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Chapter- 18

Jodha is about to take the first bite when Rahim enters, saying Choti Ammijan hume bhi kahana hai ? Jodha says- Kya Rahim ap kheer kahenge ?Rahim says- Haan Choti Ammijan hume kheer bahut pasand hai. Jodha passes the spoon towards Rahim for feeding Rahim kheer. Rukaiya did not know what to do and her non existent brain seemed to her that it has stopped working so she simply pushes Jodha slightly as, the result both the spoon and the bowl of kheer falls on the floor. Rukaiya says- Hume muaff karna Jodha Begum galti se Dhaka lag gaya hume muaff karne. Jodha says - koi bat nahi Rukaiya Begum. Jodha notices Rahim's gloomy face and says- Rahim hum kal apke ke liye kheer bana denge. Theek hai. Rahim gets elated hearing this and gives a thousand watt smile and that is when a maid comes and says Salima is calling Rahim. Rahim wishes both Jodha and Rukaiya good night and leaves. Rukaiya to herself- Allah! Ka shukar hai Rahim gaya. Ab hum humare kam asani se karenge. Rukaiya asks a bandhi to get glasses of sharbat and this very bandhi had been bribed by Rukaiya to miss the arak which would make Jodha senses dull. So the bandhi enters with two glasses Rukaiya all the while had been boring her eyes in the bandhi's eyes to know which glass had the arak. The bandhi very cleverly points out the glass and to Jodha's amazement Rukaiya gets hold of the glass with arak and says- lejiye Jodha Begum. Jodha with a smile accepts the glass and says- Dhanywad. No, sonner she gulps down the drink she began to feel different. Different in the sense that she felt lousy like, she found it difficult to control her voluntary muscles and this noticed while keeping the glass down on the table, as her hands were shaky, but this did not go unnoticed by Rukaiya. Her evil heart is elated and her eyes gleamed with joy. Jodha thinks she needs rest so she says- Rukaiya Begum Agar ap bura na mane toh kya ap ja sakti hain? Kyunki humari tabiyat kuch karb lag rahi hai. Her voice is a bit shaky, yet meek and she gets up. Rukaiya says- Chale toh hum janege. Pehle hum jo kam karne aye the voh toh pura kar le. Jodha gives a clear confused expression and asks- Kya kam? Rukaiya says- Ap ko marne ka Jodha Begum. Jodha at first is shocked and then she gives a plastered smile- Acha majak hai Rukaiya Begum. Rukaiya also stands up and says- Tum toh bahut hi jayada bholi nikli Jodha Begum. Hum yahan jo gunah abhi karne wale hai uske bare mai tumhe bat rahe hain. Aur tum ho ki humari bat hi nahi man rahi. She spoke in harsh yet less loud tone as she did not want her tone to leave the room. Jodha understands that she is not joking and she is assured by her tone she is taken aback with Rukaiya words she tries to move backward as Rukaiya is standing between the doorway and her, and there is no possible escape from there as even if she manged to get to the door somehow she knew that she did not have sufficient time to open the door, it but it seemed that her limbs did not support her in this action. So, she thinks of indulging Rukaiya into a conversation in the hope that some one might come. Jodha says- Aap hume marne kyun chati hain? Aur hume marke apko kya hasil hoga? Rukaiya feels like laughing at her innocence and she speaks mockingly- Yeh kaise sawal hai Jodha Begum hum tumhe marke kya milege? Aab hum tumse puchte hain ki hume tumhe marke kya nahi milega? Chalo hum hi jawab de dete hum agar thume nahi marenge toh Jalal kaise humara hoga ? Kabhi tumhe socha ? Agar Jalal tumhare liye chahat hai toh humare le jid hai. Agar Jalal tumhare liye mohabbat hai toh humare liye junnon. Jalal ko bachne ke liye tum kisi bhi had tak ja sakti ho. Toh mai Jalal ko pane ke liye. Main Jalal ki dil ki Malika bana chahati par Jalal ne jane tumhe voh jaga di. Nafrat karte hai hum tumse, beinthehaa, aur Bepanah. Is liye toh na jane mai kya kya kiya that um dono mai fut dalne ke liye. Humne tumhe marne tak ki koshish ki abhi jo kheer mangvae thi use mai zeher tha. Aur jo sharbat tumhne jo pi abhi use mai aisa ark tha jis ko pine ke bad tum khud ko chaha kar bhi khud ko nahi bache nahi paogi. Par na jane tum dono ki mohabbat mai aise kya cheej hai jot um do no ko alag hone nahi dete hai. Humne tumhe se Hussain bhi is liye manga tha. Is liye nahi kyunki hume ma bane ka shok tha kyunki hume MUZ bane ka bachpan se shok tha. Agar Zennat aur Qasim Hassan ko nah marte toh hum he us namurad ko mar dete. Par unh namurodon... Before she could speak anything Jodha roars even though she felt weak and instable she did not even know herself how come she got that much energy, she guessed maybe, later she is sure that the mother in her has awakened and that to, she is full of rage. Jodha speaks- bas bahut hua Rukaiya Begum hum ek aur lafaz nahi sunenge. Hum kabse chup kadhe aur apki har ek kadvi bat sun rahe. Par koi bhi humare mrit{ While saying mrit her voice glithed} bachon ke bare mai ek shabad bhi nahi sunnege nahi sunnege samajhi ap. Agar hume apki manshaon ke bare mai pehle pata hota toh hum kabhi Hussain ko apko nahi dete. Ap khud ek aurat hokar kisi bache ko marne ka soch bhi kaise soch sakati hai. Kya apke andar mamta nahi hai. Ya hum yeh kehe ki ap apni mamta ka katal karke aye hain ap. Rukaiys says- Kamosh Namurad tum janti ho tum kise rubaru ho rahi ho.Hum.. Jodha cuts her off- Hume apne Audha ken am par dhamka kar koi faida nahi hoga kyunki ap shayad janti nahi hain ki hum dhamkiyon se darte nahi hai. Aur