The Inconsiderate With a Marshmallow Heart - Page 2

Originally posted by: 13thwish

Ridaaa.. no one writes like you.. no one makes VMs like yours.. you have such beauty in your thoughts... such poignance in your words.. such music in your language.. it is an experience in itself.. not to be analysed or described.. only to be felt and lived and internalized and stored forever in the mind.. just like the absolute magic of MaNan love.. unique and perfect..

#FanforLyf

Today's episode was bliss.. and there is no better analysis possible than the one you have already given.. so I won't even try.. all I can talk about are my two favorite moments of the day..

Yes I loved the tickle scene..the simple comfort of it.. but even more I loved his breaking their eyelock against all his instincts, then gathering his self control and forcing himself away from her.. only because she wished it.. and granting her wish is his reason for being..

I loved his genuine effort to respect her desire for friendship.. but that couldn't hide his all fears and his childish need for assurance.. did being her 'friend' mean she would still come whenever he called her.. did he still have that right.. he needed to know.. needed confirmation that she wasn't backtracking or distancing herself from him.. that she just needed space physically, not emotionally.. and so he messages her.. no lies, no excuses, no facades.. only the humble truth, "In need of a friend. Step out".. And of course she comes immediately.. for how can she ever deny him.. temper tantrums and kiddish stubbornness included, he is still her monster after all..

The pleasure and relief in his smile when he sees her.. the gratitude in his eyes.. his halting words.. his adorable, shy stumblingly uttered 'thank you for understanding'..

His unspoken declaration of 'that is what he...' the words were left unsaid for now and yet, the emotion was conveyed by both with their meaningful glances.. sometimes words are overrated..

The mischief is his tone when he teases her about going 'slow'... his pulling her close to show without words, that no matter what she claims, they will always be drawn to each other.. and that if he wills it he can override all her conditions anytime.. and she won't be able to stop him because she feels it too.. she can't help herself around him either..

But he won't, he would never make that choice.. because she rules him.. he has long surrendered himself to her wholeheartedly.. her will is supreme to him.. even above his own.. and today, he let her see it.. no pretenses.. no masks.. he was in that moment, once again, 'simply' Manik.. with his Nandu.. unconditionally..

My Babies.. gahhh.. I simply have no words❤️

Originally posted by: BoxedIn

Oh Rida. I want to hug you today because you were talking about exactly this thing yesterday and look, your boy made you so proud today. And when I watched him thanking her today, and not-apologizing for being rude, the first thing which came to my mind was, how happy is Rida going to be? Not kidding. That's how much your love for Manik moves me. So I won't really anything about the beauty of what you wrote today, because I just have no words. Your love for him is pretty much unmatched, and it shows in your writing. & when words are written with love, analysing them is just plain stupid.

Instead I'm going to tell you why I love Manik. Not because he's grown up lonely, and led a pretty loveless existence till now. Not because he's loyal and the best friend ever and knows how to take responsibility. Not even because he loves Nandini with all his heart and soul and makes me melt by his clueless and obstinate refusal to call it 'love'. I love Manik because he's brave. Not recklessly brave (which he is) but the kind of brave which gives him the ability to know himself, and want to be a better person. How many of us can do that? It's so rare. And it's so precious.

"I'm not good. I like to be...bad."

Did I ever tell you that's my most favourite Manik moment ever? Because those eight words and that small pause in between...it tells you everything about him, and his potential. He knows, he's always known himself. And he's resigned himself to his state because that's the only way he could survive and stay sane. Being bad enabled him to have a purpose in life...being responsible for the well-being of his friends. He didn't ask for hope, but one fine day this little girl punched him and he, despite all his hatred and resistance, found hope for himself in her. She asked him what he was, and he realised that despite all his self-awareness, he didn't really know. So he tried his worst with her, but when she found hope in that too, he trusted her and followed her cue, began to see the good in himself. That ability to trust- that's bravery. Yes Nandini deserves his trust, but the fact that the boy wants to trust someone with all of himself and hold nothing back, that is what has always moved me the most about him. It is his most human, most innocent quality and never have I ever seen a hero on desi tv who has the guts to want that.

Both of them have a long road ahead of them. They have things to know about each other, mistakes to make, apologies to give. But Manik learns from his mistakes. he's not one to hide once he's found the light, even if he has to confront miles of darkness to get there. And that's the brave boy I see, and love.

