When her big baby browns blink like chocolate headlights beneath a string of pearls decorating a dead doll with a dying heart, her tears...her blackout..her heart beat is loud enough for everybody around her to hear its alarming sound. But when the so called Monster breaks, his heart rips, there is no sound. There hasn't been any sound of him ripping to shreds for 23 long years , and today is just no different, The monster's tears die in his eyes. The broken girl's tears shed in its meanders flowing on the lake of her face. Her makeup ruins , her eyes blotch , her heart sinks , her feet run to escape and the lights of an entire world witness , call her names. But when the monster's tears appear , no one is there to see or even care, not even fate , it turns its eyes of light on him and destiny reminds him to begin being what he always has been beneath his feelings for wanting someone, a "MONSTER."
The heart of gold beneath the bronze skin of a monster revels in its glory as it mocks a moment of intimacy. Everyone takes his words at heart and refuses to see the broken man beneath the fake sheep skin. While on the other hand , everyone sees in awe of a seemingly glorified champion singing his way up with his arms waved open in confidence , as if a protagonist is owning and bathing up in it's light of right , of positivity. Nobody sees the fox skin with weaving ambition beneath the golden boy who seemingly is trying to own the moment , HIS moment. And what about broken hearts anyway?
A porcelain skinned broken girl with long tasseled hair streaming down just stares at this fox with dead eyes . Seeing him plotting ,weaving smiling in his devilry. Identifying the real texture of his green skin behind the all-rounder music genius and yet all her heart does is bleed instead of feeling disgust.
One nimble girl floods in visible heart break. One hides behind his usual monster facade. And one waves at heart break like a an old dear friend , hanging around her slender neck...waiting for a pill.
*Sigh*
PS- Don't really feel like writing much about the agony and angst MaNan had today , because my heart has just been done and I have been crying after the episode. Don't really feel like getting into it though I love angst. *sigh* Speaking of angst , hopefully Cabir is gonna fight through this like he always does. <3 Never knew I would one day cry for this couple. hah, irony.
Mannat Har Khushi Paane Ki
Veer Hanuman
