MANANFF: Hate to love you: Se2: Part 4(22/03)on hold - Page 10

Originally posted by: aairahahmad

arey...wah ...

you updated.. good..good.. but why itna chotu sa part...give us something big yaar...😉

and now continue soon😊

Originally posted by: MaNanmatic_Sana

you girls keep distracting me...so I cannot write😡

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Part 3...

Who sees a shadow in dark...

8 year back:At Mangalore

"why Aiyappa why...kya isliye ke maine apni liye manga chordi...I always got everything from you before I wished for...tumne mujhe Manik ko bhi diya...even I accepted everything you took me from me as your wish...but this time...this time I you made me kill my Manik...you made him hate him... you want me to plead to you don't you?"...she cries

She takes out the jar of fireflies from Manik and frees them...and heart aches harder...and looks at them flying around her ...glowing...She remembers every talk with Manik about fireflies...

"you want me to plead na..." she says as she is very tired... "I plead for myself today..."...she put up a smile and says ... "make me strong...to fight with the pain...to fight with the emptiness...to fight with the world misunderstanding me, to fight with the world against me...to fight against his hate...to fight for his love , I once again want to confide on you Aiyappa...show me the way to his love...no looking back"

Yes the firefly were glowing... they were glowing for him... he was their in the darkness ...he came to Mangalore and was in disguise to follow her... to be part of her pain ...

And their he was standing in the darkness looking at her...no one saw his face ... no one saw the tears from his eyes...no one saw the expression of boundless grief that wanted to hide from the world... no one listened to his heart saying "Nandini... sorry my life...sorry my star... it's not time yet... I have to defeat the darkness inside and around me... so that I ... So that you don't need fireflies ... so that I can be your fire ... so that I can glow for you... and give you your happiest time...but I will be always with you... like shadow... but you will not see me... who can see shadow in darkness"...He sees her leave... he conveys a message to her Aiyappa... "I will make everything right for her...whether you be with her or not"

Nandini returns to her house to find TK there talking to her Ams

Ams: You are here... Trilok told me everything. Thanks to Aiyappa that he found you in that disgraceful school... But I expected you can adjust in any place without making so much stories

Nandini: Panditji! You guys know each other!

Ams: You don't remember him. He was my student.

Nandini: He is your Trilok...

Trilok: That's not the concern now Nandini. You have already created a lot of mess.

Ams: I trust you and leave everything up to you Trilok. Guide her as guru. Now I give you her responsibility. I hope I owe you that.

Trilok: Ji Guru ji. You are not well. You go and rest please.

Ams: You are right. God bless you

Trilok: Nandini

Nandini: Ji

Trilok: Do you regret your actions.

Nandini: I don't believe in regret. But I'll correct myself from now. I want to gain back Ams trust. And Manik's

Trilok: Manik? You still care about what he thinks...Be over him Nandini... You wrecked your life for him... and now he must be somewhere getting wasted... He is a billionaire's son... He can buy and sell respect unlike you... People like us have to earn it and protect it... And we also have to protect the reputation of our dear ones... It's high time you move on and concentrate in your career

Nandini: I know Manik will deal with his mother to get me back

Trilok: I cannot believe this. Have you lost it Nandini. Ok fine. I went to your Manik... I told him that you can make everything right. You can fight your mom and help me give back her dignity. You know what your Manik told me... he told me that it is best for everyone that you are not there. Mostly for you... He thinks that you insulted him accusing he lost the contest consciously...to keep you there... and you denied the win... You clearly made sure that you don't want any favor from him... Or from Mrs Malhotra...

Nandini: Yes, he is right... I, myself closed all the ways... I myself responsible for what occurred to me... Manik is acting rightly...

Trilok: Nandin get some self respect... As Guru ji trusts me to guide you... I'll say you should move on... and utilize your talent

Nandini: I see no world without him... he is not forgettable... he gave me the most beautiful memories in life...

Trilok: I only see the worst.

Nandini: Yes, everything extreme in my life happened with him

Trilok: Then don't forget ... don't forgive... make the pain your inspiration... don't make the mistake again... I am taking charge of an academy... It earned funds as I am joining it ...I can get you admitted there

Nandini: As charity case?

Trilok: No, because I see in you all the qualities to be a star musician... but you have to be patient and hard working... You have to earn your position when you will inspire people and people will listen to you... Only thus you can get your reputation back

Nandini: You are right... I'll never forget him... Our give and take relationship is not over... But I won't wait for it... I'll keep myself busy... It is going to be hard but

Trilok: Nandini it is going to be so hard... you cannot imagine... I have devoted my life to music... I had no identity before it... no identity after it... I love music ... so it easier to me...yet it was hard to earn... And the place of that devotion for you has been taken by Manik... Now you have to fall for music more than Manik...

Nandini: Music... I only see him with music...

Trilok: You have to learn to control your emotion... I am not going to teach you how to play instrument and sing only... You have to be physically and mentally strong... You have to learn self defense...self control... you have to feel the power within yourself... You have to trust yourself enough that you never think you won because of someone's favor... Do you accept my challenge?

