FF Nandini's shadow ch 46 at page 151 - Page 69

Originally posted by: Natashaaa

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Manik pretend to be asleep , he was not getting how to tell her "she should not take anyone serious , it is their life and they know when is best time ,she should not care about anyone "he when he doze off

Nandini look at him as he snore and he was fast a sleep ,she moved his arm which was wrap around her waist , she sneak out of bed , she look at the bottle lying on his side of bed , she crawl back and pick it up ,and walked to the sitting area ,she look at sleeping Smurfy , she sat next to its basket and picked it up and cuddle it next to her ,she drank the left wine , played Manik video which Cabir had send her

Pal, do pal, ki hi kyun hai zindagi

" Smurfy woke up and made sound "you will wake Manik " she on tip of her toe walked to washroom

Manik in sleep turn he find the other side of bed empty he sat and switched off light " Nandini " he look at the door it was locked he relax "Nandini " he jump out of bed and walked to the washroom "Nandini " he push the door it opened

Teri muskurahatein hain taaqat meri
Mujhko inhi se ummeed mili
Chaahe kare koi sitam ye jahaan
Inme hi hai sadaa hifaazat meri
Zindagani badi khoobsurat hui
Jannat ab aur kya hogi kahin
Jo tu mera Humdard hai

while listening she paused

"see i told you he don't love me any more , today he asked me he didn't mend anything ,he was only teasing me, Smurfy do you love me or not " she asked it " Manik has changed before he use to understand me even before i ask him , may be these scars remind him someone else touched me " she look at her neck " our life will never be same" she hug the Smurfy and sob " if Amm's was not here i would have gone far away from his life for ever .you will come with me " she asked Smurfy

Manik was stunned he was not able to move

" i" he hold his head " i " he was not able to express he sank down next to the door

"Smurfy don't go you will wake him " she called it Smurfy walked out of the bathroom door , Nandini walked out she didn't noticed Manik sitting "Smurfy " she walked to the sitting area " ok we will go out "before she could bend down to picked it up Maink picked her up in his arm he didn't gave her chance to talk he sealed her lips with his he walked to the bed didn't break the kiss , he lie her down they broke to inhale

" you think i don't love you any more " he curls his fingers in her hairs and bend down and kissed her scar "these hurt me that i was not there to safe you , for God sake Nandini "he cried tears roll down on his face and drop on her face

"Manik " she enter her fingers in his hairs , he buried his head in the pillow next to her and cried

she turn him forcefully "Manik " she wiped his tears

"Nandini please forgive me , i am really hating myself " he beg her she hold his both hands " you thought i dont want to have family with you ? how could you think like that " he bang his head with the bed head

"shhh" she placed her hand and stop him cupped his face , he lie down next to her , she kissed his tears away

" i always want a relation with you , may be since the day you fall on me while the fight ,you accidentally kissed me " he said " every time we were alone i wanted to hold you next to me " he said

" you think that few minute incident will stop me to love you " he asked her she caress his face

" today i stopped or asked you to sleep as i dont want we have any relation on bet or promise it should not be forced " he closed his eyes and grind his teeth and bite his lips so hard that it started bleeding

"Manik " she kissed him to stop the blood , he look at her "stop it Manik " she cried

" you could not see love for you in my eyes , my touch dont tell you how i want you ?" he asked her

she was numb he shiver badly next to her , she had not seen him in such pain ever before

" i can't stay a minute away from you " he warp his arm around her and pull her to he let her drop on him "look it in my eyes and tell me " he removed her hairs that fall on his face " has my feeling decreased " he placed her hand on his heart " Nandini i swear if you walk out of my life my heart will stop beating " he said and hug her tight in his arms

"Nandini are you drunk " he raised her chin and smell

" you left only 2 sip" she pout and hit him

"why you need wine ?" he asked and turn made her rest next to him

" Manik i want to forget " she said and cupped his face "i will never ever ask you, only you can help me, please make me forget everything " she cried he placed his finger on her lips he pull of his shirt that she was wear kissed her shoulder her neck

" why i didn't realized ? " Manik curse himself while kissing

" Manik i was so scared when you didn't came back in train , i thought he will come back " she clenched his vest Manik rested his forehead with her's and look at her

Flash back

" she pretend to be sleep as she wanted to hide her eyes from me , when i lie down up and hold her hand she didn't frees as she was scared , she said the seat was broken as she wanted me to be next to her, how dumb i am, all the time she was giving me hints and i " he look at her ,kissed away the tear that was stuck in her eyelash run his hand on her arm and tangled his fingers with her ,she opened her eyes , there was pain and helplessness in her eyes , he kissed her forehead slide down the strap from her shoulder and kissed , she shiver next to him he held her more close to him wrap his arm around her bare back she moan and hide herself in his arms ,he gently run his finger on her spine she cuddle around him

"May i " he whispered she nod and twisted free hand in his hairs , their lips met passionate with desire he very slow and gently occupy her completely ,both were beneath the black cover ,she slowly moan "Manik " he look at her both were sweating and breathless

