MAD!!!

Crazy! Mad! Insane! Her love's impassioned him to go to his extent! He's madly in love with her and here's no seconds doubts about that. Everything about her drives him crazy...be it her smile, her hair, her earrings, her laughter, her voice, her tears, her pain...even her anger! He wants it all. Every fearful thought, every aching pain, every audible laugh, every mesmerising glance, every adorable outrage.

He needs no eyes to be able to realise the need of her heart. He needs no words to be able to hear her words of her love-filled needs. His love is his sixth sense. And so he's vowed to make her realise of this sixth sense she possesses too. His love professes to drive her mad...ummm but which mad was it again?

They're inseparable. If she's the sun, he's her rays. If she's the moon, he's her glow. If she's the sky, he's the air. If she's the heart, he's the beat. If she's the stars, he's the night. And so if his star wishes to shine somewhere else today, the night must follow her so her shine is visible. If she wishes to find her lost self again today, he must follow her to reunite her with the Nandini that safely resides in his heart as Manik's Nandini. If she wishes to distance herself to prevent his wounds from aching any further, he must follow her so he is able to heal her sufferings which in return would seal his bleeding cuts.

"Tum mujhe follow kar rahe ho?' Nah-uh! You just don't realise it Nandini, but one only follows when they are let go of fully. And your soul has refused to unwind itself from his inner-self. Your mind refuses to listen to any other echo apart from his sweet whispers, your thoughts refuse to lean towards any other thought apart from "what may he be doing at this moment", your eyes refuse to caress someone else's picture as lovingly as you were eyeing his image, your hands refuse to refrain from trailing the softness of his presence as he pulls you closer to himself.

"You...you broke my promise?" Hardly Nandini! In fact he's fulfilling all the other countless, lifelong promises he's made to you and himself. And one promise that he made to you quite recent in time..."You'll never lose me". The further you'll distance yourself from him, the closer he'll pull you to himself. The quicker you'll pace your walk to escape his eyes, the faster he'll leap his steps to appear in front of your eyes. Your logical mind may believe it to be possible to turn away from him now, but his madness promises to make your heart realise that it's not only difficult, rather impossible to untie yourself from his love's bond.

"Relax"...relax Nandini...because your attempts of being mad at him are re-defining the mad intensity of your love for each other. "Accha? Ek baat suno...yeh gussa hone ka drama tum...kissi aur ke saamne karna. Because I know, you need me...as much as I need you"...you're not mad because he's going to Mangalore...you're mad because he's not trying to stop you from going away. You're not mad because he's refusing to listen to you...you're mad because he's agreed so easily on letting you go. You're not mad because he convinced Rishabh to join him on their table...you're mad because he didn't try hard enough to seat you next to himself. You're not mad because he's wasting salt and pepper as a means to bond with your brother...you're mad because you weren't invited to be a part of the bonding session. You're not mad because he ordered a coconut for you...you're mad because he didn't feed it to you himself. You're not mad because he followed you with the tissues...you're mad because he didn't reach up to wipe them for you.

You're being stubborn because he's not being stubborn enough and amidst your mutual stubbornness...the madness of love is blooming!

"Nandini...hamare saath aao. Ek saath." He's lent his hand out again Nandini. He understands your need better than you do yourself. He can read the pain in your eyes as you walk your disheartened steps away from him. He can hear the fearful cries of your heart as it weeps of the unknown days which lay ahead. He wants for you to just agree once. Agree to let him step each and every step with you. Agree to let him become your healer in this journey. Agree to let him be your hamnava...today, tomorrow and forever.

If only you'd seen the sparkle in his eyes as the exciting smile gleamed on his face Nandini...it spoke volumes of the depth-less love which pours from his heart. It screamed of the madly passionate love that he realised of once you stepped in his life. It flaunted the insanity which breathes in his veins upon seeing you fighting with yourself to keep yourself away from him.

Whooops...Manik Malhotra seems like the madness of love you had hoped to evoke in her, has taken a wrong turn and instead she's fuming in maddening anger.

Your mad mind might just need to cook up with a magnificently mad plan once again! 😆

Wheww Back after a really long time!!! Just caught up with all the episodes since the confession only today!

Sorry for not commenting on each of your posts.. I hardly have enough words remaining to compliment each one :)

This time as well, I followed each of your posts before watching the episodes.. It has sort of become a routine for me now!!Loving it btw!

I absolutely have no comments on the episodes, cos you seem to have said it all!! So I am just going to limit myself to complimenting you :)

Cheers :)

P.S Hats off to you for managing your exams and this together. I could never do that! Good luck for them :)

Thankyou so much for such a heart-touching comment! It's really heart-warming knowing my writing could connect with you in some way or the other! Honestly the episodes have been so brilliant that no words will ever do any justice but I humbly accept all your praises!

So rightly said...the core essence of KYY seems to have returned and the journey is become increasingly beautiful with every progressing day!

Cavya scene was rather beautiful. The understanding and trust developing in their relationship has been leaving me in pure awe recently!

Hope you continue to enjoy the coming episodes and once again thank you for the kind praises!

Thankyou for the exam wishes too...oh lord I seemed to have over used 'thankyou' so much here lol

Love

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Too kind! Really too kind are these words because I hardly feel I deserve all the credit for it being so good! But nevertheless, thank you so much for reading it and enjoying the piece! Means a lot and your comment will always be cherished <3

Geet! 🤗Thank you so much for the exam wishes babe!!

