Superb Superb Epi!!! Loved it.. Couldn't believe that It was all actually happening!! And Precap ne to goosebumps de diye..😳
Anyways, Here is an OS based on today's epi.. Hope you guyz like it..😛😛
...OS - Meri Aashiqui Ab tum Hi Ho...
She fell in his arms..almost going lifeless by each passing second..She had done the most unexpected..
She had taken the dangerous poison to herself to save her Suhaag, her Shahenshah! SHe was more than satisfied with her this action.
Finally She was successful in her aim and She could leave this world peacefully in his arms.. though the pain she had got from him..specially the lines that he
won't see her face even if she closes her eyes forever would remain sorrowful to both of them..
Jalal was Stunned. He stood frozen holding her in his arms... He could not comprehend of what happened all of a sudden.
His eyes didn't blink for another five minutes...
Only after hearing her sudden words did he come back to reality.. She was stammering..her last words from her mouth were coming out after
great struggle..
"Humnein apna kartavya nibha liya Shahenshah".. And She passed out..
His heart stopped beating.. He had never imagined this in his wildest of dreams that he would have to witness...rather experience such a moment
ever in his life.. He JUST COULD NOT SEE HER in that state.. His lips trembled to say..."Jo..Jod..Jodha...Jodhaaa.."..
He immediately lifted her in his arms and ROARED on the guards to arrest Benazir.. He immediately took Jodha to his room..
He didn't even realise that he had taken her to his own room.. With each second that passed by, His blood was going number and colder..
He had never felt this vulnerable before in his life..The sight of her..lying lifelessly on his bed.. with all her attributes going blue by each second..made him mad..
He slowly went near her and sat beside her bedside..
***
Everybody had slowly assembled outside his room. Hameeda Bano and the other ladies, Salima Begum, Maham Anga were all inside the room..
Hakim Sahiba was trying her level best to cure Jodha begum..Whereas Jalal had held Jodha's hand in his..
Some moments ago, He had troubled her to extremes.. He had almost insulted her at every point of time they met.. But something unusual had also happened a few moments ago..
He had seen her reflection in the water.. He was supposed to see his would be Begum's reflection but all he could see was her..
He never knew why He always thought of her but after her drastic step of taking in poison to save him..made him realise that he DID feel for her..
He was assured of his feelings now.. What feelings they were?..still remained a question.. But he felt fragile seeing the weak Begum of his..
***
He was losing his patience by each passing second.. Hakim Sahiba was trying her best to cure Jodha but every attempt was unsuccessful..
The only reason was that..the poison was too strong and dangerous to be cured easily..
Even after repeated attempts of giving her the best medicines, or applying relevant leps, she was not budging in.. She just laid almost lifeless..
She did not respond to any treatment.. Her face, her eyes, her lips, her whole body had drastically turned blue due to the poison's effect...
Hameeda could not bear the scene anymore.. Her heart was bleeding seeing her bahu's vulnerable state...
She, her companions and Salima begum immediately left the room...they straight went to their praying place..
And started offering the namaaz from their hearts.. They begged Allah to spare Jodha's life..
The only people who remained in Jalal's room were Unconscious and dying Jodha..A stunned and frozen Jalal and a bunch of Hakims treating her at their best..
****
After witnessing their repeated failures...Jalal could no more control himself..and roared on the Hakims -- Kuch kar kyon nahi rahein hain aap log? Itni der se kya tamaasha laga rakha hai...
(He was almost teary...but not even a single tear had come out of his eyes till now..) Dekhiye inki haalat..Kaisi nili pad gayin hain.. Kuch kijiye Hakim Sahiba..Agar Jodha Begum ko kuch ho gaya to..
(his heart skipped at the very thought of this..) To..hum khudko kabhi muaf nahi kar payenge.. KUCH KIJIYE...(He shouted on them..)
Hakims were terrified.. They were helpless..
One of them said -- Shahenshah..we are so sorry..But all our medicines have given up.. We can Help Jodha Begum to live some more moments..We can give her medicines to be alive for some more time..
But..But there is no medicine which can improve her condition..and saving her..is almost impossible..The poison is one of the strongest ones..and the cure to such venoms is seldom (rare) to find..
Only..only prayers and duas may work out a miracle..
With those words..Hakims shook their heads in failure..whereas Jalal was speechless..
