Angad:Unaware of Kripa's Power on him

Well, I was just trying to rationalise Angad's latest actions and words against Kripa...this stemmed from yesterday's Fire gutting episode too...

What exactly is going on in Anagd's mind is a jumble right now, as we have been discussing for ages. He is in rage, denial, angst, shock and disillusionment. The one person he loved, betrayed him totally.

But why is Angad not able to come out of this vicious circle? He keeps on hurting Kripa, hurting himself back in process, and this circle continues.

Well, Angad is simply not aware of the power Kripa holds on him. He thinks by discrediting her, he will erase her from his conscience, but he doesnt realise that Kripa holds his heart so strongly, that he is powerless to take it out of her grip. And he is ignorant of this fact, SO FAR.

Also, the fact that Kripa has not been reacting violently to anything Angad is meting out to her, is adding to his confusion. He wants reaction, and he is not getting it. Yday, after Kripa ran away from the outhouse, he realised it was futile to try to keep hurting her, because it boomeranged on him.

He is getting suffocated with his own angst against her, but he is not getting any respite, because he has lost trust in her, thus in himself.

The day Angad realises the simple fact that he can never stay away from Kripa, and his sanity and happiness, his peace of mind and his home, truly lies with her, he'll be the most peaceful man on the planet. Till then, his demons will continue to tear him apart.

wow gud analysis ya md ........

Dinky...sudhar jaa... 😊

Thanks Disha, how was meeting with Nannu?

you are right man!😛

morning dew your analysis are great!

Rightly said, MD.

Kripa's constant crying and battered state is killing Angad...he wants her to react...scream at him..scratch his eyes out but! but...but...but!

Angad is an "unfathomable paradox" who is an angry mess....intensely and passionately in soul-stirring love with Kripa...and he can do nothing about it.

Thanks dears...sweetnsariyal, you are so encouraging always.. well, that was more for my sanity than Angad's..after yday's hysterics.. 😊

Nits words describe him so rightly.

well said md.......
am sure he is gonna have a very big blast.......

Well said MD, silence from the party can kill a person!