CANT SURVIVE TO SEE DEV-KAJU IN PAIN..!!

Mein koi ..pathhar nahin..insaan hoon..kaise kehdoon gham se ghabrati nahin..koi saagar dil ko behelata nahin...

zindagi ki aayineko toddo..iss mein kuch bhi abb nazar aata nahin..koi saagar dil ko behelata nahin..!!

Ahhhhhhhhh....Friends..This really really going to be..terribly impossibly tough for me..!!I swear..!!I am just not able to let you all know..what.. exactly I am feeling & going through..NOW..!

to be very precise..I just canot see..or tolerate..to see..Apu..in real or reel life in pain..!!In the present context...I cannot bear to see..my sweeteharts...my apple of my eyes..the angels in my heart...Dev & Kajjal..being tortured & fried in pain & seperation..And what makes me..totally totally scared is the fact that it is just started..yaar..imagine what all is yet to come..We dont know..!!Goshhhhh..I never thought..that it will be sooooo horribly painful..for me..I was thinking I am prepared..come what may..BUT NONONONO...I am nottttttttt..I was only fooling myself..!I cant bear this ..confusion & misunderstandings & seperation..!!aree yaroon..koi mujhe sambhalon yaar..!!

Ohhhhhhh..the way Dev..was dying every momet when Dhruv was talking to him.."arre kaisa dost hai yaar tum..??mera phone bhi nahin uthate..ho..!!agar tumhari hospitalwali se jagdaa hua hai..toh kya hua yaar pyaar mein..toh ye sab hota reheta hai..yaar..mein toh uss pal ka intezaar kararha hoon..jab mein ruthoonga aur kaajal mujhe manaayegi..(and..you should see to belive the pain that Dev is going through..to even listen through those words..he is feeling as if someone is pouring acid on his..alread open wound..on his heart..just imagine the unberable pain..Godddddd..I was feeling myself as if somebody is ..sucked all the oxygen from thsi earth..!!GOD..!!) Dhruv continues.."mein usse manata..kitna hoga socho..humare bacche honge..mein unhe kahaniyaan sunata .."..that was the limit awwwww...our darling Dev just couldnt tolerate..that..he was almost dead..when he was listeningto those words..& ahh..the way he was..pressing the wooden ridges on a tabel infront of him..it looked as though..he was trying to hold himself..from drowing into the deep ocean of tears..!!he couldnt even stand straight..He was wondering how is he listening to all this..Goshhhh..what a fate I have to liten to all this..about MY KAJJAL..from somebody else..& be quiet..what a irony..!!Guys...can yo imagine the ..pain..the torture..he is experiencing..mujhe toh yeh soch soch ..ke..dil dooba jaaraha hai..I dont think I can survive this..torture on Kaajal & dev..yaar..I swear..!!I mean abhi toh Ameesha ki chaal shuruhi hui hai yaar...just imagine..what will hapen to me..when situation worsen..I am sooooo much in distress..that dur dur tak mujhe koi..aasha ki kiran nazar nahin aarahi hai..!!yaar upar se..yeh kya naya sanddok open karliya hai..uss ameesha ne yaar..Ussme se chudiyan..nikli hain..aur kehe rahi hai..ki yeh chot Dev ko nahin chodegi..Woh sab kuch bhooljaaye ga or something..!!Boo hoo.hooo..whaaaaa..I dont know what to do..I cant see anyone ..comeing in between Dev or Kaju..whaaaaaaa..!!I am too possessive..for Dev & KAJU..whaaaaa..!!can anyone get me ,Dev & Kajjal out of this..awwwwww..I am sure you all are also feeling it na..!!I think..all our happy chemistry days are ..OVER..boo hoo,..!!Gannu bhaiyya is the only hope..now..!! I really hoep he sees my ..haalath & does something to ..keep me alive..guys..!!APURVA...YOU ARE SENSATIONAL..!!

Awwwwww..Kaajjal..How super & sweet she is mann..Just like anyone of us..She is ..become like a Peacock..waiting for her cloud(Dev) to rain..to dance..in it..She is tadpofying..like.a fish..who cannot survive without water..!!Aww...teh way she says....throws the phone when he dosent answer it..& says.."Bass abb bohoth hogaya..kisi baat ki bhi ek had hoti hai..mein yahan..unkeliye itni tadap rahi hoon..aur woh hain .ki mera joi parwah hi nahin hai..phone bhi nahin uthaha rahe hain..theek hai..mein bhi chup rahoongi.."..and the next second..the phone rings..& you shoud obsewrve..her happiness..that blooms on her face..awwww..It is like..somebody has just got life back after death..!!she was extremely wonderful in depeicting that..Surveen..YOU ROCK..!!And then when that dumb friedn Dhruv..says..that Dev & he are coming..she is again..into her ..DREAM OF HER LOVE..HER RAJKUMAR..her..reason of being alive..is coming to meet her she..is thinking he is not able to tell her..his feelings..So he is coming with his friend..She says.."Koi baat nahin..aap yehi khamiyaan toh mujhe bohoooooooottttthhhhhhhh..pasand..hai..like a small teenage girl she does..a cute..gesture by turning around..with a bright smile..awwwww..that was just painfully awesome..painfully because we know..the reality..of Dhruv coming home..& next our hero is ..trying to survive the ..tsunami waves of pain coming towards him..what will I say to Kajjal..Ho wwill I say..when she is looking at me..with such..LOVE filled eyes & expressions..& waiting for me to tell her those love filled words..!!How am I going to save her..from thsi torture..How am I going to save her from breaking her tender dreams..awwwwwwww..!!Guys...looking & listening to all this how do you all expect me to be alright yaar..!!Goshhhhh..impossible..!!😭

