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After a long time I wanted to write smthng. As every1 is angry at dhruv bcoz he is so mean to manik and I m nt here to defend him. Its just I want to write that what must be going on inside his mind. so here it is-
I didnt knw when it hd started bt bout one thing I m sure and that is my feelings for Alya. Yes! I hd always cared for her bcoz I cn understand her. I hd knew she ws insecure bout her reln with manik, and I tried to make manik understand bout her feelings. Bt Manik didnt understand and he broke her heart. I hd knw alya ws hurt she really loved manik. I knw her and I understand her. No sorry I used to understand her.
Bcoz frm d time I hd kissed her, I hd started to see her in a diff light. After our first kiss I dnt knw what to do bcoz I knew dat alya is manik's ex. And she loved manik, I thought it ws just a mistake for her. Manik my best buddy, he is d best. Always there for me, to protect me. But I dnt knw hw he ws going to react. And I didnt want to upset him. And moreover I hd loved nandini. so I thought it ws a mistake.
After dat Mukti used to tease me bout nandini, and I simply used to see alya. How she is going to react, bt she never said anything. So I thought yeah maybe it all ws just a mistake. Bt it never felt wrong to me.
I proposed nandini and she told me we cn always be friends nothing else. Bt why? She ws d one who told me that any1 cn fall for me or maybe I hd mistaken her sympathy & care as love.I ws hurt, and I didnt knw when I went to alya. Bt I knew if sm1 cn understand me then its just alya. I hugged her, and when finally my heart ws calming bt sudd she broke ur hug and went away. I dnt knw bt her this gesture hd hurted me more. More than nandini's refusal.
Bt slowly ur equation were changing. Alya ws making me feel special. And for d first time in my life, I dnt feel ashamed or insecure. I thought Alya will acpt with my dark secret and maybe I dnt hd to hide anymore.
Bt then it happened, I saw a tatto on alya's back. And smthng pinch me. It ws nt a good feeling. I rem how much alya hd loved manik. He ws her first. She hd loved me and for d first time i thought will she ever be able to love me like dat. Is she really over manik? Bt then I saw her sad face and I let go off this topic. It doesnt matter, she matters.
Bt dat time I didnt knew it ws just a start. Love hs d power to make u god and hs d capacity to turn u into a monster. And I, I ws always a monster. A dark monster, hiding in a cave.
I didnt write bout what dhruv thinks bout manan bcoz cv's ne kafi confused kiya hain.So leave ur precious cmnt & tell me dat u like it or not. Dnt forget to click d like button.
Thank you.
ok lagta hain maine bahut bura likh diya hain. Sorry.
I didnt knw when it hd started bt bout one thing I m sure and that is my feelings for Alya. Yes! I hd always cared for her bcoz I cn understand her. I hd knew she ws insecure bout her reln with manik, and I tried to make manik understand bout her feelings. Bt Manik didnt understand and he broke her heart. I hd knw alya ws hurt she really loved manik. I knw her and I understand her. No sorry I used to understand her.
Bcoz frm d time I hd kissed her, I hd started to see her in a diff light. After our first kiss I dnt knw what to do bcoz I knew dat alya is manik's ex. And she loved manik, I thought it ws just a mistake for her. Manik my best buddy, he is d best. Always there for me, to protect me. But I dnt knw hw he ws going to react. And I didnt want to upset him. And moreover I hd loved nandini. so I thought it ws a mistake.
After dat Mukti used to tease me bout nandini, and I simply used to see alya. How she is going to react, bt she never said anything. So I thought yeah maybe it all ws just a mistake. Bt it never felt wrong to me.
I proposed nandini and she told me we cn always be friends nothing else. Bt why? She ws d one who told me that any1 cn fall for me or maybe I hd mistaken her sympathy & care as love.I ws hurt, and I didnt knw when I went to alya. Bt I knew if sm1 cn understand me then its just alya. I hugged her, and when finally my heart ws calming bt sudd she broke ur hug and went away. I dnt knw bt her this gesture hd hurted me more. More than nandini's refusal.
Bt slowly ur equation were changing. Alya ws making me feel special. And for d first time in my life, I dnt feel ashamed or insecure. I thought Alya will acpt with my dark secret and maybe I dnt hd to hide anymore.
Bt then it happened, I saw a tatto on alya's back. And smthng pinch me. It ws nt a good feeling. I rem how much alya hd loved manik. He ws her first. She hd loved me and for d first time i thought will she ever be able to love me like dat. Is she really over manik? Bt then I saw her sad face and I let go off this topic. It doesnt matter, she matters.
Bt dat time I didnt knew it ws just a start. Love hs d power to make u god and hs d capacity to turn u into a monster. And I, I ws always a monster. A dark monster, hiding in a cave.
I didnt write bout what dhruv thinks bout manan bcoz cv's ne kafi confused kiya hain.So leave ur precious cmnt & tell me dat u like it or not. Dnt forget to click d like button.
Thank you.
ok lagta hain maine bahut bura likh diya hain. Sorry.