hum chup nahi rahenge samjahi ap. Manushiye ko Audha aur rutbe ki chahat ya hum yeh kehane ki apke liye toh yeh junnon nahi hai na Rukaiya Begum. Yeh toh apke liye lalach hai na. Apni is lalach mai ap andhi hogaye hai, insaniyat tak bhul gaye hain ap. Sabko apne paon ke niche rondhne se kuch faida nahi hoga. Kyunki jo bhi galat karya karte hai use uska harzana bhi bharna padega. Jodha had criticism evident in her voice and for Rukaiya she felt the burden of this criticism to heavy on her shoulders to bear. So she takes out the dagger giving another shock to Jodha. Rukaiya says - Ab bolo. Jodha says- ap bahut pachtaengi Rukaiya Begum. Shehanshah apko shama nahi karenge. Kyunki aj tak jisne ne bhi hume thes paunchane ki koshish ki hai unhe Shehanshah ne nahi choda hai. Rukaiya says- Pehle Jalal hum pakad toh leh fir dekha jaega. Jalal ko abhi bhi pata nahi chalega. With this she raises the dagger and she is ready to put the dagger into Jodha's body and Jodha who knew no way to protect herself further closes her eyes waiting for the dagger to go inside her body. She could clearly feel her death near to her like a sword hanging on her neck, but suddenly she hears a manly voice- Jalal ko kaise nahi pata chalega Rukaiya jab Jalal tumhari sari bate sun raha tha, aur phir tumhari jasosi bhi toh kar raha tha Jalal. Kya kare Rukaiya tumhari buri kismat ya hum kahe futi kismat. Humne toh socha tha ki shahi khandan se ho toh todi toh tehzib hogi tumhe par shayad Hume hi galat the tum mai toh voh bhi nahi hai and there is a sound of slap right on someone's face. Jodha immediately recognized this voice as Jalal's and she opened her eyes, and she is as happy as ever to see him, but she has no clue from where on earth did he appear her happiness vanishes when she sees Jalal holding dagger so tight that there is a deep gash in his hand and blood is ozzing out as if it was fountain of water. Jodha says- Shehanshah Khanjar chodiye. Jalal all blinded by rage says- Tumne humesha humari dosti aur humari pehli begum hone ka faida uthaya hai. Ab nahi aj ke bad nahi tum humari begum rahogi nahi hum tumhare shohar. Hum tumhe talak denge. Seeing the amount of rage in Jalal's eyes Rukaiya thinks running is the best option. Right know she is not even afraid of losing her Audha because for her right know her priority is her life, so she takes advantage of the situation and opens the door to run, but her this attempt popped out as a failure, as there were already soldiers standing out waiting for her welcome.Jalal seems to be to blind with rage that he did not notice that he is holding the Khanjar. He shouts correction roars- Ise karhane mai le jakar band kiya jaye. Aur ek gante mai DWK mai laya jai. Rukaiya who is being dragged out screams Jalal hume muaff kardo. Hum apke ke bachpan ke dost hain kamse kam use khatir toh hume muaff kar dijiye. Jalal ignored her pleas and in some time the whole Harem comes and witness Rukaiya being dragged by the soldiers, but all unable to comprehend what had happened recently. Soon in a matter of few seconds Rukaiya's voice seemed to be faded into oblivion.This time Jodha shakes (eventhough her arms felt almost dead) him and says- Shehanshah Khanjar chodiya. This time Jalal realizes Jodha is talking to him and no sooner he sees Jodha he captures her in a bone crushing, eventhough his wounds were beginning to pain and tears come out from his eyes (this tears should not be mistaken as the tears caused by his wounds. These were the tears of happiness in midist of the pain because Jalal had seen his beloved safe and sound and that is all he wanted.)and he speaks- Aap theek hain na Jodha. Apko kuch hoa toh nahi? Jodha breaks the hug and says- Apke rahte bhala hume koi kuch kar sakta hai. This is when Jodha sees the blood stains on the jama, and immediately understands that he has been on battle field. Tears fill her eyes which surely does not go unnoticed by Jalal she immediately asks the bandhi to get the lep , she is about to say something when Jalal says- Chinta karne ki koi jarot nahi. Jodha says- Jarot hai, jab hume itni choti chot se ap chintit ho sakte hai toh hum kyon nahi? Jalal says- Par Jodha Be.. he could not speak any further she takes correction litrally drags Jalal towards the bed and says- bethaiye. She had a strict and firm tone Jalal simply sits down on the bed without speaking a word. The bandhi arrives with the lep when Jodha goes and takes the lep, this when Jalal makes an attempt to open his Jama and he leaves a low cry of pain as he has pressurized the cut on his chest. This low cry gives chills to Jodha. She immediately comes half running and half dragging her body which is not working properly recently. With much difficulty she reaches Jalal and says- Shehanshah ap kya aram se nahi bhait shakte? Kya khud ko takleef paunchana jarori hai ? hum arahe the na. Jalal could clearly see her eyes' shining with tears which shone as if she is going to shed pearls from her beautiful eyes. Jalal regrets his act as he could not be the reason for her pain and right know its clearly evident in her eyes leave the eyes her each body movement seemed to carry his pain. Jalal knew that the wounds were on his body but, the pains of the wounds were felt by his Jodha.

Promo - Rukaiya and Jalal ka divorce and Rukaiya banished plus Rukaiya reveals that Jalal was all set to divorce Jodha when he believed that she had murdered both the kids.

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