"Nandini sorry i hurt you " he panic , he caress her face she shyly opened her eyes and nod .the peace on her face and the smile made him relax ,he took her in his arms she kissed his shoulder ,his neck rest her head on his heart "She is completely mine " he gave everything he had ,he look at her she was asleep in his arms he mesmerize her beauty and innocents when he doze off staring her he dont remember

Teri dhadkano se hai zindagi meri
Khwahishein teri ab duaaein meri
Kitna anokha bandhan hai ye
Teri meri jaan jo ek hui
Lotunga yahaan tere paas main haan
Waada hai mera mar bhi jaaun kahin
Jo tu mera humdard hai

Next morning

Smurfy cried woke him he look at the fragile figure in his arms ,she was peacefully asleep ,he praise her ,he kissed her shoulder she shakes her head " i love you " he peck few times he picked up his shirt and carefully put it on her " i dont want to leave you or this beautiful sight but our baby will wake you " he placed pillow on his side and he jump out of bed , he kneel down and look at Smurfy sitting under the bed ,he picked up Smurfy "just like your Mama, you little naughty thing, you will wake your mama " he pat on its nose and walked out of room " i will give you only 5 mins do you get that " he hurriedly ran down stairs and too lawn

"Manik a dog " Nyonika look at him caring Smurfy " you will get allergy " she said

"please stop showering your love , and dare not tell anyone i have allergy " he picked up Smurfy and walked to kitchen " your Grand Ma is so poking " he made face and Smrufy nod "see you also agrees with me . lets make filtered coffee for your Mama " he cuddle it in his arm " you know you have created so much problem last night " Manik made face and said and pour coffee " but " he blushed and smirk "lets go before your Mama gets a panic attack " he ran upstairs

" Manik talking to dog and like crazy he was smiling and blushing " Nyonika was shocked

He gave it its milk and sat next to Nandini he removed curls from her face and bend down .she was hugging his pillow and was asleep , he kissed her earlobe and jaw bone " good morning " she brush her face with the pillow he kissed on her eyes "i am here " he said from back she opened her eyes found him bending over her ,he brush his nose tip with hers as she turn "thek ho " he asked and placed his hand on her abdomen ,she nod " paka " she tangled her fingers with his .she closed her eyes

"hey we have to take Amm's hospital " he whisper , she turn and cuddle around him ,he pull her up and made her sit next to him " i really dont want to wake you but we will get late " he kissed her lips softly she response him and opened her eyes "coffee and then a good shower " he waved cup in front of her lips, she placed her head on his chest

"Nandini please don't dis track me , today it is Amm's bypass " he said helplessly as she run her finger on his chest

"Manik what is this red patch ? " she look at his arm , and took coffee from cup which he was holding

"where?" he look himself " shit " he closed his eyes

"Manik it is some kind of rash " she was caressing it

he suddenly enter his fingers in her hairs and slightly tilt her head " you did it last night " he said naughtily

" dont tell lies i didnot hurt you " she said looking here and there

"really " he kissed her lips and smiled

"see my nails are chopped " she waved in front of his eyes

"oh God save me " she was checking his chest

"see it is too red " she look at his neck " i kissed you i didn't hurt you " she kneel and pull him ahead next to her and looking his back, Manik closed his eye inhale her sweet fragrance he kissed her collarbone

"Manik " she hit him

Smurfy sneezed " Nandini Smurfy did , i took him down i was carrying it in my this arm , and while making coffee it was sitting on my shoulder " he said she was caress his collar bone

"Smurfy you do this " she look at it as Manik picked it up in his hand for her "very bad i dont like it do you get that, not talking to you " she touch its nose " i will apply ointment on it " she caressed

Manik bang his head with the back of bed head " how to stay away from her now, she is really making me crazy ?" she was carelessly walking in room wearing his shirt he mesmerize her , it was hard for him to control his emotions at same time a balloon burst ,

"Manik " she got scared he walked to her and hug her from back both laugh as one more burst " you can tell Amms her wish was order for us and like obedient children " he paused and kissed her nape she held his hand and turn around she warp her arm around his neck ,her eyes shines

There was a knock that apart them "you go i will check " he kissed her head

"My clothes " Nandini said

" i will take out go na " he walked to door

"Manik what is taking you both so long "Nyonika said he opened the door

" i love you Nyonika " he whispered and step a side hiding his smile " Nandini is getting ready i will take 10 mins " he said

Nyonika was not getting she heard him right or not ,she look in bedroom it was all messy, Manikwas searching something in wardrobe , a smile appear on her lips she closed door and walked out

i tried my level best to write in decent way so no one get embarrassed , i am writing here for last 9 years , bold stuff is not my things , i feel sick my self as if the actors read it accidentally , my romance is this much , hope you guys like it

i am not a teenager i am in my thirties i just cant make anyone uneasy , i got pms write bold , sorry that i can't do

Originally posted by: aminahin

guys mujhe kuch samaj nahi aya????can plz anyone xplain what was the promo????