Mansi fabulous post and thanks for sharing the probably future tracks.
Jodha is very strong but also very soft and large hearted. If Jodha can forgive BB immediately, SD, Nigaar, Ruk insults and more I cannot even remember now then Khyber is someone who has saved her and her babies.
Can you imagine what state of mind she was when he kidnapped her, she was expecting worst and he actually saved her from MahaC soldiers.
Jodha saw his kindness and realized there is goodness and a human being inside he is not the animal he is projected.
Jodha was not against Jalal punishing Khyber just the torture and she only asked Jalal to pardon his life. If Jodha wanted to go against Jalal as is said then she could have asked in her wish that Khyber be freed, she did not ask that.
What Jalal has done, he is trying to get Khyber killed by reducing his food and water and making him weak. So in effect he is going against what wish Jodha asked for Khyber. Jodha kept remembering HB words about it being a pious night and decided she had to free Khyber.
Jodha is so much in love with Jalal that his words cut her. Jodha has soft heart but she does not show her emotions, her hurts esp deep ones easily. So when her mother had refused to take her back to Amer, Jodha sat alone in her hojara and kept to herself and then in extreme helpless feeling she tried to end her life. Here again when Jalal said those brutal words to her, Jodha did not react she was stunned and in daze. She pretended the whole day, could not even look at Jalal when she went to tell him about jakaat this is how much she is hurt inside.
When she is back in her hojara at night then also she told Moti nothing matters since she has lost Jalal's love. Later she came to her senses and thought about Khyber. She had to save his life cos like she said she cannot change who she is. Also if Khyber had actually given his life then it would have been on Jalal on the holy night.
When Jodha freed Khyber she told him nobody understands him, he should get out of civilization and this place is not for him. There is no love here and she sends him away. She shooed his hands away and sent him. I guess Khyber kept looking back so he noticed she was about to jump.
I must say I was also thinking she will not try to commit suicide but Jaya explained her mental state so beautifully. It was not just NOW but Jalal's words to her were like the last straw on camel's back.
Ever since realizing she is pregnant except for a brief period Jodha has faced intense physical hardships, mental torture, Jalal's shouting at her and his saying all the harsh things just broke her. When she freed Khyber she was in that drained dazy state where she did not feel any hope for anything. All she could think was Jalal's words and in that moment she was not thinking about anything else but Jalal. When Khyber saved her she again came to her senses and realized what she was about to do and said self talk about her babies.
I think if she had not gone to save Khyber who knows SD might have come back again via surang and tried to kidnap her? So Jodha going to save Khyber's life might have saved hers.
Also Khyber went away when she told him to leave, he stopped her from jumping and seeing her tears he felt she was sad and unsafe, even he understood she might do something silly so he carried her off.
I think it was height of 🤬 Ruk telling Jalal about Jodha. I wish Jalal had reminded her how she behaved when she was faking it.
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