- i wrote in a hurry!
- my feelings just cant find the words to be expressed!!!
Today my heart lept out! It was something i would love watching over and over again, i have always loved Jalal and today am overwhelmed by him. There stood the man who is said to be greatest empire, the was the King who is no less than any human for he is too a great human with a heart and is embedded with the natural flaws.
Ego is what kills and destroyes everyone, everyone has their ego which when hurt makes them react in ways which are not pleasent for them and for others. Someone are binded by big ego hurting which would result in adverse effects, so was the ego of Jalal which was hurt and all he did was that adverse effect of his ego. Today as he realised his mistake he felt the worst of all guilty feeling. His thinking of jodha's saying that she don't hate him now as he is the one who trusts her made him repent for all his actions. Where Jodha stood there confident of earning his complete trust he was there not trusting her at all and rethinking of those words made him realise his mistakes for which he would never forgive himself at all!!!
Jalal was at his best and raw! He was himself, he was not the shehanshah, he was the vulnerable soul who has held his head bow down before God seeking for help, a rescue, a promise, a redemption and a salvation!
Jodha was his prayer and his suffering is not just of guilt but also of his unsaid unseen and unheard love!!!
His prayer was his life and his prayer was Jodha!!!
*****
RT was simply superb in the portrayal of Jalal! 👏