LOVE is PAIN...its a different kinda pain...no words can describe it..it is very deep & painful & killing..only one who has gone through will know it.......What Pain Dev ..was going through today..was...sooooooo immense..and Goshhhhh..as usual ..Apu excells in it..Just Mind blwoing..!! I am in tears I cannot see Dev in pain..as it is ..he is was in such confusion about his past & Kaju's love & his "Manhusiath"..coning into his way for his feelings for Kaajjal..above that he was feeling soooo bad to have spoken rudely to a girl whom he always supports & beleives in..!!A girl who he feels can never go wrong & yet he has to make her shoo away from him..as he feels his destiny is Bad..adn so he doesnt want her to suffer with him..!!and now above that...his heart , mind & soul ..all are letting him down by ..over & over reminding him..of HIS KAAJJAL..Goshhhhh..beautiful episode with awesome dance sequences & Surveen excelling & showing her awesome figure & awesome waist & tummy ..looking gorgeous & her smile..ah..very refreshing..and here our Devu..as looner as ever..as Serious as ever..in his own world of PAIN & CONFUSION..as to why he is not able to control his emotions his mind and his heart which he thought were dead...!!! No they are all alive..Dev pratap Singh is alive..His heart is beating ..and beating fast ..beating without his control..for the one & only..Kaajjal..He is desperately in pain..THE PAIN ..THE SWEET PAIN OF LOVE.......Specially in that car ..he is cursing himself.."Why..Baar baar Kaajal ke yaad kyun aarahi hai mujhe..kyun mujhe uska chehera sataraha hai...Kyun Why WHy.."..he says in moist eyes & bends back in pain..piercing pain..ahhhhhh..My heart is bleding...All I can say in this pain filled momemt..Dev is in..it is like..
"Yaad na jaaye..Beete dinonki..Jaake na aaye jo din..Dil kyun bulaye unhe..Dil kyun bulaye.."
"Tasveer unki (Kaajjal) chupake rakhdoon jahan jee chahe..Mann mein basi yeh murat lekin miti na mitaaye..kehene ko hain woh paraye.."
Ahhhhhhh...I cannot bear to see him..Tadap like this..GOD GIVE ME STRENGTH..!!Aww..the way he looks at her pics..in his cabin..and then her name plate & remembers the cover in which she wrote DEV & Kajjal together ..ahhh..so he remembers every sec that he spent with her..awwwww..how cute & sweet is that..!!YAadien he cannot forget those..aww..
Waqt ki saanchein mein apni zindagi ko dhal kar..muskuravo apni mauth ki aanlhon mein aankhein daal kar.."
"Patthar (Dev)..se sheesha(Kaajjal).. takraake....woh kehetein hain dil tootena....!!!!Uss dhan (riches..here it means Kaajjal)..ki keemat kuch bhi nahin...Jiss dhan ko lutera (means Theif..here it means Dev..)..lootena..!!!
Do aankhonke .....ke takraane se..afsaane bante hain lekin.....(meaning......some two eye contacts make epics....for eg..like Dev & Kaju's..)..kuch aise fasane hain jinka ka..kaantonse..daaman chute na..( but some epics are never..left out of thorns..in them..like Devu's and Kaju's..awwww..isint that Shayari.. mind blowing.."..fits Dev soo much..Gosh...)
Bekaraar hi karaar hojaaye..(when in love..the inner turmoil..itself is the remedy..)
Jo Khiza hai..Bahaar ho jaaye..(when in love..Drought seems like it is Spring..)
issko kehetein hain pyaar ka saagar..(This is called the ocean of love where in ..)Doobnewala hi paar hojaaye..(.the one who drowns fully ..will be the one who will swim across to the shore....ah..I love it..Perfect advise for Dev..).
Toofan mein chalte rehena..(In love you have to walk through the HUrricane)...Sholonmein jalte rehena hai.....( In love..You need to burn yourself in the fire..)....woh manzil kya jis manzil mein..pairon ke chaale phute naa...!!! (.. what sort of a destoination it is..where in your legs donot get bruised..Subhanallah..isint that just awesome..!!which means when in love what is the fun without being ..tried & tested..in pain..)
Love-Hema