Nandini: (Takes a deep breath...and closes eyes... Aiyappa...is this what you decided for me? I have to be strong... I have to control...she opens her eyes) ...I challenge you Panditji ...One day you will not only be proud of but also surprised by me...(She gaves a cold smile)

Trilok sighs...

Trilok: Thanks... You never know what will happen in the future... but you should have a goal... think of yours... I'll leave today... see you tomorrow...

Nandini thinks... my goal... is winning him back... my hope is he will wait for me... I have to prepare myself so that I can protect him... I am now too weak to fight for him... Panditji is right... I have to prove myself... And music will be the best weapon for me...

Trilok leaves her house and calls...

Trilok: She is ready to start her battle... She has agreed to be my student... Don't think I did for you... I care for her too... and I know better what is best for her

Manik: I have no option but to trust you Panditji... But please do me this favor... Take the amount I am offering as her scholarship... it's my earning from my music... I never got a reason to spend it... but I want you to take that for my star...

Trilok: I don't think she will like if she knows... and I don't want it either...so I am passing... You just concentrate on the evidence... If you indicate, I'll file case against your mother for false allegation against Nandini...

Manik: Right ...it will be not enough if Nyonika takes her words back due to my actions... Nandini has to know she deserved it... She has to regain her self respect... Also there is something fishy about Soha's case... I'll get to its root... May be I'll get something against Nyonika...

Trilok: And how are you holding up?

Manik: You don't have to worry about me...

Trilok: You are not going to contact her? She is not yet ready to accept that you will not come to her...

Manik: Eventually she will do... Music will help her... And you... I have my eyes on you Pandit... Never misuse her... And keep her away from everything evil... If anything happens to her, I won't spare you...

Trilok: So you and Guru ji are on same side... Want me to guide her...I am not scared of you Manik Malhotra... I just hope your concern for her does not get you... It's best that you keep yourself away...

Manik: Yes, away from her ...not possible... but I won't be visible to her... don't worry... lead her ... make her the best...

Trilok: Hope you can clean up yourself too... It's going to be a long journey...

Manik: bye

Manik is outside her house seeing TK leave... He is in a car with dark windows... He waits for a while in hope to see her once... but reminds self that he has a lot to do for her...

He starts the car

Back to present: At Nandini's Apartment

After having lunch with her students she does a lot of chats with her students. And also they entertain her... She is feeling relaxed more than the other days...may be because of prescribed drugs... She also had chat with Navya and proved her point about her decision... Tia asks her to tell about love of her life...

Nandini: Love of my life... Love of my life is music... (She laughs)... Love of my life is left only in my music... So why should not I sing it out? Tell me who does not love this song... She whispers the song name in Fahad's ear and says ... hit it... Fahad plays guitar and she sings

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uLAZReIUR9w

http://www.hindilyrics.net/translation-Pardes/Diwana-Dil.html]

Yeh Dil Deewana Deewana Hai Yeh Dil
Deewane Ne Mujhko Bhi Ah Kar Daala Deewana
Maine Uske Shehar Ko Chooda
Uski Gali Mein Dil Ko Toda
Phir Bhi Seene Mein Dhadakta Hai Yeh Dil
Maine Dil Se Usay Nikaala
Jo Na Karna Tha Kar Daala
Phir Phi Yaad Usi Ko Karta Hai Yeh Dil

Yeh Dil Ahh!
Deewana Deewana Hai Yeh Dil

Dil Ki Khata Bhi Hai Kya
Mujhko Gila Bhi Hai Kya
Is Dillagi Ke Siva Dil Ne Kiya Bhi Hai Kya
[Aashiq Hai Yeh Chor Nahin Main Kya Karoon
Dil Pe Mera Zor Nahin Hai Main Kya Karoon]2

Yeh Dil Ahh!
Deewana
Deewana Hai Yeh Dil

Dil Kaisa Bepeer Hai
Vo Ek Tasveer Hai
Main Kehta Hoon Tod De Kehta Hai Zanjeer Hai
[Koi Kachchi Dor Nahin Hai Main Kya Karoon
Dil Pe Koi Zor Nahin Hai Main Kya Karoon]2

Yeh Dil Deewana Deewana Hai Yeh Dil
Deewana Dil
Deewane Ne Mujhko Bhi Ah Kar Daala Deewana

Nandini feels sleepy after a while...another side-effect of the medicine... she closes his eyes ... everyday she sees Manik when she closes her eyes... It usually late when she really falls asleep... she usually imagines... feeling the gaps in her life with him... How her day would have been if he was with him... but tonight ... the sleep came very quick...

...Precap

Some more flashbacks...

Manik talking to fab 5

Manik: I want to concentrate on music to forget her memories... hope you are with me...

Alya: that's a very good idea Manik

Mukti: yaa right

Cabir: i see it pointless... Manik should go to mangalore

Dhruv: come on cabir... don't you see Alya is o excited about manik's break up