sorry for the delay in posting an extra long update to make up I am bundling up chapters together to get a better flow .. it is still a bit fragmented ...not edited ... I've been busy with school work to concentrate properly...but thanks for reading and commenting ...đ
Chapter 1 Part B
The dim moonlight streamed through the curtains with a slight hue of dawn ... Jo barely able to open her eyes ...tries to move, the scent of sandalwood and musk drown her senses dragging her silently as her entire body trembled ... "uummm ... aaagghhh ... come on baby..." a low husky lusty voice, warm breath caressing her ears as his tongue drew circles along the delicate patch behind her ears before kissing a tantalizing trail down her neck to her shoulders lightly grazing her skin with his teeth while humming in content. The slight stubble from his chin rubbed against her breasts sending waves of desire ... She was teetering on the verge of something that she hadn't experienced ever ... An excruciating pain vibrated straight into her core ... she tries to pull away, push against the heavy weight ... she couldn't ... Something wasn't right ... Unable to let go though she tried ... his moans seemed distant ...she reaches to grab his hair ... A sudden panic flooded through her ...she sits up panting, sweating, looks around, unfamiliar surroundings... a swift realization hits her as events of the previous evening flash before her eyes, a very drunk Mirza at the party, the car breakdown, the closed tunnel... her body ached as she jumped out of the bed, catches a glimpse of herself in the mirror ... sees a reflection of naked body covered with red marks ... She turns towards the bed feels an ache in her groin as her gaze falls on patch of blood on the white satin sheet, her dreams were stolen from her...Mirza she yelled... tears blind grabbing her clothes from the floor gets dressed quickly ...cursing herself for getting into this mess, she needed to get out ... stops and looks in the mirror again ... grabs the white shirt from the bed and wraps it over her dress to cover up the marks he left on her... she walks out of the room pauses briefly in front of the locked room, recalls locking Mirza inside, out of curiosity opens the door and sees Mirza passed out on the bed, she runs and punches him angrily ... He does not wake up at all ... he was still drugged ...his phone lay on the nightstand...a text from Suri "hey still waiting for phase 4 pictures - S" the next, "looks like ice bitch froze you as well, I told you, now you owe me man-S"
Jo runs out of the penthouse crying never glancing back ... She had been raped, she lost her virginity to someone she had no clue of... she winces feeling a twinge of dull pain with every move ...a throbbing burn between her legs ... Mirza and Surya had gone too far this time ... tears started to stream down her face ...she was hurt deeper than she was willing to accept ... she was afraid, afraid to find out who touched her ...reading the texts on Mirza's phone she concluded it was not Mirza or Surya ...Hails a taxi, getting inside, leans against the seat, trying her best to recall the night before ... her brain had a clouded memory of the deep sexy voice ... Brown shoulder length hair tucked behind his ears and those eyes ...her mind goes blank ... .regardless of the mess she found herself in there was no way she could fix what happened ... she sobbed all the way home. Once home she quickly runs the flight of stairs to her apartment digging into her bag looking for keys when the door swung open, she was shocked to see her mother and grandmother in front of her and her father standing in the back ground ... Crying "maasa" she runs into her mother's arms ... Her mother pushes her away. "When Surya's mother told us 3 days ago about your lifestyle I did not believe ... I trusted my daughter ... When we got pictures of you with that muslim boy we still did not believe, we wanted to see for ourselves ... Now we know it is true looks like you are living a western lifestyle with that him, ... "no maasa, no, it is all lies" ...her pleas were ignored, "look at yourself in the mirror, chi ... coming home straight from a man's arm early in the morning ..." she tries and gives up trying to tell them what happened as her parents were not in a mood to listen, she was already judged ...she hated life even more as she sat quietly listening to her fate ... " you brought shame on our family, our culture ...we are cutting off all our ties with you unless you are willing to fall at Surya's feet and beg forgiveness, he already broke off the engagement, we already stopped payments to your college, you don't need any education, look what it did to you... your boyfriend, the muslim boy ...he will get you pregnant and leave you on the streets alone, it will be too late, don't come looking for us " Jo sat quietly absorbing every word, her parents accused her and questioned her character her dad's final words "beti, I spoke to Surya last night, if you talk to him he is willing to forgive you but he wants you to call him and ask for forgiveness ...talk to him, if you don't we will cut you out of our lives ... later don't come back crawling to us " she gets up and walks away ...she could not stand it anymore...gets into the shower ...stepping underneath the rain shower head, lets the warm water jets soothe her tensions ...crying her heart out, scrubbing the defiled memory out of her system ... shaking her head forcefully takes a deep breath, stops crying ... she had decided ...With a new determination she gets out of the shower wraps herself in a towel ...shuffles back to her room into her grandmother's arms she breaks down completely and tells her all that happened to her ... Her grandmother soothed her and reassured her "everything will be ok ... your parents are too angry now to understand you, they can forsake you but trust kahnaji... he will always be there for you ... he gives you only as much problems as you can handle, he knows you well ...so have faith" Up until today, her parents literally gave her anything and everything she wanted, respect, money she was living a dreamlife, one hundred percent sheltered and dependent on her parents for everything ...living in a posh rent free penthouse in a fabulous part of NJ where only the rich and famous stayed, vacationed all over the world with her brothers and parents ...no bills to worry about, no need for job hunting ...just enjoying life studying ... Did not drink and party like most girls did in college...now all her perks were taken away ... her lifestyle was set to change ... her parents lecture on living life, understanding life, responsibilities, respecting money, earning living. Jo understood her life would be going through a difficult transition, she was pissed beyond imagination with her parents ... she had to prove herself, decides she would do whatever it takes ...but will not go crawling to her parents for help ...