And they shwo Dhruv already come toKaju's place but..Dev still fighting his..consience..& his tolerance..!!Ahhhhhh...and here Kajjal..she is..already sensing something..is stinking..I mean..she is able to understand now thatsomething is wrong..because..Dhruv is also..confused as to why Dev is not come still & he is getting restles..& that makes Kajjal's..condition even worse..Though she ..was a darling in not showing it out completely her facial expressions were..completely..ditching her !!!She..was feeling as if..the world is just Colourless..without HIM (Dev)being there..!!awwwwww..it was like..

"Kya karoon sajani..Aaaye na baalam..khoj rahein hain piya..pyaarisi piya ki aakhiyan..

aaye na baalam..."

"jab bhee koee aahat howe, manawaa moraa bhaage

dekho kaheen toote naheen, preet ke ye dhaage

hai matawaaree,

preet humaaree chhupe naa chhupaaye

saawan ho tum ..Dev

main hoo toree badareeyaa

Kaa karoon sajni ...Aaye na baalam...!!

Bhor bhayee, aur saanjh dhalee re, samay ne lee angadaee

ye jag saaraa neend se haaraa, mohe neend naa aayee

mai ghabaraoo, dar dar jaaoo, aaye wo naa aaye

raadhaa bulaaye kahaa, khoye ho kanhaiyaa

Aaye na baalam..kya karoon sajni ..aaye na baalam..!!!awwwwwww..I am crying yaar..I cannot live..yaar I am having a suffocating..death..every sec..I see..Dev & kaju suffer..& I know I am in for a BIG TIME..Torturing ..life..ahead..!!

Love-Hema

oh hemadi i can understand your pain,a 🤗 for u
first of all wonderful post 👏 👏 ,u describe each and every emotion so well,my heart just went out when i read your post,u were right hum ek doosre ki dil ki baatein jaan lete hai 😳 ,today dev was at his emotional best(do read my post on apu,u will feel better 😛 ),but i m really glad that he didn't thought of sacrifice,he fought with his own self(he was brilliant in that scen)for quite some time and took a right decision to tell about his feelings to kaju,he understood that kaju will never b happy with dhruv(it was evident when he told to himself"dhruv ki sifarish karke mein tumhare saath nainsafi nahin kar sakhta"),i really hope that destiny bring them together 😳 no matter how many difficulties come their way 😃,and don't worry hemadi gannu bhaiyya sab theek kar denge.

Originally posted by: jyoti06

oh hemadi i can understand your pain,a 🤗 for u
first of all wonderful post 👏 👏 ,u describe each and every emotion so well,my heart just went out when i read your post,u were right hum ek doosre ki dil ki baatein jaan lete hai 😳 ,today dev was at his emotional best(do read my post on apu,u will feel better 😛 ),but i m really glad that he didn't thought of sacrifice,he fought with his own self(he was brilliant in that scen)for quite some time and took a right decision to tell about his feelings to kaju,he understood that kaju will never b happy with dhruv(it was evident when he told to himself"dhruv ki sifarish karke mein tumhare saath nainsafi nahin kar sakhta"),i really hope that destiny bring them together 😳 no matter how many difficulties come their way 😃,and don't worry hemadi gannu bhaiyya sab theek kar denge.

Awww..I really hope so jyoti.😭😭😭.& I have already posted my views on your thread..dear..!!

Love-Hema

I understand your pain. It's starting to get unbearable for me to watch this show.

Anyways, you have described your feelings beautifully. I always read your posts after I watch the show, but haven't posted myself. Thanks, Hema-ji!

<3 Ritika

I can understand your pain as I am going through the same pain.

you have described fellings and each and every emotion very very well. 👏 👏 .

Keep it up. i am always waiting for you post and it the 2nd thigng i do after coming from school 😛

i know mee tooo. i cant see them survive like that. stupid dhruv came in middle. 😡

i understand your pain. I am going through it to. 😭

Oh thank you Ritika,aspatel,hasnain,pmrocks..all of you..for your appreciation..It is nice to share my feelings with you all..dear..
Love-Hema