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Ananya

@horizontwilight

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Posted: 10 years ago

Hii!!! This is Ananya here. I am a school student and I read in class 8^th. I am here to write an OS on MaNan. I love reading novels. I am a

Chetan Bhagat and Twilight fan. Currently I am reading a Dan Brown

novel named Inferno. So enough of my introduction. Here I go...

When the light was burning low

And I was lost in the snow

Craving for some hope and light

Moving forward and being so low

When I had lost my last hope too

Descending courage and fake clues

You came as the brightest light ever

You found Me and I found You

It's a new morning now, just You and Me

Clinging into each other, far from anything the world could see

My pain fears your arms, my sadness avoids you

IMMORTAL LOVE was something between You and Me, We were just We

I was missing His embrace.

I was missing His fondle.

I was missing His talks.

I was missing His antics.

I was missing Him! All of him! Everything of him!

I remember the day we met. Lucky me and lucky him although then we thought it to the unluckiest. It is said na Time changes everything. It heals everything. It's just because of time which changed our hatred into love! A divine love which cannot be bound by anything!

We collided. Two different human souls hit each other. That's how all of it started. We used be the common topic of gossip among the students of the college. People defined our hatred for each other as never-ending! But who knows what's gonna happen next! Unexpected took over the expected and the lips again played their games. Enemies to Normal colleagues! Normal Colleagues to Friends! Friends to Close Friends and Maybe the Best Laughing Partner! And then we were found to be in Love!!

Gradually everything had changed! That day!! Gosh!! How can I forget that!? He had proposed me, proposed me to be his soul mate, maybe forever?! Yeah, ofcourse forever! I can't doubt him! Never! I couldn't back off! I gave up infront of me. I just looked into his eyes and I got my answer I needed to give that day. His eyes told me my answer. I too wanted him inside my heart, inside my soul and that time surely Officially! I confessed him that I love him the same way he loved me, I had fallen for him the same way he did, I was too always lost in his eyes as he was lost in mine. That time, I had that kind of feeling which could have made me do everything, everything to make our relationship live and His Mine!

He was just not letting me go that day. He wanted to experience the so-called-cute feeling of romancing with his Girlfriend. He did experience that and that too not for some moments! He held me close to him for at least the whole day! I guess I emitted my loudest scream ever that day only to let myself go off his arms and reach my home. But it didn't bother him how hard I screamed! He again gave me a lame excuse and took me into his arms saying me to give his romance a time of five minutes more! He took next fifteen minutes with me smooching me, biting my neck, giving love bites and exploring my upper body which was not covered with clothes. After I again shouted at him and told him about the small transformation of his five minutes into twenty minutes he gave me a last kiss on my lips, maybe the 30^th one of that day and let me go.

It's a new day today. Everything has changed. Time again changed things. People forget that with happiness comes sadness. It's the happiest moments that make us forget about our worst past and also make us forget to think about our coming future which can be worse than past. Life is so inhuman sometimes. It just takes all the happiness from you, all the happiness possible and leaves you with the darkest and the worst sadness to cry. Life plays a cruel game with you not because it makes you sad. It is because the game life plays, it has a fixed fate and fixed winner which is unknown to us. Death always wins. It wins over everything! Everything on this holy earth!!

Heart beats fast

Colours and Promises

How to be brave

How can I love when I am afraid to fall

But watching you stand alone

All of my doubt goes away somehow

One step closer...

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still

Beauty in all she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything take away

What's standing in front of me

Every breath, every hour has come to this

One step closer...

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer

One step closer...

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

I sang. That was the single thing on earth which could give peace to my disturbed soul after Him! Alas! He is no more! I can't believe myself. I thought the day he proposed me would be the most memorable day of life but it got replaced by the worst day of life.

