Chapter 3 part 1Banner credited: SHAGUN
Good morning diary. M back again to share my day events that took place today.
Today first time in my life I was afraid to facing my mom . She saw me n JALAL at cafe, I think that she doubted me n followed me till cafe . God God! What to say diary? How I was feeling at that time . My hands n feet went cold due to nervousness . I was feeling as if m the prisoner n mom the jailer of Britishers rule . The way she was staring at me n JALAL, inquiring to us .
But you know diary, I love my JALAL . He understand my situation n he make mom also to understand our relationship . Ho calmly n politely he was talking to my mom . I love his this phase also . Ya one thing to tell you diary that my mom z not having any problem with mine n JALAL relationship she agreed for to continue us in relationship. How sweet na!
Off course she z sweet, after all she z mother of great n would be 😳 MTS jalal's mom 😳
I love you mumma muahha.
OK diary! One thing z there that z troubling me . Will dad be ever agree to this relation? What will his reaction if he came to know bout JALAL? Though I ask mom to promise me not to tell about this relationship to anyone neither dad nor neha .
N she agree also . But what if like mom doubted me n find about JALAL n mine relationship, dad will also know than m surely dead . Coz dad don't like secrets n especially of his daughters .
I have to be careful with dad n neha
Yes neha too coz she z big devil n dad's chamchi
Diary! There z one thing that I hide it from JALAL also . I don't know whether he will understand me or not .
M not getting the chance to tell him about my exact profession, that m a doctor . I studied in London Oxford university n did bba n MBA but I was studying medical studies also with bba n MBA . OK now I have to clear that how I managed to study .
Actually I did MBBS through correspondence college of india, I was having science in 11nth n 12th but dad want me to join his business n he ask me to change my subject but I was adamant to not to change my subject anyhow. I will qualify with science n that I will repeat again by having commerce site . Dad also agrees on my idea, but he don't know that I will do medical studies too . Here I was preparing for 12 boards of commerce n apart from that secretly I was doing preparation of CPMT N after my boards I sat in CPMT . I qualify boards with good marks as well as cpmt exam also :-)
Dad send me London for further studies, n I took admission in one college of MBBS in india only through correspondence . My MBBS course finished in 5 years but bba n MBA took 6 years . 1 year extra .one day from where I did MBBS that college principal called at my home coz they were not having my London phone number, to hand me my degree n my secret revealed to my family . That day dad called me n ask me about the degree of MBBS, I was hell shocked . I tried to ask him but he started his lecture n the thing which I can do only silently listen his lecture . He ask me to come back but I insisted that only 1 year z left n I want to finish this also . To my good luck dad agreed on both the things, to continuing my studies of MBA final year n after that to continue my practice . I was on nineth sky when I heard this from my dad. I was now at relief
But still I didn't tell this JALAL, I don't how he will react on this god please help me please .
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He looked at her lifeless body n said: u know JODHA, u r moron! Y didn't u told me about your profession at that time . What must be my reaction, I must get angry on you at that for not telling the truth, for not telling me ur dream.
But u were so stubborn na, now also u r stubborn see how many times I begged you to get up but u r not even responding
He kissed her knuckles n again started reading the diary.
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Hey diary!
M back again, m very tired today . Because its my first day of practice . I sat with doctor named dr . Bahel. He z very good n gentle . He treated me as his daughter, ya he z of my dad's age .
He did MBBS n having degree of MS too . Yes, he z a surgeon . N he suggest me to do MS n when I ask him who will teach me? You know what he replied! He said, that he will give me classes as m like his daughter . M so much overwhelmed by him . I m really excited for my MS classes .
But you know diary today i didnt get time for my love, even i didnt answer his call due to busy schedule . I have to make time table so that i can manage every thong easily.
Ok diary enough for tody m tired too much good night bye n sweet dreams
Miss u jalal n luv you ... muahhha...
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He read every part of their life but he was shocked when he read about jodha's profession n her busy schedule . How she take time for him n how she manages her MS classes every day :-)
He felt proud on her .
He read when she get her MS degree in neuro , her family members comes to know about that n how they get proud on her . How she was excited when some call her neuro surgeon . How proud she feel on her . How much she want to tell this to him.
When she got job as a neurosurgeon in best hospital, how she excited .
He read all that part which was unknown to him but what ever he read he felt proud on her.
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He look at her with love in hope that she will open her eyes but to his failure she didnt open her eyes.
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Now he read the most vulnerable part of their life .
When tgey both get apart
Fate plays cruel role with them.
He started reading
Hey diary,
Today was the most worst day of my life . After coming home n doing my scheduled work i spend sometime with my family . N dad gave me the most shocking news if my life . Which made my world upside down .
He told me that he fixed his younger daughters all:ance, when i heard this, i jumped out of sofa n hug my little angel. But when i ask her would be name . My foot felt like jelly i was feeling to cry, to cry my heart out.
Dad said his name z jalal mohammad
O god what the hell! I look at mom n she bend her head n sheddibg tears, i ubderstand that its neha's choice n whatever ever she think she want it anyhow.
My mom was unable to control her tears so as i . I excused mysrlf that m tired
N jalal called me i recirved his call n his voice was very hoarsed . I know he was crying n me too we cried by talking our heart out .
