Feeling so helpless

After the show all I did was shut myself in my room,cried my heart out for literally 2 hours and Watched Manan. Whenever some such scary thing comes up it affects me real badly and Manan are the MOST SPECIAL and seeing a precap I started shivering..I know the precaps are misleading and I always think positive in such conditions but this time I dunno I am not able to..I dunno why..I'm remembering Maniks words,SO ITS THE END??? I can't get it out of my head..I know The precap is just misleading and like always they are gonna surprise us but my heart is just not ready to accept it..I was never scared for any precap but this time Im terrified. I was watching all of Manans videos and pics in my phone.My wallpaper, I was staring at it for literally 10 minutes. .It's that scene when Manik tells he needs a break and.kisses Nandu on the forehead, Was watching other scenes, The way he cups Nandus face,The way he wrapped her arms around him,The way he held her face when he kissed her,The way he hugged her,The way he pulled her towards him..I was in tears throughout. . in the precap,Nandus coffee fell from her hand and my phone fell from my hand..I am still in shock..In tears..Upset..Frustrated. .Okay,I can't ..I can't think more abt this..How will I sleep tonight. .

Most of us are still shocked i also went and saw the scene where he siad he needed a break and the way he was holding her hands and the scene under tha table where she is holding his hands i guess from that episode on they are getting ready to hurt his hands yar abh tho she has enough memory to thnk of how he used to pull her touch her hold her well i am sure i am goin to cry my heart out next few episode till parth finishes his vacation and comes back i cant take this much hurt its like itsnot a serial its happening to ur friends and ur dear ones Parth is so good it feels like its real

Originally posted by: deepaloki

Most of us are still shocked i also went and saw the scene where he siad he needed a break and the way he was holding her hands and the scene under tha table where she is holding his hands i guess from that episode on they are getting ready to hurt his hands yar abh tho she has enough memory to thnk of how he used to pull her touch her hold her well i am sure i am goin to cry my heart out next few episode till parth finishes his vacation and comes back i cant take this much hurt its like itsnot a serial its happening to ur friends and ur dear ones Parth is so good it feels like its real