at her I mean like seriously it was her mistake and still. And then my prank OH GOD!!! I can never forget she broke my arm. But then that day our equations changed fully..
Flashback
Nandini saw him talking on the phone and his expression was harden but she couldnt hear anything. He cut the call and fustratedly punch the wall beside him and blood started oozing from his hand. She ran towards him and held his hand
Nandini: Manik ur hand
He pulled back his hand away from her angrily
Manik(slowly); Nandini just leave me alone
Nandini: but ur hand is bleeding
Manik (yelled): SO Y DO U CARE ITS MY HAND NOT URS LEAVE ME ALONE OK
Nandini was startled and she went away Manik sighed seeing her retreating form he felt guilty for yelling on her but chuck the thought at once.
He was sitting on the stairs his hand were still bleeding someone held his hand he looked at the person it was Nandini and she was cleaning his hand with a cloth. He was to exausted to yell or fight.
Manik: Nandini what do u want
Nandini: I am sorry
Manik went shocked and looked towards her
Manik: why
Nandini: I broke ur arm thats y
Manik: well!!! Its ok
Nandini: so ur from India right
Manik: yeah
Nandini: mhmm
There was silent between them but it was not at all awkard Nandini was bandaging his hand and he was looking at her intently. Her big doe eyes her nose her perfect chubby cheeks her pink lusious lips. Some of her bangs had fallen on her cheeks and his hands itched to move them.
Nandini (exclamed): its done
Manik came back to his sences and looked at his bandaged hand.
Manik: funny u know its only few days I have came here but I already managed to injure my both hands.
Nandini giggled at his face.
Manik: shut up ok its not funny I should leave.
He was about to stand but she held his hand nd made sit again
Nandini: Manik I dont know ur story but I know ur having a tough time but who dont have everyone faces the problems. But we cant overcome it by acting irretional and stupid we cant just always keep on blaming ourselves we all make mistakes but we should learn a lesson from our mistakes. Dont got yourself stuck in past Manik live in present nd think about ur future. Just let ur past be and think how to fix ur mistakes
Manik was staring at her bewired it was like she had seen deep inside his soul his every guilt and his every mistake. Her words made him show the mirror.
He cupped her face and kissed her forehead. And then left from there without any saying anythind
End of F/B
And then our equations change we were not any good of friends. But Whenever I or she was upset we used to sit alone in silence holding each others hand. It provided some different kind of calmness to us. One day I saw her crying.
Flashback
Manik was walking around he campus bunking his class. He was having a full tour around the campus. Suddenly he heard sobs from corner. He start walking over there but the sight infront of him made his heart skip a beat. He went there and sit beside her but she didnt looked at him as her head was burried in her knees. He kept his hand on her shoulder she instintly looked at him.
Manik: r u ok
Nandini wept her tears.
Nandini; yeah I am fine
Manik: u know u can share anything with me I wont judge u
His eyes had so much genouristy and care that it made her heart walmed never anyone has shown so much care for her.
Nandini (sigh): my mom hates me sometime its hurt alot
Hr this simple sentence made him understand her trauma very well
Manik: no it cant b she may be worried about u she can never hate u no mom can ever hate her child
Nandini: u dont know She dosent consider me her child she always consider me my dads daughter the person who betrayed her thats it.
Manik: Nandini... I know were ur coming from I have once been at ur place I thought my mom hate me she didnt care but I was so so wrong I thought she is the worst mom ever but I was so wrong she is the best mom anyone could get she was doing everything in her control to protect me and my dream she always took my bitter words on her but never react like she didnt care at all what I think only uf I knew it hurted her so deeply I am so ashamed of myself that i dont have guts to look in her eyes. And u know when I came to know the truth I didnt went to her to hug her or say thanks or help her no I went and get myself busy in different horible things which led me to do one mistake My whole was about to destroyed everything but again she came there for me my Mom she went through so much and is still she have to pay for my sins.
Nandini: what did u did manik
Shiv Shakti
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
