I only WISH.....

Hi Everyone!

Today's episode for me atleast was the most miserable one... and i doubt anyone else felt any different. Watching Angad break each time..in front of kripa, n front his freind, his family, his fans.... i really didnt know what i had to be do.. shut the god damn TV refusing to face Angad give up or just cry along with him. I was wishing for all things that i thought was the best abt the story....
As much as i know that Kripa is in an integral part of the show... i felt nothing for her... no sadness, no sympathy not even ANGER. I felt she was damn lucky for not being a live witness to aftermath of her final assault (if i could call it that)

All the while i wished...
-Angad's car got puntured so that he never got to the concert.
-Angad had amnesia and he forgot everything
-Angad never had changed for the better. I wished he never became good enough to love and trust someone so much.
-Angad didnt have a family he has... A brother who is more concerned abt sponsors loss. A father probably thinking it would have made more sense for them to launch Kripa with Angad. A lady who should have been his mother but instead was an worried & encouraging show manager cum angery mother in law later. A Dadi who is just too righteous to even lend him a lap to cry and A wife who denies her love for him which unveiled the Angad for himself and is the purpose of his existence.
-Angad Kripa had never met... they have hurt eachother more with every moment of their lives together.
Most importantly... i was wishing Iqbal Khan was not Angad Khanna. Iqbal was supposed to just PERFORM Angad... he didnt have to put in so much of life into him. I felt drained out of all my energies just watching Angad break down... how the hell did Iqbal even manage? He left us with a performance that will taunt us even in happier days...
Last i wish for a Miracle that will heal both Angad and Kripa... may be this time even their love for eachother wont help.
Do u all have anything to add to this list of mine... things that u wished for? Do post ur comments...
Bye for now
Lots of Luv
Anu.