And thank you for writing about him as you do and making me love him even when I really, really don't want to. Your words calm me down too. 🤗

Originally posted by: BoxedIn

Oh Rida. I want to hug you today because you were talking about exactly this thing yesterday and look, your boy made you so proud today. And when I watched him thanking her today, and not-apologizing for being rude, the first thing which came to my mind was, how happy is Rida going to be? Not kidding. That's how much your love for Manik moves me. So I won't really anything about the beauty of what you wrote today, because I just have no words. Your love for him is pretty much unmatched, and it shows in your writing. & when words are written with love, analysing them is just plain stupid.

EEE Haina? :')) I wanted my manik to realize and to shine. I didn't want him to brush off his rudeness and blame it all on her and my manik, he just never ever lets me be disappointed. He made me so proud today and my heartbeat was so fast in that scene and i could've literally cried when he said all those words and he accepted and told her ke im understanding and trying SLOWLLY <3 And he thanked her for not giving up on him. i was so proud :')) aww I LOVES YOU SO MUCH BOXY <333 YOU and your always so wise words make me smile so so much!! <333 youre making me smile so much nowww ^^^

Instead I'm going to tell you why I love Manik. Not because he's grown up lonely, and led a pretty loveless existence till now. Not because he's loyal and the best friend ever and knows how to take responsibility. Not even because he loves Nandini with all his heart and soul and makes me melt by his clueless and obstinate refusal to call it 'love'. I love Manik because he's brave. Not recklessly brave (which he is) but the kind of brave which gives him the ability to know himself, and want to be a better person. How many of us can do that? It's so rare. And it's so precious.

underlined - THIS ^^ You know what I love the most about all of us together? we see the same thing and same person and come up with such unique points about them, emphasize them in such a brilliant way and give everything another level of meaning! i've always loved how manik doesn't ever try to act like he's good and very deserving. He exactly knows who he is and I LOVEE when he realizes and do not make empty promises but says things which he actually and truly truly mean! MY BABYYY. And that's so true. YOU'RE MAKING ME LOVE HIM MORE. Let me dies with all these feels.🤣 im such a fangirl!🤣

"I'm not good. I like to be...bad."

Did I ever tell you that's my most favourite Manik moment ever? Because those eight words and that small pause in between...it tells you everything about him, and his potential. He knows, he's always known himself. And he's resigned himself to his state because that's the only way he could survive and stay sane. Being bad enabled him to have a purpose in life...being responsible for the well-being of his friends. He didn't ask for hope, but one fine day this little girl punched him and he, despite all his hatred and resistance, found hope for himself in her. She asked him what he was, and he realised that despite all his self-awareness, he didn't really know. So he tried his worst with her, but when she found hope in that too, he trusted her and followed her cue, began to see the good in himself. That ability to trust- that's bravery. Yes Nandini deserves his trust, but the fact that the boy wants to trust someone with all of himself and hold nothing back, that is what has always moved me the most about him. It is his most human, most innocent quality and never have I ever seen a hero on desi tv who has the guts to want that.

Both of them have a long road ahead of them. They have things to know about each other, mistakes to make, apologies to give. But Manik learns from his mistakes. he's not one to hide once he's found the light, even if he has to confront miles of darkness to get there. And that's the brave boy I see, and love.

^^these words are so so perfect, idek what else to say <33 it is who he is. he doesn't portray himself as some great man, he tells you straightout that if you expect anything he's the power to crush your hopes and hurt you terribly. he tells you he is bad and he doesn't want to give anybody any explanations for what he does. But this little girl came and changed it. He explains, to her, he tells her that nandini i didn't send goons, i've broken up with aliya, all these little things he tells her which he never wanted to explain to anybody <33 and they both definitely have such a long road ahead, such a great great journey, a book to be filled with life long lessons and deep memories cos our babies, they're so so real and so natural and so beautiful! AAAH EVERYTHING YOU BE SAYING ABOUT MANIK <333 He's mera Gem! Thankyou soo much BOXYY! I LOVES YOU SO SOO MUCH EEE <33

And thank you for writing about him as you do and making me love him even when I really, really don't want to. Your words calm me down too. 🤗

I do?😲 AWWW AND YOU MAKE ME SMILE SOOO MUCH! I'm glad i can make you love him, cos i'm so madly in love, ke i'd drown in it. AAAH YOU'RE LOVE <3🤗 THAANKYOU <3