My Thoughts/Confusion...

Hi everyone! I know that we're all going back and forth with this whole Raju/Dev thing, but I am highly confused by him! I can't quite say whats giong on...I mean, I think its pretty set in stone that Raju is Dev, but then, whats baffling me, is why, even in his own privacy, he continues to act like Raju...and why, if he was Dev, he would feel the need to keep 1 lakh for himself today. I think, in his manerisms, esp. when it comes to Kaajjal, he is 100% Dev, but then he does these other things, that convince me that he's Raju and Not Dev...and at first, I thought, if Dev can plan his own death, then he can plan all of this as well - pretending to be Raju in front of Kaju, and going along with her whole plan, but then, today, the 1 lakh thing really threw me off - and if he IS Dev, he never would have taken the 1 lakh...atleast I don't think...but then again, he's very emotional towards NT Mom and Kaju...

I dunno, I'm soooo confused...I just want him to come out of his Raju shell and tell the world he's Dev and he's back and he knows all about their plan to kill him...

Yes, I'm losing patience!

But, I must say, Apu is doing a FANTASTIC job bouncing back and forth between Devu and Raju every couple of seconds!

And now, I'm late for work! :) bye!

~Payal

YEAH I AGREE....THEY ARE JUZT TRYING TO CONFUSE US AND BRING MORE SUSPENCE.....AND I AGREE WITH YU APURVA IS DOIN FANTASTIC WORK :)

Payal first of all welcome back after your exams 🤗 ,do tell me the result when its out 😉

And dev very well knows that even the walls can listen..i mean he knows that Ameesha and karan r spying on him and thats why he is giving them the impression that he is dev's lookalike and not dev so that ameesha and karan tries to expose him and in that process they themselves spit from their own mouth that they killed dev 😃

and he wants to show kajal that he is a money-minded guy as he thinks the mahadosh is still active and so he might hv planned that once he exposes karan and ameesha,then he wil go back to rajgani as raju and nobody will come to know dev is alive and thats why he took that extra one lakh from NT to show to kajal that he is money-minded

The fact that DEV thinks he will hv to go back to raju's life due to that mahadosh(which he still thinks is active)is hurting him the most as he will hv to give up his own name ,identity and most important his loved ones like NT and kajal😭and sometimes he just can't control his feelings for kaju like yesterday when he hugged kajal due to some bad dream which he must hv seen,that hug was real and for the time being he forgot that he is raju in front of kajal but somehow he controled himself and even today when he was flirting with kaju in front of NT,he was doing that intentionally to give the impression to kaju that he is raju but sometimes in between he just couldn't help his inner feelings and passion to come out in real,so basically he is fighting between his real self and the reel one which he has created in the form of raju...

i think once dev finds out that this mahadosh is fake he may reveal himself to kaju or if ameesha and karan finds out that he is raju and tries to frame kajal in the dev murder case by telling that she killed dev for property and brought his lookalike raju instead of real dev then dev might come out in the open to save the damsel in distress😉😛and then our sapna of DK fighting together might happen😃

JYOTI!!!! Thank you darling!!! :) It feels GREAT to be back! How are your exams going?!?! I'm sure you'll do GREAT! :)

And WOW! Thanks soooo much for laying everything out for me!!! Ab sab kuch samaj mein aaya! WOW! I'm baffled!!! I mean, everything has fallen into place for me - what an Awsome way to look at it all! Now I think I will be able to be more patient with all of this! :)

OH AND DEVU/APU/RAJU IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE! :) I AM IN LOVE WITH HIM!!! :) I mean, I want my Devu back in full form, but I am LOVING him as Raju as well - initially he was annoying me, but now, after seeing everything he's doing, I'm in LOVE! :)

Especially when he deliberately broke his hand!! Oh I just DIED!!!! :)

*SWOON*

Love,
~Payal

Originally posted by: IndianPari

JYOTI!!!! Thank you darling!!! :) It feels GREAT to be back! How are your exams going?!?! I'm sure you'll do GREAT! :)

And WOW! Thanks soooo much for laying everything out for me!!! Ab sab kuch samaj mein aaya! WOW! I'm baffled!!! I mean, everything has fallen into place for me - what an Awsome way to look at it all! Now I think I will be able to be more patient with all of this! :)

OH AND DEVU/APU/RAJU IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE! :) I AM IN LOVE WITH HIM!!! :) I mean, I want my Devu back in full form, but I am LOVING him as Raju as well - initially he was annoying me, but now, after seeing everything he's doing, I'm in LOVE! :)

Especially when he deliberately broke his hand!! Oh I just DIED!!!! :)

*SWOON*

Love,
~Payal

Payal my exams r yet to start from May😡..and yes Apu is doing a fantastic job as the mixture of raju and dev,the facial expressions and mould swings r brilliantly portrayed by him,onaly ann actor of Apu's calibre can portray such a difficult role with so many shades😳

ahh jyoths had given a detailed description,have nothing more to add 😆 ..
and welcome back payal 🤗 ,feels great to read ur post..its always a pleasure reading them 😛😛

Originally posted by: jyoti06

Payal my exams r yet to start from May😡..and yes Apu is doing a fantastic job as the mixture of raju and dev,the facial expressions and mould swings r brilliantly portrayed by him,onaly ann actor of Apu's calibre can portray such a difficult role with so many shades😳

Jyoti, I thought that last week you told me your exams are starting from this week! Sorry, I got confused!

Thanks again for the wonderful POV with the whole Dev/Raju thing...I never thought of it like that! :) And yes, Apu is the one of a kind that can do these things with utmost perfection! :)

Originally posted by: Apurva

ahh jyoths had given a detailed description,have nothing more to add 😆 ..
and welcome back payal 🤗 ,feels great to read ur post..its always a pleasure reading them 😛😛

Awww! Anu!!!! 🤗 Its great to be back and to be able to post again! :) Thank you sooo much! :) I've missed my family sooo much! :)

Originally posted by: IndianPari

Jyoti, I thought that last week you told me your exams are starting from this week! Sorry, I got confused!

Thanks again for the wonderful POV with the whole Dev/Raju thing...I never thought of it like that! :) And yes, Apu is the one of a kind that can do these things with utmost perfection! :)

Actually right now my prelims r going on,main exam is from May..

and right now even i m confused about this whole dev/raju angle😕 but i m keeping myself positive😃

Originally posted by: jyoti06

Actually right now my prelims r going on,main exam is from May..

and right now even i m confused about this whole dev/raju angle😕 but i m keeping myself positive😃

Oh, I see! Well good luck on your prelims then!

I too am trying to stay positive with this...

I am listening to the radio right now, and the song "bin tere kya hai jeena" is on, and its reminding me of all the sweet DK moments...😭