<font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="2">It is both actually, Jalal ACKNOWLEDGED IT NOW, but he just could not keep away from Jodha also
Remember he keeps looking at her, searching her all the time
His panic that he might lose her, that she did all this to save his life brings the floodgates open
The horrific dialgoues were when he was most enraged, (I had made post about this) that was the first time he goes to Jodha's hojra after the dhakka, so after he talks to Ruk about the room and when she accuses him, HE CAN'T CONTROL HIS ANGER & OLD HURT
So he says to Jodha I will never be back in this room, they all are aware what he means,
Jodha does not react so that makes him ever angrier, that you are feeling all the hurt but the other person does not seem to care about that, that is more maddening to him
Jalal might not have confided but he did not have any control over his feelings also, that is why he says to God today, I hid from everybody but cannot hide from you, I cannot live without her, I will die without her</font>
then maddy..u r saying that insult before DEK, to support ruk/maham taunting jodha, to give signal ruq for snatching lep frm jodha's hand these all were the result of jalal's anger on jodha despite remaining affection for Jodha!..moreover,my question is its ok jalal gets hurt in his ego hence he personally taunts Jodha but is it possible for deep lover(that he is expressing at Dargha saying,he can't live without Jodha) to allow other ppl's insulting his lady love!
Frankly, to say * can't live without her* is a big confession for jalal that isn't harmonizing with his prior behavior toward jodha..hence, i m still thinking its jodha's sacrificed thats changed jalal suddenly.