The previous night before that painful day was all I would regret upon. He was anxious when I visited him. Something had happened which I didn't know. I just made him look into my, placed his hands locked tightly into mine and told him that if he trusted any bit of me he needs to tell me what is bothering him so much. He just couldn't hear more. He sealed his lips into mine in a fraction of seconds pushing and pulling me as hard as he could. My hands reached his chest. The kiss was as usual passionate but it had a mixture of agony that day. We kissed for about 5 minutes and then when I felt shortage of breath I pushed him little and he stopped immediately. What was he up to!? He was not my boy! He picked me up and carried me to his bedroom and once again slammed his lips with mine ones. His hands reached the zip of my dress as he landed me on his king-size bed following my hands reached his shirt buttons the next moment. The rest of the time we just explored each other and made love. I didn't stop him because I knew it was all I could do to reduce the pain he had hidden in himself that day!

The next day, I was in my home trying his cell number but it was switched off!! Gosh! What's with this boy! I was blushing all the way thinking about last night but I was somewhere tensed too because of His behaviour yesterday. After a while I got a call from an unknown number and after that moment everything incredibly stopped. When you know you can't live in this world and when you know you can't die either, you just need to stand there and go numb. Dead but still alive! I went in Coma. He was no more and now neither was me. He met a car accident.

It's a month now after that incident. I am in his room collecting some memories and reminiscing some of them which couldn't have any other proofs except him and me. It's lonely in here. Very lonely!! The lights are visible but the darkness hidden between the rays of the lights are more visible. They kill your hopes. They decrease your confidence. They do everything possible which you don't want them to do to you. Maybe that's why he hated darkness!

People say Love is blind. But love is something which makes you see people in a positive manner. Love is something which makes you see the things you hate the most as the things you can love also. Love is something he did to me and as he said I did to him.

As I said nothing can win over Death, probably Love also can't! But can Death win over Love!? No it can't! I won't let it! Ever! They stand at equal heights finding people who will become their new sufferers! You want proof!? Sorry, I don't have one! But it's said na jealousy is the worst feeling. It can never let you be superior. So then what's the need of a proof! It's the jealous nature of Death which couldn't see Love progressing. It wanted to break the love into tiny pieces. That's why Death snatched Him away from Me ruthlessly! But it doesn't know that Love is overcoming it slowly and slowly and there will be one day when Love will surely win over Death and snatch back the people Death snatched from Love. I will wait for that day! Love is Immortal!! WE were Immortal! It can survive also after receiving to Death!

Nandini Murthy belongs to Manik Malhotra!

Manik malhotra belongs to Nandini Murthy!

He is mine!

I am his!

Forever!! Evergreen love!

Immortal love!!

Edited by ananya0908n - 10 years ago

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mannatchahal

@mannatchahal

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Posted: 10 years ago

Very soulful writing... i m crying...

Very well written...😊😊👏

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Ananya

@horizontwilight

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+ 2

Posted: 10 years ago

Originally posted by: mannatchahal
Very soulful writing... i m crying...
Very well written...😊😊👏

Awwiiiee...thank you sweetie!!! It's my first piece of writing and you commented first so a big thank you!

I am elated!!

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Myra

@Farheen_siddqui

Navigator

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Posted: 10 years ago

Awesome !!! U penned down all the emotions so well !!! Loved it 👏

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Witcher

@Witcher

Voyager

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Posted: 10 years ago

Beautiful, true and sad

A really good OS 👏👏👏

Hope you write more

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Ananya

@horizontwilight

Voyager

+ 2

Posted: 10 years ago

Originally posted by: Fairy_Manan
Awesome !!! U penned down all the emotions so well !!! Loved it 👏

Thank you!!!!!!! 😊

thanks for the lovely comment!

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Ananya

@horizontwilight

Voyager

+ 2

Posted: 10 years ago

Originally posted by: chair1992
Beautiful, true and sad
A really good OS 👏👏👏

Hope you write more

Thank you so much!!

I would try!!

I am only in class 8th na so...!!! 😃

thanks for the lovely comment!

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Dashreyaa

@Dashreyaa

Dazzler

+ 6

Posted: 10 years ago

Very nice writing in fact I can feel what u write...so you deserve this 👏 ...sad story but very nicely penned the emotion...great job

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Ananya

@horizontwilight

Voyager

+ 2

Posted: 10 years ago

Originally posted by: Dashreya21
Very nice writing in fact I can feel what u write...so you deserve this 👏 ...sad story but very nicely penned the emotion...great job

Awww...thank you so much!!!

it's a lovely comment!!

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