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Rida

@FleetingWishes.

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Posted: 10 years ago

#11

IMMA REPOST IT HERE.

Originally posted by: MaybeSomeday...
I personally do not believe that Manik inflicts pain upon himself because he's self destructive with his own choice. Ever went to a dentist? or when they inject you? or anytime when you know it's going to be hurt? What do we do? we take our nails and press them really hard in the palm of her hand as the pain is injected to our bodies. Why? Because for us, it somehow, lessens the effect of the pain we're receiving. It diverts our mind, it pains more so we focus on it but somehow it still doesn't pain because we're secure in the knowledge that we ourselves are inflicting it upon ourselves!

Manik does that to him. The autofunctioning Alpha inside him who hardly shares things with people does that inside him. When he receives pain he inflicts more upon himself to numb the one he's receiving from the outside. He uses pain to deal with pain. Because even when in pain, he wants to be the one to reign it, to use it, to control it. Everything about this man is so intense and then when he's nandini he bares it all to her, with so so much subtlety...

like i can't even.

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Srujana

@Srujana7.MaNan

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Posted: 10 years ago

#12

Happy belated birthday Dee! Hope you had a fantastic day.

Geniee 🤗 You have another fangirl over your post. How do you do it woman. I loveee you.

This AT is amazing. Happy to be back here again.

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Hera Flames

@Flame.Of.Rose

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Posted: 10 years ago

#13

Originally posted by: MaybeSomeday...
I think what Manik meant also was that if a situation like that comes again, he'll choose fab5 because they're his family, they're his responsibility and you cannot run from your responsibility. Relationship don't matter in responsibility, responsibility is responsibility, and that's how manik sees it too, he'll choose fab5 not because he'd want to, but he'll have to and that's the difference Nandini knows now. He told her that while the choice will be made, how will it affect him? If it takes her away from him it will ruin him, destroy him, he'd wither, and he told her that he simply knows that even if she's not near, she won't let that ever happen, because he's hers and she'll protect him.

In it's actuality, I truly believe it is the battle between want and choice. Does his choice define what he feels for Nandini? And Nandini is secure in that knowledge. She knows that Manik is hers, that his life is hers, his trust is hers, she's his shining star and he's given her all the power in the world. While he said that he'd choose Fab5 He also in the same statement told her that she does hold superiority because she's not the choice he'll make, with choices you've the availability of options, and Nandini will never be an option. She's his stand, his wall, she's concrete, with her there would be no choice, she is it. And Nandini she now knows that while Manik feels that FAB5 is his responsibility, his ultimate equal in that responsibility is Nandini. It wouldn't be his choice. It will be there choice because he knows she won't ever let him go astray like he won't let her go astray.

Partners. Equals. But like you said, Manik has to learn that FAB5 aren't his responsibility. They're his friends and they deserve the right and equality in decisions that are taken because of them.

idek what i said ^^ forget it. ^^

GENNIE - NOWAY. Your words are from some other universe. LIKE I CAN'T EVEN. I just fangirl.

budhhee - kyun love karne pe tax hai?🤣

Arre par reason toh bolti jaa na 🤣

@bold - Having epic fangirling moment

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BoxedIn

@BoxedIn

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Posted: 10 years ago

#14

Originally posted by: MaybeSomeday...
I personally do not believe that Manik inflicts pain upon himself because he's self destructive with his own choice. Ever went to a dentist? or when they inject you? or anytime when you know it's going to be hurt? What do we do? we take our nails and press them really hard in the palm of her hand as the pain is injected to our bodies. Why? Because for us, it somehow, lessens the effect of the pain we're receiving. It diverts our mind, it pains more so we focus on it but somehow it still doesn't pain because we're secure in the knowledge that we ourselves are inflicting it upon ourselves!

Manik does that to him. The autofunctioning Alpha inside him who hardly shares things with people does that inside him. When he receives pain he inflicts more upon himself to numb the one he's receiving from the outside. He uses pain to deal with pain. Because even when in pain, he wants to be the one to reign it, to use it, to control it. Everything about this man is so intense and then when he's nandini he bares it all to her, with so so much subtlety...

like i can't even.

Of course he doesn't inflict pain on himself out of his own choice. He's no masochist. But he loses himself in anger, in hurt, and the easiest target to vent is himself. Everyone close to him knows this about him, and worries about it. His friends, Nandini, even Noyonika. But it's only Nandini who has stepped up to him again and again and dragged him out of this funk he falls into. She has done it with anger, with tenderness, with love, even with hatred. But she has done it every single time ever since he's met her, advertently or inadvertently. No wonder the boy thinks she is his own shining star.

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Hera Flames

@Flame.Of.Rose

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Posted: 10 years ago

#15

Originally posted by: MaybeSomeday...
BYEEE DEEE <33 :(

AND OMG BDAY? HAPPY BELATED BDAYYY!!

BUDHHEE! I FANGIRLS OVER YOUR POST SO MUCH! HE GAVE HER THE REINS! LEKMFKMBGKLB,MGKNM LIKE I CANT :$

YOU GOTTA READ MY OS TOO KAMINI AURAT!

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Rida

@FleetingWishes.

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Posted: 10 years ago

#16

BUDDDHEE MANIK MADE US SO SO PROUD TODAY!! We can so hold our heads high and LITERALLY SAY this is the man we love. :'))
AND YOU PUT IT SO BANG ON!

I love him cos I've the hots for Badboys!🤣🤣🤣 LIKE YES PEOPLE THAT'S MY SHALLOW REASON TO start loving one anyway.🤣🤣🤣

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charminggenie

@charminggenie

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Posted: 10 years ago

#17

@Flamey- Shit those words- I be all disoriented now. Rida and you are heart . Bas.

@Rida- Interesting point- his self-destructive nature is not self-inflicted, it's the need. In his head and in his years, he saw these kids - shattered, broken and fragile, just like him, probably saw them retreated to the same darkness and he had this all consuming need to protect them, because he ended up visualizing himself in their pain and hurt. The loyalty , the friendship they gave in return strengthened his role as a protector- it became a part of him. Also Dhruv's saving him and then falling ill because of it plays in his head, he has that guilt - it was the action, the tangible event - which made him push it to the extreme everytime , whenever his friends need him.

I think Pain to him is a very real thing. he understands it better , hence his hurt was different from Nandu. Pain is what he has lived for years, the disappointments of his childhood , but it's the give and take with him , pain needed to be answered by pain, only. He had to conquer fear by becoming fear. Nandu just changed his whole game, she was not afraid of his fear or him, rather he was the one scared of what she was doing to him. She taught him the thing beyond give and take.

@Sru - Iblush, you are too kind. These girls be all awesome.

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Rida

@FleetingWishes.

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Posted: 10 years ago

#18

Manik to Nandini, episode 43
"Don't give up. Agar tum bina fight kiye hi haargayi toh jeetne ke chances zero hojayenge. So my Dear Nandu, thora fight karo, thora struggle karo..."

That became the motivating factor in her life. She fought, like a roaring lioness for what was ehrs, every single time, and won.
and he made her that roaring lioness.
She makes him a better person. But he changes her too. He challenges her, he consumes her, he makes her question her decisions, he, simply him, brings out her in all her glory. MY SHERNI NANDU AND HER MANIK.
HER MANIK.
HERS. ONLY HERS