Originally posted by: dushturain
Wow Aru great post!! but i hv some issues!! i
Nandini is learning more about the mechanisms inside Manik's head. And she'ss been touched.She has accepted Manik long before as he is, but now she is learning why he is the way he is...remember she wanted to know each other more ?? thats exactly whats happening!! they are getting to know each other more!!falling more deeply for Manik...And in this learning process she is giving herself to him, realizing her worth in Manik's life, just the same way the worth Manik has in her life.Im not sure about her accepting herself as his girlfriend bcoz she is still in denial mode to kiss!! Friendship thing is still on!!Dushtu...Nandhu is shy regarding the whole intimacy thing...she is only 17 and the intimate moments make her nervous ...she tries not to lose herself to her feelings...its not denial for her...she knows her place in his life...she asks him with haqq do it for me...she sleeps on his chest like she owns it...you can see the change in her mindset here...and about denying in front of manik...she's gonna do that even when she officially becomes his GF...she's just like that...She is nervous about the whole Intimacy part...she is very young...and after all who wont be nervous in front of someone like Manik...with the well defined lips...the sharp jaw line...the broad shoulders...look Dushtu you made me lose concentration..😃the issue was neverShe now has reached the stage where she doesnt fear for the day where she might have to walk away from him to protect him.The issue was Manik walking away from her for his friends...I think Nandini will only accept manik as her boyfriend when Manik will show her that she is just as important to him as Fab5. he will never walk away from her for his friends.So far its only been why Manik needs nandini in his life, but what about Nandini?? Is she sure Manik is not going to leave her alone if time comes??she will never leave Manik...but will Manik leave her??Manik needs to earn back her trust yaar!!
Dushtu the issue of Manik leaving her...became irrelevant the moment...he said that he needs to stay with his friends to protect them...like how she needs to stay with him to protect him...he doesnt even consider it a choice or a decision to be made...She has to stay with him always...otherwise who will protect him...take care of him...his thinking is that...He needs her desperately...He asks her to stay back...not because he adores her , loves her , respects her, worships her...its all that but Primarily He needs her...and thats what makes her come back to him...He says there is no decision to be made here...I need you like my friends need me...alwaysBut something is changing in her thats for sure!!Nandini is slowly going there.but aru your words!! my heart is aching reading them!!they are sooo beautiful!and they are true!!
Dushtu you are always so kind to me...sometimes I wonder if i deserve any of it...your points have made me retrospect and think even deeply...waiting for your reply...eagerly...my lovely Sistah !!!