Hello Everyone!
I am Sumi. A wanna-be writer.
So, I am a new one to this forum. In fact, I do not even use IF. This is my sister's account that she uses to read updates. She is not active, so I thought, I should just use her account.
I never really watch serials either. However, 3-4 weeks back, I came across this VM on youtube of Manan and I just had to watch the serial. And well, in the past month, I am hooked to KYY. That's all I do all day. Today, I thought of starting this FF. I am an avid reader and I write all the time. Usually, I write about emotions and all that cray stuff. But, KYY has compelled me to start this. I am new to this, so I really hope, I do manage to have some readers.
This story is called "A thousand times over." This is going to be a day-to-day story of reality and a normal girl's life. This is going to be a basic love story of how two normal people come together at normal circumstances. So, please support me if you think this is worth your time.😳P.s. this will probably not be a very long story. So, as long as I write, I'd be very grateful if I find some people who will enjoy reading this. Thank You!
- Sumi. :)
Here it is.
A Thousand times over.
Chapter 1.
(This is more like a prologue. But, I could not think of a better way to start.)
Life. It's a funny thing. I always thought I had it all figured out. But, sometimes, I don't know. Sometimes, I don't know anything. I don't know who I am or if who I appear to be is me. Sometimes, I feel like the world is without life and color. Sometimes, I do not understand.
People have always thought of me as a strong and sorted person. Most of the times, I think I am. But, at times like this, I do not know. What I do know is, most of what I don't know has to do with this missing factor in my life.When you look from the outside, you might find that I have everything..friends, family, luck and all that you could ask for.
But, why do I have this sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach? Like, there is one piece that is missing and I will always feel lost until I find it.
Well, until and if I do find it, I will have to continue to make the best out of what I have. And, it's not like, I have any sort of problem. In fact, I am an immensely blessed person. So, I am going to stop and not let thoughts bother me. I am going to shut these trail of feelings and go back to normalcy.
What is normalcy, you ask?
Well, right now, it is college. Yes,I am going to get ready for college.
College, sigh. Today is the first day of my second year of college. I cannot begin to explain what I feel right now. My emotions are all over the place. I am both nervous and excited. I am both happy and sad. The most overwhelming emotion that I feel right now is that of nostalgia. I am kind of sad about the fact that the first year of my journey towards my dream has ended. Don't get me wrong,I am thrilled that I am getting closer to my dreams. But, the past year has given me so many beautiful memories that I am scared it is impossible for me to live such moments again. And, I would hate it if moments like that never occurred again.
However, I know it is stupid of me to think that I will not get to live moments like that again. With the awesome group of people that surround me, I am certain that I will experience many more beautiful moments. I know with every passing moment, another memory will be waiting to be made. As I collect myself, I can't help but laugh at what I felt a year back before I started my first year.
>When I completed my high school, I thought I was done with education forever. But, this world has a lot of formalities. I will never understand why I need a 4 year degree to achieve what I want to. But, well.. If that is what it takes, then I thought, so be it.
Hence, here I am a student of Bachelor of Fine Arts with my major in music at SPACE Academy. To be honest, I never thought I would like it, but a year after, I love it.
Hell, there hasn't been a day in the past 3 months of my summer break that I haven't thought about college. It might be because of the fact that the craziest group of people that I had known all my life went to the same college. It did come as a surprise to me that the cool bunch of people I called my classmates at high school shared the same passion as me and I had never known. But, it did make sense. We ran in different group of friends. Moreover, because of different sections, I barely met with them. But, when I did, it was always fun and I loved having them around. So imagine my happiness and shock when I saw them at my new college.
We still do not share the same group of friends, but, I am still in good terms with them all. Especially Alya, Alya is a sweetheart that I am close to. In fact, she always makes it a point to invite me over and stuff. The last I heard from her, they were all on a vacation to the eastern side. I felt horrible about being out of touch with all my friends, but between summer school and my summer work, I barely had the energy.
But, today, I am going to see them all. So, yes, here I put a pause to all my bizarre thoughts and step ahead for the new step of my journey.
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Ok this is it. My first chapter. Please comment or like if you want me to continue. Since this is my first time, I am very nervous. So pleaseee show me some love!
Thank you😊
Sumi :)
