Helllo my fellows.
sooo i was watching the 15the episode... the bhram tut ne wala episode.. and I got thinking... which I usually don't do. haha. anways,
sooo............
What Kripa said must go through with sooo many ppl. I mean not only girls but guys as well.
You fall in love with person and u create an image for them. You create a whole other person. I mean that's what Kripa did rite. She took what she saw and created a whole other person... her Angad... imagine how many ppl do that.... see a guy or girl....see them being nice, talking about a some lovy dovy stuff and then fall for them.... and slowly u create the ultimate person.
Imagine how heart-breaking it would be for u to suddenly realize ke, jaise Kripa kehti hai, app ki zindagi ka sab se bara sach, sab se bara jooth ban gaya. Like imagine the one thing/person u had ultimate faith in... suddenly isn't the person u that he/she was. It's sooo devastating... that would just not wanna make me believe in anything or anyone... I mean seriously... what u prayed for, talked about, dreamed about every second of your day, the person u wanted to breathe for and the person u wanted to die for suddenly not be the one u wanted to that for... it's soo wierd.
Like ur dreams and faith all shattered in a spli-second. ahhh It seems funny perhaps... but imagine going through it.. not like I have.. but it's soooo.. ugg... my heart gets heavy every time I watch that episode... I don't want the person I dream of to be a compeltely different person.. or shall i say the complete opposite.
The wierdest thing is Kripa knew that everything was a "bhram," a big dream, a big lie.... yet she continued to love him.... seriously.... thin line between love and hate.... and though she said she hated him... she always loved him.... that's y she went to him in the end... I mean if she had actually not loved him then she would have been indifferent to Angad... not caring about him.... but she always did.
Imagine that happening in real life though.... I mean AK were meant to be.... but in reality the person u create after a person u have a crush on isn't necessarily the real person... and may not confess his/her love for u as Angad did for Kripa.....
I unno I may not be making sense... but I'm just saying that it's sooo difficult when your dream world suddenly shatters like a mirror and you realize, like Kripa said, ke jitni sundar apka sapna tha... usse kahin zyada badsurat reality hai.
I'm toooooooooo young to be saying all this. But it's just everytime I watch that episode... a wierd sympathy and a fear appears.... sympathy for everyone who falls in love and thinks they are the perfect person but that person is nothing compared to what u dreamed of..... and fear because it's sooo hard to let go of ur dreams and see them wash away... imagine the extent ppl can go to jsut cuz they're dreams were shattered.
I just wanted to share my opinion on the episode... and jsut generally. Hope u guys leave ur comments as well.
It's long, but I'm hoping sense full and intellectual😉😆😆
Advocate Anjali Awasthi
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