And now I need some hep from you to actually thank you properly for showering me with so many appraising words! Really...I have no words t express the delight every time you or others express their enjoyment upon reading the work I write daily.

Oh no no...come on I'm not that talented. I simply try and the fact that you are able to connect with the post and my emotions, it makes the try all so worth-wile. Thank you for being so supportive and yes MaNan are the true deservers of the praises! Their love, friendship, bickering is pure magic. And their adoration for each other and their friends has us all so shamelessly addicted to them! haha

Take care and thank you once again! 😳❤️

How lovely to finally hear from you again babe!!I have indeed missed you and so have my threads. Welcome back 🤗

Don't be apologetic...priorities must always be taken care of first and it's all so overwhelming for me that to read my responses has become a routinely task for you now. Truly warms my heart to know that you enjoyed their read just as much as you've enjoyed watching the episodes! MaNan have been shining immaculately over the last few weeks and it's becoming more the so difficult for me to write on them because the episodes have grown so finely with their new depths of love and friendship. The whole cast and crew as well as the writers really deserve a standing ovation 👏

Thank you once again for the kind words which have left me speechless and hope you continue to enjoy the episodes!

Thank you for the exam wishes too!

Take care ❤️

Love is one emotion that turn the most calmest person into an insane lover.. It can turn someones world upside down and Manik Malhotra's famous world has been turned upside down. Passion is in his blood..in his veins running wild and the name of his passion..his junoon is NANDINI MURTHY.. He understands her more than she knows herself. He understands when she needs him...even if she tries to push herself away..there is a part in her that still needs him.. he knows everything. She might deny but he still knows and he knows the perfect way to handle her. He knows those little fusses and drama are not real. When you are in love, you love to pull the other person's leg to see them flustered..angry with you.. it makes love more passionate and fun!! Pyar mein to thoda maza hona chahiye right?.. and Manik is enjoying every moment pulling her leg..making sure she is flustered...so that he can see him cute Nandini make those potato faces.. Manik is pulling her out of her depression and trying to make her forget that night.. Its working.. Since this trip began, not once did Nandini think about Pandit and what he did.. Her entire focus is on and only on Manik. How Manik is annoying her with his outrageous tatics. Manik promised that they would get through this together and look, they are. He is making sure in every way possible that that horrid night is erased hamesha ke liye from Nandini's heart, mind and her life. He promised that they would fill their lives with so much new memories that the memories of the horrid night..pheeka lage against these new memories.. You know the old saying, when there is a bad memory, make 1000 good memories that the bad memory does not stand a chance against it.

They're inseparable. If she's the sun, he's her rays. If she's the moon, he's her glow. If she's the sky, he's the air. If she's the heart, he's the beat. If she's the stars, he's the night. And so if his star wishes to shine somewhere else today, the night must follow her so her shine is visible. If she wishes to find her lost self again today, he must follow her to reunite her with the Nandini that safely resides in his heart as Manik's Nandini. If she wishes to distance herself to prevent his wounds from aching any further, he must follow her so he is able to heal her sufferings which in return would seal his bleeding cuts. I just wanted to highlight this part of your post that you wrote so beautifully. They are truly inseparable. Even if they fight and argue, they will never separate. One will always pull back the other. When one is in pain, the other will do whatever it takes to get rid of the pain. No matter where Nandini tries to go..no matter where she tries to hide, Manik will find a way to get to her and if he cannot find a way..He will make the way. Either way, he will reach her. With his touch, slowly will heal the scar in her heart. With his loving ways, with his crazy tatics, he will be able to reach out to her making her forget about everything except for themselves. He will bring the passion out in her just like the passion of love is running in his veins. He will make sure those passion of love is filling her soul up and healing the pain away.. The more he makes you angry and flustered, the more you are moving away from those scars and pains that you say are inflicting on Manik because of you. The more he makes you angry, the more he is enjoying it and laughing...He get a kick out of seeing the angry Nandini.. Im sure we all do!!,.He is enjoying the caring that he is getting when a thorn stabbed into his finger.. he is enjoying the care that he is getting when you worry about the blood that is coming out of his fingers. He is deff enjoying the care when he gets your text message saying to meet in the staff room so that you can put a cute band aid on his finger stopping the blood. He is deff enjoying the pampering you are giving him Nandini Murthy..Ab maan bhi lo..you cannot live without him..If he goes away from your eyes..you become restless... Thats what love is...now just waiting for you to fill the same passion as he is feeling..let the passion of love run in your veins..

A side note..I loved Cabir's dialogue today!! Aaj tumhey humara secret pata chal gaya. Ki hum kuch bhi kar saktay hain. Hum log iss planet se thodi naa hain. Hum log Superhuman hain. Woh superman aur main batman. Aur ussnay na apnay Laser sey yeh gaddha kiya hai (on the road). Aur yeh ped aur paudhay bhi humnay lagaye hain yahaan par. Aur yeh jo truck khada hai naa woh bhi mainey laakar khada kiya hai yahaan par mere Dadaji ka hai." Loved this!! It cracked me..This is why I love him so much!!..He is honestly the laughing joker in this show in a good way...

Awesome post like always..Who said, you didnt write good? You wrote awesome baby!! Keep it up my shining Tinky Winky!!

Queen of Cabir <3 Hamesha..Forever and Ever😳😳