That Saturday was the worst day in Jo's life ... her parents left after she refused to make up with Surya giving her a ultimatum "go beg Surya to forgive and take you back, if you don't then forget about us, we will tell everyone we don't have a daughter named Jodha" Listening to her parents her chest burst with something she never felt before, her eyes stung with tears ... her body shuddered as sobs erupted, heart broken she watched as her parents and grandmother walk away. After they left she lay balled up in bed and did a lot of subconscious thinking and decides it would be a waste of time just thinking about the past, recalls her grandmother's advice "you have only one lifetime to prove yourself, don't punish yourself for what happened and don't judge yourself, I know you very well, you are my blood and I trust you and you have to come out of this experience a strong person, prove to your parents and to the boys that played with your life that no matter what you will not allow them to win do not come into terms with what they boys did to you and with what your parents did to you, if you put your mind to it you can achieve great things I have faith in you" ... she calls student counseling and following their recommendations, registers herself for summer paid internship, summer job and registers to move back into the dorm from her parent's penthouse ...Mirza and Moti had called and texted her multiple times she ignored all of it ... irritated with them, she turns off her phone... she did not feel like talking to anyone ...she had two weeks to find a new place to stay, find a job she begins crying ... Crying falls asleep ... wakes up to Moti's voice "Jo, what happened, look at me please ... forgive me please ... I know I am not worthy of your trust and forgiveness but I am really worried about you, I hate seeing you like this Jo please" her voice dripping with concern ... Jo ignores her ... After almost an hour Jo looses it jumps out of bed almost attacking moti "damnit moti, leave me alone, I said I didn't want to talk about it can't you even listen... are you happy now, you and your friends destroyed my life..." The look of shock in Moti's eyes stops Jo ... she slumps back in bed crying ... Moti tries to comfort her ...they sit quietly crying together, "Jo" moti's arms tightened around her shoulders her voice trying to calm her "I'm sorry ..so sorry ... I know sorry will not cut it ... Is not enough for the damage done to you...I was stupid forgive me please, I am begging you please ..." Jo looks at her best friend ... her childhood friend , her eyes were so lost, so without hope, she sees desperation in her eyes and not wanting to keep grudge .. Moti explains her relationship with Surya begs forgiveness ...seeing the pain on her face, Jo decides to let go ... "moti, please don't tell Surya or Mirza about my situation" she whispers broken heartedly ... " I don't want them to know I was raped" another round of tears ... "its fine Moti ... I am okay with your relation with Surya, you should have just told me .. you are my best friend ..." Moti looks at her and tearfully replies "I was selfish, I couldn't resist Surya and I did not have the guts to tell you about us ... if only I could have warned you but believe me the minute I came to know about it I texted you ... I realized the danger you were in" She went on to explain how Mirza had called her around 10am "he told me all that happened ... He promised he had no intentions of having sex with you ... and he forced me to come here looking for you ... he was worried about you" it sounded like she was trying to convince herself "its OK moti, that's fine, what happened, happened, I need to focus on what is important now ...that is fate I guess, but please promise you will not discuss my situation with anyone" Moti hugs her "thanks Jo for letting me back into your life ... I suffered this past week, more than you'd ever know, your secret is safe with me" Moti calls her physician and sets up an appointment for Jo to have a physical check up "to make sure that person had no STD's and to prevent an unwanted pregnancy" Jo hugs moti "thank you moti, the thought never crossed my mind .."
