Chapter-04
Tu Aaja..Tu aaja Come here..Come here
Mujhko meri sazaa toh suna jaa..
Woh aahein haan woh aansu..
Mere hisse ke mujhko rula jaa.. At least, tell me my punishment before going..
Make me cry all the sighs and
The tears of my share..
Sapne tere saare jinme main rehti thi..
Tukde ban ke mere..
Zakhm seene me kar gaye
All your dreams,
in which I lived ,becoming my pieces..
have wounded in my chest..
Maine mere jaana kyun nahi jaana..
Ishq tera, dard tera? O my love, why didn't I understand your love, your pain?
Akeli akeli..
Reh gayi bin tere yun akeli..
Main tadpoon ya main taarsoon..
Ya chali aaun main paas tere..
Itni tanhai hai zindagi kho gayi.. Your love,
your pain ,all alone..
I was left alone like this without you..
whether I am in agony or I long for you or I come to you,
there is so much loneliness that the life is lost..
Baatein karne saari aa rahi hoon tujhse hi..
Maine mere jaana ab hai jaana..
Ishq tera dard tera haaye..
Maine mere jaana ab hai jaana..Ishq tera dard tera I'm coming to talk it all with you,
I, my love, have now known
Your love, your pain
I, my love, have now known
it's your love, your pain..
Tu jo gaya..
Haal ye mera rehta hai..
Dil ye mera,
Khud se hi tanha rehta hai.. as you've gone,
my condition remains like that
my heart,remains alone on its own..
And i feel too lonely,yeah
Thats a better place than this Emptiness.. And i feel too lonely,yeah
Thats a better place than this Emptiness..
yeah,She feels too lonely,lifeless.the pain is unbearable.the tears are unstoppable.she wished to go to the past and erase all those hurtful events of THEIR lifes,but it will not happen ever.will HE ever forgive HER?Is he gone far away from HER?Is there just a life with a dead heart?did she hurt HIM that much?Isn't HE still love HER? the expressionless,emotionless eyes flashed on her mind hinting her about the answers.
Hidding her face between her knees she let the preciouse pearls to steam their own way sitting on the ground of her new found luxury bedroom.
Today she got the chance to stay in this house as his uncle asked her help for taking care of HIS princess if there isn't any problem with her.God, how can there is any problem when she,herself is ready for doing whatever it is if she get HIM,HER OTHER HALF,HER LOVE,HER JALAL back to HER.but the most hurtful thing is for HIM, she's just a employee, a person employed for wages or salary.that's it?aleast isn't there any friendship between them?HIS heart is cold as that much? it felt like someone stabbed her heart.A mother doesn't need any payment for taking care of her baby..A wife doesn't need any payment for taking care of HER HUSBAND..then why can't HE understand anything?HIS every happiness or a pain is HER own happiness or pain.its HIS smile which make her smile.its HIS pain which make her cry.what a punishment he is given her now.no need to say that she realy love HIS princess like THEIR own daughter.she was the only one who made HIM smile by heart when he hate all the women in the world.SHE want to give her all the motherly love which she lost from the moment she born to this world.this little soul always draw a smile of HER stubborn LOVE's lips.
"atleast if there's any friendship between us,you will give that smile of yours for me too jalal..why did you threw me away from your life like this? Why can't you give me just one chance jalal? "trail of hot tears steamed down her face as she said all these to herself.
"I don't care if others did this to me but its you jalal,i can't bear all these eventhough I'm the one who did this crime jalal.."her words escaped from her throat as a shaky whisper.she know,she have lost HER JALAL somewhere.
I hate you..don't show your ugly face to me again,ever.. with these echoing words she came to the realization that she lost HIM there,that very moment when she uttered those abominable words. at that point she have to find HIM eventhough she found him after very painfull three years.she know,HE isn't too far,away from her.HE,HIS HEART with HER In all cases,but lifelessly.
She have to give the life back to HIS heart.
For that she have a very strong bridge who is able to help her for get HIM to her aback.its none otherthan.HIS princess who awake the motherly love, was inside her within few minutes.
Hundreds of hopes rose in the broken heart.she silently thanked to her,who leave the world giving the birth to HIS princess, not getting the chance even to see the baby, who she dilivered with soo many hopes about little soul's future.
Getting up from the ground she slowly made her way to the balckeny.
"Thank you for giving HIM his princess sister..and..I'm so sorry too..for misunderstanding you and your BROTHER.."looking at a shining star she silenty prayed for HIS elder sister,the mother of HIS princess's soul with soo many promises to take care of them with her life...
ok enough for now..sorry for the small chapter..but i was busy unepectedly with my sis..she kept me busy with her works as she's readying for a compitition.hope my soru darling will forgive me and talk with me now..will try to update asap..thank you soo mjch for your supports..love you all..mmmuuah❤️
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