I was standing all alone.yes! I am alone.god has created me like that.i am born to be alone.i am an orphan.no family,no friends! So what?i believe that my kanha was always with me.bt no! He has also left me alone!i worshiped Him for my whole life.bt what has he done to me? He has snatched my love,my new found life time love..only he was there with me except you in this world.i knw i am born to b alone..bt he came to my life like a li8..like the slightiest peace in my life.he was my jalal!bt u also snatchd him frm me Kanha! Then y had u sent him in my life? I learnt to live alone from the dangerous society.bt u brought him in my lonely life.and he made my life glorious.i always tried to be away frm my feelings..frm him..bt he gave me faith,gave me love.i slowly overcome my ni8mare..frm my life bcz of him.i clearly remembered the day when we first encountered.i was in my so calld orphanage where i was brought up negligently.many rich people came and usd to donate for us..bt it was all used for the welfare of the superindentend of the orphanage and her son,nt for us..however we culd just see..we had nthng to do..one fine day i heard that a rich guy was cmng to donate our orphanage.i didnt give a budge.cz everytime the same happens.also i was only 17.so i have much mre thngs to do than listening to these..i clearly remembr all girls were saying the guy was very handsome..at noon time, the superindentend, Maham, clld us..every1 was surprsd cz she never clls us directly..bt i wasnt..i always usd to fear this woman and her son adham..the cheap son adham was of 20 and always usd to be characterless,worse than toilet water .and he dsrespectd gals..so i always tried to keep away from him..however we all went there and found that the angry woman Maham wanted to warn us nt to open our mouth to the rich guy who was going to cme after a few months..we nodded cz we dnt have the courage..and again the lustfull adham stared at gals,then i felt his eyes ogling at me..i felt disgusted what cn i do? I m an orphan..maham dismisd us by warning again! We came to our small khopdi (rooms) ..girls went to theirs nd boys,theirs..bt adham was staring at me like hell..i had a fear nd bad feeling bt shooed it,., in afternoon, i heard that a new orphan boy aged 19 was going to stay in our jail khana i mean orphanage...
All the gals were wooing that he was very handsome..whatever i didnt budge.i had to go to the library b4 it shut..so i almst ran and itz outcome is i banged into someone..i was about to fall bt i didnt cz sm1's strong arms held me.i closd my eyes bt slowly opend 1 eye to see my saviour.. I saw a very handsome face infront of me.i hate boys..bcz they always are cheaters..bt this handsome face of my saviour boy gave me electric shivers through my body..itz seeming that i knew him..for years..for eternity..i stared at his beautiful dark brown orbs..and the same he was doing...his well sculptured body,his lips,his dark brown neck-long hair..oh god! Whatz happening to me?suddenly the chain of silence broke and i cme bk to my senses..i was hell nervous of my new feeling.my heart was pounding very fast nd loudly as if my saviour will hear that! When i stood properly,he said,"u ok?" "yes,i.. Umm.. I ..i am,thankz!" i mumbled..i am a fool..he smiled heartedly and my heart melt..aww..he looks cute..bt i shooed my thoughts! He said to me "my pleasure! By the way, i m jalal..the new orphan in this orphanage." i looked at him surprisingly.so herez the new guy.the topic of every girl's talkings.i flushed."Can i knw ur name?" said he politely." oh! Sorry! I am jodha." " jodha! Wow! Beautiful and interesting name." i flushed again..nd got shy 2.. I didnt say anything..suddenly i heard Adham's voice coming nearer... I shievered thinking what will happen nxt...
I got scared cz i can guess that hez drunk.and at that time he becomes an animal. My guess turnd ri8.we saw him coming! Jalal browse his eyes in a stylish killer way and looked at me..i was horrified when i saw him cmng towards me..i was abt to run bt i was 2 late..adham held my elbow and tried to pull me towards him.i was about to shout bt suddenly being horrified i saw jalal punching adham hard on his mouth at which two teeths cme out making him bleed he was lkng funny, at least to me.adham was surprised then angry-"how dare u?you cme here today and nw beating me for this gal? Remember shez mine..nd i will take her with me only!" i got horrified! jalal punched adham on his face again hardly and adham sat on the ground with holding his nose and mouth frm whch bld was cmng! He freed me and i ran behind to jalal.jalal huggd me and said,"dare to touch her! I will get out your eyes from their place and cut your hands! Get lost you bustard! Dont dare to lk up at any gal aftr nw..GOO!" JALAL shouted..crowd was already gathered around us..adham got afraid nd i ran away..all were clapping hands for jalal's bravery! Thank god maham was out of country!! Jalal just kept hugging me with his safe embrace..i wonderd how the stranger guy again bcme my saviour! I didnt knw that time that he was going to be my life..thatz how we met..after that we becme frndz..we startd spending time together,laughing together,talking about each other..he made me smile always! He was always loving caring funny.nd of crse all gals were jealous of me.whenever i usd to go away frm him,i felt lonely..6 months passd.. One fine day i found him missing..he didnt cme to our favourite garden to talk to me..i tried to trace him bt culdnt..i heard that he left frm there,maham rusticated him..i culdnt believe..tears flowed from my eyes..no no no! He cnt leave me..never...never...i ran to my rm nd broke into immense crying..aftr smtms i startd sob..all boys are the same..how cn he just left me alone? My heart was bleeding like hell..at that time i only realizd that i love him..bt i was broken..i cried and cried..bt the pain didnt fade away!!***** i feel my eyes moist nd shedding tears! 3 weeks have passed! Every sec was 1 milln yrs for me..no, i culdnt forget him..his smile,talking always haunting me! I am nw standing beside my window! Nw i need to go to hall rm.. The rich guy,mst fam business tycoon JK is going to visit nd donate our orphanage today...i wiped my tears nd get ready to attend the welcme party of jk! I wanted to die bt i culdnt...however i went to the party rm...every1 was enjoying!! JK hasnt yet reachd..i motionlessly stand at 1 side..
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