Mere mann yeh bata de tu, kis or chala hai tu
Kya paya nahee tune, kya dhundh raha hai tu
Jo hai ankahee jo hai ansunee, woh bat kya hai bata
Mitwa kahe dhadkane tujhase kya
Mitwa yeh khudse toh naa too chhupa...
though this song was played on diwali night ... but the meaning of this song is different for me today...
the only reason why i thought of this song today were the two lines...
Love will find the way...
and...
yeh khud se toh nah tu chupa...
He knows it all ... he knows he cant see her in pain... he himself admitted it ...that too infront of her when dat teddy blast incident happened...
he said he cant see her tears when he cant see her in tears someone please tell me how can he himself be the reason behind every tear that she will shed...
he said he cant see her in pain... then how the hell he can be the reason for all the pain in her life...
today he said he is gonna make her suffer... but he never said he will let her suffer alone... he never said he too will go through the same pain...then why is he trying to be that monster when he knows he just cant be that old monster he is trying to be one but he himself knows he cant he just cant be dat old monster because that old monster was lost somewhere in dat darkness he never knew what is light... because his star was not there but now when she is here to tell him the meaning of light to shine for him... he is acting like a stubborn baby... and trying to be dat monster... but we all know he cant...
and den yeh sunna but still buddhu munda kehnda hai ki meri sherni se nafrat karta hai dat he hates her...
iznu koi kinne bacche di tarah samjhao ki its his love for her dat even if he is giving pain to her ...
he is not letting her suffer alone he is not leaving her alone even in this situation...
and now i feel like doing this...

Haye rabba is pyaar/hate haye allah jo bhi hai yeh iz nu hundh mai ki naam du..? š