He said that he will decline this alliance n he ask me to meet at cafe
I sl3pt dont know wgen
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Hey diary,
I was totally broken . I asked jalal to move on with neha . I make him agree to.marry her i gave him swear that if he will not marry her i will kill myself . Within 1 week they will get marry:-)
I m happy for neha . After when they will get marry i will leave this country . N will not tell anyone about my whereabouts accept mumma .
Good night diary
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Hey diary sorry for not visitibg you in this week as i was busy with mariage . No.. no not mine its neha's marriage . Ya neha n jalal get married today n i lost him forever but i will loce him forever.
I m leaving india today .
U know today jalal officialy left me but he give me one happuness, his child . Yes diary! M pregnant, n i came to know today itsrlf .
O god! Its jalals child .
U know diary once jalal told me that after we get marry na! We will have children n if boy get birth he will named him saleem n if giel he will named her Mysha. So nice names na
N i will give the birth to this child but not here, away from jalal, from neha, away from mom n dad but my mom know about my pregnancy n she z with me .
M leaving today i already packed my stuff n will travel.
Ok bye diary meet u dont know where
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He was shocked to know that jo wad pregnant with his child n she didnt tell him . But he was happy also that saleem z his boy, whom he never ever loved in these 3 months . He rarely talk saleem. He cried on his fate what he did with his life his love jodha n saleem. he promised himself that he will shower his love to both of them
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Hey diary,
I reached london
Two says passed away, m migrating . I have to find shelter n job .
Ok ok n i got the shelter n job too .
I got the job in life care hospital of london . But no rest in this job
Fine diary from tomorrow i will not get time to visit you, sorry
Good nite
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O god finally today i got time after so many months
Hey diary,
I missed you
It has been eight months that i didnt visit you. You know na m very excited. M getting fat only one month left
I made friends here Alis, n One indian friend Pooja they both r doctors we all three shared apartment
Diary m feeling pain i think before mobth my labour pain has started
Bye diary
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Hey diary
I gave birth to baby boy! He z just like him .
His eyes his nose but his lips r like mine . He z a angel in my life . He made me mom . O god! M a mother . I informed this to mumma . Dhe was more than happy n i ask er about him . She saud that he always tried to ask her about me . But she never told him . O god how much m missibg u jaan! I love you . Please dont let my sacrifice waste like this . Move on inyour life please
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He read every part of her life how she take care of saleem .
How she mossed him.
Now he came to the part when 2 years went off .
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Diary,
My child z just like his dad . He know about him . He saw his photo also
U know diary today neha called me she z pregnant 8 months . She ask me to come back to india n do her dilivery
What z wrong with her? She know that i cant deny her . N i make my self n saleem ready for india .
I depart from london .ok m leaving it mid will contonue in plane
Hey, m back
We have sat on plane
Ok now bye
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Hey
I reached india i called her up n you know diary where she was she was in market, then i heard her scream
O god!she z safe or not
Then again i got a call but from another number n i came to know that beha got hit by bullet . In which area she was roaming that was curfewed . N people were creating mess, fighting burning shops.
That person who called me he told me that she has admitted in city hospital
I rwached at hospital . I ask saleem to be at reception only n i ask receptipnist to take care of him i showed her my id that m a doctor n came here to attend patient.
I reached at ot n doctors were treating neha . She was lying lifelessly
I shivered seeing her like this
I ask doctor how z baby? Docyor said that its diffuclt to say anytjing bout anyone
He told me that she got hit hy bullet n on her right kidney .
We need to transplant new kidney he said but we r not having donnor.
Without thinking i saud that i will donaye my kidney .
Doctor ask me n her relation i said m her sister n ask foctor not to revesl the name to snyone
Doctor agrees
Everu procedure was done . My one kidney was taken from me but it get to late . Neha gave birth to girl who z like her only.
She ask me to stay as she want to say something.
She saud that she know about mine n jalal relation, she know about saleem . I was shocjed i ask him what rubbish she z talking
She said its not rubbisg, its true . She came to know this a week ago, but she didnt tell me how n from where
She ask me to give something to het, i promised her . She said tgat i have to marry jalal n take care of jalal n their daughter.
I was shocked i cried cried i begged not to leave us nut she left us .
She has died
At that moment jalal enter in ICU he saw me there n saw nehas lifeless body. N my one handon her mouth n one on her head.
He blamed me that i killed my sister
He hated me
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Sorry diary for not visiting you, as i get married
Yes many thing has chged in my life .
Neha died . After her funeral jalal himself sa:d that he will marry me . N he married me . It has been two days n he tortured me alot
Now i get it that y he married me . To. Revenge for that what i hadnt done
God what r u doing with me? Y r u playing such a cruek role with my life
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He turnedcpages but sll were empty only tgere were marks of tears jodhas tears . It looks intead of writing anything she cried her heart out
But he turned the page n saw something written on ir
He rwad it
Jalal i m not at mistake . I had not killed neha, how can i kill her jakal? She was my little sister.i love you jalal pleaae come back to me i love yoy n again there were tears marks
Jalal cried after knowing the truth . How much he hated her unneccessarily
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Precap: jo life at stake
Edited by Mavaddat - 9 years ago
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