The weekend went by quickly, doctor's appointment, apartment hunting, job hunting ... "Jo, I'm sorry" it seemed like moti had been saying that a lot over the past two days, swallowed her pride and put her happiness aside to help Jo ... They were sitting at a pizza joint in downtown NY after a tiring apartment hunt grabbing lunch when Mirza walked in ... Jo was shocked to see Mirza ... Throwing accusing darts at Moti Jo walks out ...Mirza follows her ... her mind wandered to the other night ... She begins to cry again suddenly the strong and brave Jo breaks down again ... "Jo I am aware how selfish I was being" grabbing her hand, holds it tightly "I had been thinking ... I let my selfish side get in the way of my relationship with you ...I couldn't deny and justify everything I did ... But please give me an opportunity to make it right ..." and he kept going ... Kept talking ... she heard the pain in his voice, he sounded genuine, she realizes that Mirza had no clue of what had happened to her that night ... the truth was, no amount of effort could hide the pain and the events of her life ... Well now atleast she had two friends willing to help her "Jo I am leaving this evening for my brother's wedding and will back on Sunday ... I'll help you get a job ..." Her phone went off, "it's the student counseling office" she gasps happily and walking away from Mirza and Moti takes the call ... Returns back smiling "I got an interview tomorrow morning at 9am for an highly paid summer internship" she giggles happily hugging moti ... "I have already made up my mind ...no matter what I am taking it" she beamed with happiness. "Let's celebrate your new status, a bon voyage to the old Jodha and welcome to the new Jodha Miss independent how about that?" Mirza suggested, I can't afford any now, life is so unfair" Jo grumbled "from now on I will have to do my own manicure, pedicure ...eating out..." And the list went on ... Moti and Mirza laughed and in the end they all agreed to get icecream ... her life was changing and she needed to keep her head at ground level and hope for the best, not being about to reach out to her family ...she would miss talking to her maasa, her family so much, it hurt deep within her heart, she felt almost empty thinking about them ..."lets keep it short, I have to get home and get ready for the interview tomorrow" Jo reminds her two friends ... "I still can't believe your parents are doing this to you" Moti whispered in disbelief as they walk towards the icecream parlor ...
Jo's happiness knew no bounds as she jumped for joy texting Moti "got the internship with all its perks, good pay, ... can't believe it -Jo" sitting at the HR office at Mogul Dynasty Inc Legal consultants branch -- waiting to sign and finalize terms and conditions ... "you can start immediately, the HR overlooked this position and we are indeed very lucky to have you join us" her now boss Abdul Khan told her after her interview while walking her down the hall to the HR office. The HR manager Salima was wonderful and made her feel very comfortable ... "I will not be able to join till next week, I am busy apartment hunting and have to move out of my current place in New Jersey" Jo explains careful not to divulge too much information, Salima promptly offered "Oh, this year none of our other interns took advantage of housing ...the company housing is available and free you'll be the only person using it if you want, you can move in there till you find alternate housing" surprising Jo completely ... " kahna ...thank you and thank you dadima for giving me confidence" she whispers under her breath agreeing to move into company housing " and oh I can arrange for your things to be moved as well, just let us know what and where" Salima offered "we really need you to start as soon as possible" Jo quickly makes a few phone calls and arranges for Moti to help the movers with her things Jo felt at ease with Salima, she thanks her for all her help "Oh, not a problem, I have to keep my fianc happy you see, Abdul and I are childhood sweethearts, we are engaged to get married next year" she explains, she tells Jo about Abdul and her. Jo smiles but an ache fills her heart ...she feels a twinge of jealousy seeing the love and happiness Salima's expressions as she talked about her future husband "we live together now, we are not that old fashioned, I love him and that's what matters, so are you the old fashioned type or have you already had sex? " Jo blushes as Salima continues "you and I are going to be great friends Jo" ... Jo wishes she could confide and tell... I'll never be able to experience that type of love ... My dreams of love and life got stolen from me' but decides against it ... Salima touches Jo's shoulders tapping her lightly "did I loose you?" Jo shakes her head smiling, Salima chuckles "looks like you were dreaming about your love ...tell me about him" Jo frowns then