Today's episode…it's hard to believe firstly for A-K have gone through so many turns of life! Was love not worthy enough? Personally, I feel that it's all a lie or Angad's imagination…for I am unable to comprehend how revenge can take over so badly that self-respect is put into question.
We feel deep emotions as we see these two…but they simply can't agree on an eternal truth—Tragic! Tragedy is not what happened, but how it happened. The tragedy of life is not a human looses, but that he/she almost wins. Tragedy is not that things are broken, but that we don't try mending it again.
They have been shooting at each other wildly…but it matters how you stand when the other person is shooting back at you…both have had power to rise, but with each shot they plan to aim closer to the heart! Who died…the other person or the person within you? Who was inflicted…someone else or a little heart within which desired only one thing-Love! Life when thought of as hell…becomes hell…the mind has that power, but can we allow it questions our resistance? Pain might be unavoidable, but suffering is optional!
Angad…Kripa…what happened today??? Angad, right now you probably feel as if you're in the land of grief…ocean of tears and regret…sky of torture and agony…mountain of atrocities...islands of misery…but have you wondered why? Misunderstandings worked as a sharp knife...for it cut, ripped, crushed their spirits apart as they tried to grasp each other's "hateful" intentions.
Yesterday Angad challenged Kripa down to core regarding her marriage…but Kripa what are you exactly trying to save? Marriage…chains don't hold people together…its thread of love, care, faith, respect, and emotionally binding with a person who you wish to grow with!!! A successful marriage happens when a person falls in love several times, but with that person always…through difficult and calm periods of life. Kripa—leave alone falling in love many times…you haven't even loved him once! I was listening to how you were describing to Angad how you fully turned "suhagan" today…were you focusing on the description you gave?
Why is marriage mostly connected on physicality aspect…physical needs might be there, but that is not the most essential thing to keep a marriage in place. Marriage is there between the two, but only for namesake. Even today Kripa…you are not so called "suhagan" …for if you had…you wouldn't have wept as you walked away from someone. Why Kripa…was taking revenge against Angad's words so deeply overcome that you forget what you are giving into? Did you not trust yourself enough that you performed such an act? Look into the mirror of your conscience…do you feel you have really accomplished the true matrimonial bond today, just coz you gave in physically to this so called relationship. If you think yes…I am sorry to say that you have deceived your own beliefs. What a pity, we have it all and yet have nothing!
Angad…your sorrows…wretchedness…desolation at this very point is beyond unimaginable, but what will happen tomorrow? You might wake up, but would it be for realizing the wrong you indulged in …or further confidence in your actions filled with deeper anger? Despair…takes over when life pleads for getting help by loved ones, but rather tasting the rotten luxury of knowing himself to be lost.
At hearts they were compatible, but still incompatibility in thoughts ruined them together! Irreparably damaged their lives…and they stamped their approval on it! You complained that bushes have thorns…rather than seeing those bushes had beautiful roses …today those thorns pricked you so hard that even the heart can't grasp the throbbing pain. Life turned miserable…coz vision is fogged…wipe your eyes (or should I say thoughts)! Once awhile they stumbled on blocks of hidden love, but instead of being cautious…they ignored signs of destruction ahead…guess where they landed DANGER ZONE!
Sorry guys, but I still think Kripa might be pretending to stab Angad with weapon of unthinkable wrath, but if she isn't…then God bless her she will need it soon when she comes to her real self. As for Angad…in the battle…did you defeat or be defeated by slap of circumstances you participated to create? "All that is necessary is to accept the unacceptable, do without the indispensable, and bear the unbearable."
Would love to hear what you guys have to say regarding this…
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