Before reading this post, throw the cv's out of your mind and make yourself the creative head, throw your fear of any misunderstanding between them, forget the inconsistency, discontinuity you have been complaining about. For a moment, forget that there can be any chance of any misunderstanding. Just keep one thing in mind- "Jalal is a changed man now" and don't let this new image of Jalal to get spoiled by your fear and by the brains and pens of cv's. That's it! Now you are ready to read this!
The mind and heart at the same time when open themselves to a new feeling, a new realization, a new urge to trust someone, then they can never return to their original and older phase. Had it been so, then they were never changed!!!!! Now when everyone has witnessed Jalal's change, does this need any clarification?
Sometimes life is hard to believe, sometimes God is hard to believe, sometimes love is hard to believe. But because of this, should you stop believing everyone or anyone, everything or anything? Get your senses right dude!! How will you live then? That's impossible. Right? So when you can't, why will Jalal do this? Is his love and trust for Jodha so weak, not even worth believing for a moment? One incident and everything finished!!???? I think we are talking about that love of Jalal where death bent its knees. If this love is weak, then I wonder what's strong?????!!!!!
Memory believes before knowing remembers. His memory knows Jodha and what kind of person she is. So will he have that instant doubt? Sometimes certain situations are not so straight as they appear to be. Sometimes its our interpretation which makes them straight, as they are supposed to be. And as far as I know about my "changed Jalal", his interpretation about the meeting between Jodha and Sujamal can never go wrong if he decides to personally handle this situation, without anyone's interference. Will he not?
You never know how much you really believe anyone until its truth of falsehood that becomes a matter of life and death to you. This is the moment for Jalal to prove his trust for Jodha to himself more than to Jodha. Now if this is a matter of life and death for Jalal, will he behave so casually? Will he believe anyone who says anything about Jodha, let it be Maham alone? Now because he is changed, will he never give a second thought to this?
One can't believe each and everything any person comes and tells them - not even if those people who actually are a part of their own brain because sometimes circumstances are different and they direct you to move along a different way all together! Weak people believe what is forced on them and strong people believe on what they wish to believe, forcing that to be real. Does anyone over here need a clarification over the fact that Jalal is strong, very strong?????!!!!!
Faith is not about doing anything instantly. You are how you act, not just how you believe. For a moment if Jalal behaves weird, then why should you blame him for that? Isn't it obvious? But then remember! He has his tactics! And that's why he's addressed as tedha. Now do you doubt his intelligence as well?
Everyone has their own ways of expression. Everyone has a lot to say, but finding ways and actions to say it is more than half the battle.What if Jalal is silent after this and what if his silence after this may have a purpose?
Jalal is a person who sees the invisible and hence becomes the first to know the truth. Isn't the murti kaand investigation a proof for this? Now why can't we expect him to solve this problem, his way, the tedha way!!??
To trust someone and not to live by it is dishonesty. Is Jalal dishonest?
If Jalal trusts the creator he hasn't even seen, then why can't he trust the love of his life at such a crucial moment, his wife, whom he sees everyday and especially when she is the one who had saved his life by risking her own, as if she and only she was the one sent by his God to do so. If he believes in Allah even at worst times, then why can't he believe his "Allah ka Masiha" everytime????
If a person close to another person says 'I don't believe you' there is a small part of the latter that falls down dead somewhere. Everytime he/she recalls it, every part of him/her loses its life and ultimately the person becomes lifeless. Can you imagine Jalal doing this to his Jodha? Leave alone you, can Jalal himself imagine doing this to Jodha now when he knows her so well??
If someone can't stand for something, then he will fall for anything. Is the "changed Jalal" the kind of person who can be easily trapped, by anyone, at anytime- even if that anyone might have a special place in his life? If Mahamanga has a special place in Jalal's life, doesn't Jodha have that? If Mahamanga has an influence on Jalal, doesn't Jodha have? If Mahamanga has a part of Jalal's mind, then Jodha has Jalal's heart, not a part but entire heart! Now you are smart enough to know who has emerged victorious. Isn't it? Its just the way we think and that makes the difference.
P.S.-I really don't care what cv's will make out of this track, but something which is for sure is that I won't let myself go along with the inconsistency of characters. For me Jalal will always be this way- the perfect way!!!!!
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