laughs saying "I wish I can tell you about him ... I have yet to find my true love" Salima hugs her lightly "hey don't worry ... there are plenty guys out there that would love to date you, I can set you up with a few good ones" ... Jo gets her ID, new top of the line smart phone, access to company chauffeured car to get to and fro to work and is escorted to her office next to Abdul's. She was impressed with the whole set up ... Abdul gives her a brief rundown of the company and its functionality ... "currently we have 21 branches around the world and over 200 lawyers working for us" explains the different aspects lasting for about an hour ending with "you'll catch on quickly, you seem very smart and your grades are impressive" by the end of the day Jo was tired and was surprised when Salima and Abdul stop by her office wishing her good luck "and by the way, I am on vacation starting tomorrow, Salima will be around contact her if you need anything"
The following day Jo was busy at work, she could not find the case Abdul wanted her to look at, Abdul was disorganized and first she needed to get stuff more organized for him ...wading through tons of paper work trying to catalog a systematic process ...basically instructing his PA and his legal assistant when Salima walked in "wow Jo, you've been cooped up all day I came to take you out for lunch" Reluctantly Jo agrees and gets up, catches Salima staring at her, Jo's scarf had fallen off exposing the bruises around her neck, chest ...they walk quietly out of the building, hail a cab, Salima gives the cabbie an address they get off at a posh Italian restaurant and are escorted straight into the VIP section, they settle down for lunch in a secluded corner with ample privacy "spit it out" Salima demands ... Jo looks away ... "I am serious Jo, who did that to you ... your boyfriend? No one has the right to abuse, you told me you don't have anyone in your life..." Jo begins sobbing and tells her all ending with "in four days I have been to hell and back and I am not letting that incident ruin my life" wiping her face on the napkin.. "get a hold of yourself" Salima's voice pulls her out to the present, "negativity is unattractive even for a beautiful girl like you" reaching over lightly touching her arm ... "seriously you have been through a lot ... I am still trying to comprehend all that happened to you ... your fianc betrayed you, your parents betrayed you, some guys used your body, stole what you held on to " Jo relaxes in Salima's company, they were so deep in conversation when she saw him ... tall, handsome beyond belief, her heart almost stops beating as their gaze collide, he was watching her ...literally watching her every move, his eyes raked up and down every inch of her body, and the look in his eyes sent shivers down her spine, she could barely breathe ... he did not smile or approach her neither did he look away ... like they were the only two people in the room ...she could not look away, his presence felt intense and commanding, she was so caught up by his gaze, completely ignores Salima all she heard was her own heart pounding in her chest ... This feeling was something she never experienced before ... A feeling of thrill ..."you okay?" Salima asks, "yeah, I need to use the bathroom" getting up she quickly she walks towards the door, she needed to get away from his mesmerizing gaze ...she comes out of the bathroom and walks right into him "Um .. sorry" she said nervously stepping backwards, feeling the same ball of heat form in her body ready to explode like a fire ... he was doing it again .. that smouldering intense stare, silently commanding her to him, this man who ever he was was beautiful in a sexy and totally masculine way ...his eyes roamed up and down her body again making the hairs all over her body stand, shivers as his eye lingering on her lips. She shrugs acting nonchalant and cool about the situation and steps backwards, tripping ...his arms wraps around her pulling her against his chest she feels his physique, lean and muscular... "Mmm" he murmured, his breath shaky, clearly he has an affect on me ...she thinks taking a deep breath ...the smell of his aftershave ...almost familiar to her ... her eyelids flutter looking up into his eyes ... When his lips crash into hers ... She just froze ...the intensity of his kiss did not wane, sucking her breath away ... his hand grasps her hips pinning her against the wall of his chest ... an over powering feeling engulfs her and the need to stay in his arms was uncontrollable a feeling alien to her, she pushes against his chest ... With a frustrated groan he releases her and walks into the men's room, Jo walks back to Salima in a daze .. " we should go, I think we over did our break time?" salima says casually getting up not looking at Jo ... Jo agrees and they leave ...Salima busy talking on her phone fails to notice Jo's current state ...
