LOVING HIM IS A MIXED BLESSING.
It all began in S.P.A.C.E. Nandini Murthy, a commoner enters the madass college for fulfilling her musical dreams...for living them...unaware that it is not going to be a hell of a ride. And there she goes through a ride---ups and downs...highs and lows. Manik hurts her...offends her...inflicts insurmountable pain on her...because well that is what Manik Malhotra is made up of-----at least that is what he showed and still shows.
In all this it was one man who made her life hell, one man who got obsessed with her...one man who almost took a pledge to ruin it for her...ruin all of it. It was Manik who affected her life miserably...only him.
Then comes the fluffy phase...Manik trying to be GOOD when he is around her. Manik wanting and Nandu giving...all the trust she can. Both of them walking on a road unknown to both...but still walking because the other one is beside them respectively. Talking about stars and fireflies...trust and belief...prayers and music...living life under the stars---literally and figuratively too.
It was Manik who wrapped his arms around her and made her walk through this new road.She ahd envisioned true love always...and for once because of Manik she thought tahta she is living it.
Manik Malhotra---the MONSTER does it again. He hurts her, tortures her emotionally to an extent like no other, leaves her alone amidst the crowd with her fireflies in hand, breaking her trust...F.O.R.E.V.E.R. He breaks her this badly that she let's the fireflies escape. He not only broke her trust on him, bt also her trust on true love, on fireflies.
Today where she stands...she can not forgive him easily...she never can. But eventually she will. Because that is about love and forgiveness...you choose the one you want to forgive. She will choose him because not only would she want to but she also needs to...this is how it will keep her going...alive and strong...happy and loved...loving him at most of the times and hating him at others.
Whatever the turns of events may be...it is only and only Manik Malhotra who will affect her in so many ways time and again. His love and passion is something that will keep her going always. The complete hatred with which he places the YELLOW STICKER on her head will hurt her time and again. Manik's shades will rip her apart at times and will hold her stronger than ever at others.
Loving him is a mixed blessing---of tears and smiles, of hurt and comfort, of love and hate. But whatever it maybe...he will keep affecting her.
----Zoha