Back in the office Jo was in a daze, runs her fingers along her lips recalling his kiss ... her first real kiss, she consciously felt ... the same feeling rekindles in her ... the same ball of heat in the pit of her stomach, the door opens and he walks in, they exchange gazes, Jo could not take her eyes off him ... The feeling was insane "can we talk?" his voice cuts in ... That voice ...she rakes her brain trying to recall ... "please may I come in ... we need to talk" he gestures, she nods and walks to the window looking outside ...she felt him walk close to her, his hand brushes against her hair, touches her shoulder, turns her around to face him, grabs her hand "come on lets go to a more private place" he mumbles pulling her ..."no" she pulls away ... He stares at her again making her knees go weak ... "okay ... have it your way ..." He picks up the phone and asks not to be disturbed ...shuts the door, "what are you doing? Are you crazy" she shrieks freeking out ... runs to the door ... he pulls her against his chest as she walked past him "I wouldn't do that if I were you" he whispers in her ear snaking his arms around her waist stepping to private corner in the office ...leaning onto her whispers again "do you feel the connection?" his fingers reach to her neck, he pulls out his necklace ..."do you feel our connection" she nods pulls away and walks over to her desk, sitting down watches him ... His adams apple move as he swallows ...Jo was amazed at the effect she had on him ... He walks towards, his fingers grasp her chin forcing her to look up ... she notices for the first time his deep steel grey eyes with a hint of golden brown ...Jo was mesmerized "maybe it would be a good idea if I introduced myself" pulls away puts his hand forward takes her hand giving her a hand shake says "I am Jalal ... I have to admit I am smitten by you ... I think you feel the same way about me" Pointing to her necklace says "this is mine, how come you are wearing it?" Jo could not speak, she had not noticed it, he lifts up his hand and shows her ring he was wearing "you gave this to me ?"...her palms were sweaty, images playing over and over in her head...the warm breath, his husky voice sounded familiar ... he had long hair then, the person in front of her had short hair ... of her first kiss ... "I am positive there is no point beating this uncomfortable situation ...please lets go to a more private place" before she could protest, he grabs her hand and almost drags her out the door past the elevators toward another glass door ... inside was a large open plan office ... He presses a button and the blinds come down ...completely shutting them out of other's view ... "relax ... I am not going to hurt you" he laughs ... "I want to make an offer" he starts out ... "I know you might not agree" he pulls the drawer open and pulls out some papers and hands it to her ... Her head was spinning she wanted to march straight out of the building and go home but the mystery of his presence and her own response to him was killing her... then be begins to talk and her world fell apart ...He begins explaining "I was surprised to come home and find you in my bed ... I broke all my resolutions that night when I had sex with you ... I thought you were by best one night stand, a momentary lapse in judgement and poor self control on my part, something that will pass and not happen again but...I was mistaken, I am smitten by you, I can't get you out of my system, I experienced something amazing, unforgettable and something I want do again and soon?" Jo was stunned beyond belief, she opens her mouth, no words came out ... "I know you feel the same way about me, I felt it when I touched you today, you are smitten by me as well, I want to make you an offer ..." Jo begins to sob ...and inbetween sobs, explains how she ended up on his bed ... Jalal was shocked ... had no words to say ...they stood silently staring at each other ... Finally "get out" she yells repeatedly...he leaves. Jo finds in hard to believe that she had incurred sensual feelings for Jalal before knowing it was him that took her dreams away ... He was arrogant and full of himself ... Before leaving he made his intentions very clear ... he was coming back for her ... no matter what
The rest of the week went by quickly by the end of the week she was exhausted, the weekend was no better, she could not sleep, could not function... Jo was alone most of the time as Abdul and Salima left for their friend's wedding ... She kept herself busy not allowing her brain to think about Jalal ... he had gotten married over the weekend ... pictures of his wedding circulated among staff in the office, Salima texted her a picture as well ... She felt hurt seeing the picture ...could not understand why, she did not know him, did not accept his offer ... Tuesday morning Abdul and Salima were back in office ... Jo stayed in her own office ... by the end of the day she had a miserable headache, she mentally and emotionally spent ... she went home early, opens the door to her apartment, walks in muttering to herself "Kahna why is my life so complicated?" drops her bags on the sofa and sees Jalal sitting there waiting for her smirking ... "you ... what are you doing here?" Facing him again was making her feel sick to the bottom of her stomach ... she had spent every minute 24/7 trying to work him out of her thoughts and mind, she had considered saying the hell with it and walking away ... quitting and leaving the internship ...never coming back to NY ...but her parents face kept appearing in her mind ...their words haunted her memory, the look on her dad's face when her mother told her she would become a useless, homeless person living on the streets soon ... she decides to stay knowing she could use him ...use his influence... Plus she wanted to explore her feelings for him ...
"I thought you are on your honeymoon" she smiled sympathetically "I don't want to make it difficult for you ..." He gets off the couch and walks towards her as she backs away from him, shrugs his shoulders and walks back to the couch ""I'm beginning to think about you all the time ... I know it is wrong ... but I could not go on my honeymoon without knowing how you feel, I felt incomplete after my marriage" Jo looks at him, "there is nothing I can do to help you Jalal" he seemed a little taken back ... "oh yes, there is, ...Jodha ..." and to her astonishment "only you can help me, I tried to forget you but could not ... And I am here now ... Rukiaya knows I am here ... I told her about you, about my obsession with you ..." Jo was shocked "and she is okay with it I am genuinely sure I don't understand you ... if you think you are not hurting her ...you are wrong " she accuses "I don't care Jodha ... I told her about you before my marriage and wanted to call off the wedding but she insisted we get married too many logistics involved, too many people would have been affected ... she said I could continue seeing you, I know you hate me for what happened in your life, I did not know, my role was quite innocent " getting up he walks over to her ..."I'm sorry Jodha" Jalal says turning really slowly facing her, his face turned down looking almost guilty "is that right, really?" she murmurs walking away from him ... " you can't fix it, so for what exactly are you sorry Jalal?" the bitter words were out before she could stop them and not for the first time realizes she was beginning to be affected by him, his presence... "I truly am sorry Jodha, for a lot of things, your loss, for breaking your dreams, your parents ...you have every reason to be upset with me, I don't deserve ... I never thought ... that I could care" He says quietly folding his arms across his chest as he leans back again ... she nods, raising her almost tearful eyes to meet his, his voice tapers off ... "since that night I keep thinking about you all the time ..." he says truthfully ... "why" she questions her eyes pop wide in surprise, "I don't know" he shrugs, takes a deep breath ... "all I know is I long to be with you when I am away, I think about you a lot, ...it is kind of a feeling that I never experienced ever ... I don't know, I want to be free of everything the feeling of unsatisfied longing for your touch ... I just need you ... Your body ...sex... I need to be intimate with you till I can get you out of my head, see I need your help to work you out of my system .. I can't explain it ... This feeling is strangling me ... My work, my marriage, you ... I can't sleep at all" She stares at him trying to comprehend what he had just said ...he wants her body to satisfy his lust ...to help him get her out of his system ... she begins laughing, laughing hard ... so hard she begins to cry ...crying because his reasons is so selfish, so impossibly self absorbed and riddled with lust ... she could not deal with it ... Tears leak out of her eyes, crying hard till no tear were left ... he waited patiently watching her, her head bent into her knees as her body shuddered. Finally wiping her tears on her sleeve looks up at him ... "that's really stupid Jalal, really friggin stupid, you are making me hate you even more now ..."
He pales, walks and grabs her shoulders forcing her to look up at him "I know I am a selfish asshole ...but I can't explain why I feel the way I feel ... but I know for sure only your can help me ... You can't avoid me forever Jodha, you can't keep dancing around the unspoken Jodha, we need to talk, really talk and bring things into the open, shutting me away from your life will be counterproductive ..." Jo could stare at him ... regardless of what fate brought them together, her dreams ... it does not matter anymore ... "you are married Jalal, I never dreamt my life would get tangled with a married man ...it's not what I expected ... I can't pretend to want the life you are offering me" deep down in her heart Jo knew very well she fully understood and had accepted what he was trying to do, because she needed him as well ...for revenge she had planned to use him to climb up the corporate ladder ... to create a name for herself, to prove to her parents her life was not ruined "you think I am ridiculous, I just don't really understand myself" she admits ...Jalal chuckles "I don't either Jodha, I don't" she gets up and trips almost falling ..Jalal reaches and catches her in his arms, she looks up at him ...his steel grey with a hint golden brown eyes,,,, filled with passion, lust... "thanks" she murmurs slightly embarrassed ...he smirks bends claiming her lips ... her heart skips a beat betraying her feelings ... I ought to be disgusted ...he has no right to me she thinks ... But her lips give in ... "I want you" he whispers ... "is this impossible" he questions as his tongue lick her quivering lips tasting traces of her tears ...she shakes her head slowly ... slightly dazed...his hands slip under her shirt ...wrapping around her bare waist ... touching... "you're beautiful Jodha" his finger tips tracing up her back, he pulls away and looks into her eyes "thank you" he whispers before resuming where he left off as his lust intensifies ... her heart speeds up her breathing picks up as she her shaky hands slowly crawl up his back snaking around his neck ...sliding her fingers through his hair ...
Chapter 2 ... their hectic life begins ...what will be her terms ?
Edited by rexniko - 9 years ago
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