A lone tear from his red eyes trickled down his cheek and fell on Jodha's hand.. He calmly asked the Hakims to give her all they can to save her..
He begged in front of the Hakim Sahiba to cure Jodha..
No one had ever witnessed this state of his ever before.. The Hakims gave Jodha all the best medicines they had..
They said - We have done all we could Shahenshah..Please do not break down like this.. Its really very difficult to face this..but please be brave..If Allah wishes, She'll be fine..
but at present..She is not even near to improvement..forget being out of danger... With this they took his leave..Because nothing more could be done..
Everybody had left the room.. There was no ray of hope left.. She was about to die.. The poison was quickly taking over her..
Only Jalal and Jodha were in the room..
Time came to a standstill... He sat beside her..massaging her hand gently and with care.. He smiled at her..and his eyes were now full of tears..
He continuously looked and gazed at her closed eyes.. The day before he had said that he wont look at her, even if she closes her eyes forever..
And it was all happening..But the only difference was.. He could not take his eyes off her.. His words stabbed him inside..
He said to her with trembling voice and yet with a smile - Acha..to ye tareeka nikala hai aapne humein pareshaan karneka.. Jodha Begum aankhein kholiye..
Varna sach keh rahein hain..Bahut badi saza denge hum aapko humein is tarah chot pahuchane ka.. Kyon chup chap leti huyi hain..
Maariye na taana..Kahiye..Ki aap sahi thin..aur hum galat..Kahiye na ki aap jeet gayin..aur hum haar gaye..boliye na..(he was loosing his confidence)..Kahiye na..Boliye Kuch..
(he started crying hiding his face in her palms..)
****
Soon, night time arrived.. Everyone waited outside the room except those who still prayed for Jodha in their respective worshipping places.. Hakims sat outside the room..
they knew they had done the best they could...but it was just not possible to save Jodha Begum.. Yet they waited outside, so that, if they were needed at any point, they would be present..
Jalal still was in the same position.. He had continously caressing his begum's forehead..talking to her every now and then like a mad child.. telling her all sorts of silly things..
asking her to respond to him.. The only thing he had not asked her was why she did this for him..
After so many hours of this deadly incident, Jalal had lost it completely.. There was complete silence in the room..
The windows were open and chilly fierce wind blew in the room.. There was no bright moon...Darkness took over everything..
Only the diyas and lamps in the room were glowing..and the brightest was the diya in front of Kanha's idol..
A sudden blow of wind flew in the room and was about to blow out the diya..when Jalal noticed this..and he immediately ran to save the diya from blowing off..
His eyes were teary after crying out so much.. He was fearful.. This was first time, that, he was afraid to lose her..
He placed both his palms around the diya to protect it from the wind and the diya glowed up.. A little smile came over his face..
He looked at Kanha's idol.. His eyes were full of hopes.. He got up and went to the window and closed it.. The wind stopped blowing..
He again looked back at her.. who was still lying almost lifeless..
He somewhere knew what he had to do now...She was in this condition ABSOLUTELY because of him.. And he needed her back..not only because she was in this state because of him,
but also because of some unknown feelings..
He straight went to Kanha's idol and dropped down in front of him..He slowly stretched out his arms..literally begging to him for her life..
Hi throat was choked but he had to overcome his fears..He had to save her at anycost..
He asked Kanha -- Bacha lijiye unhe.. Bacha lijiye Jodha Begum ko.. (his tears were out again).. Vo to aapki ibaadat karti hain..unhone kisi ka kya bigada hai..jo unhe ye saza mil rahi hai..
Agar kuch saza deni hai to humein dijiye.. (he was literally begging now).. Ye sab humari vajah se hua hai.. Humnein apne gusse mein aakar naa jaane kya kya kaha hain unhe..Lekin vo sirf sehti rahin...
Har baar humein aagah kiya unhone..lekin humnein bevakoofi ki hadein paar kardin..
Phir bhi unhone bas humare baare mein socha..yahan tak hi apni jaan ki bhi parvah nahi ki.. Kripya unhe bacha lijiye...Agar unhe kuch hua..to hum..to hum..(he could not complete his sentence)..
He folded his hands..and bowed down his head in Kanha's feet...
Ye SHahenshah aapke saamne sir Jhukakar Jodha Begum ki jaan ki bheekh maangta hai.. With this he completely broke down..
***
After some five or ten minutes, He heard a feeble "Shahenshah.." in the silent room.. He was shocked.. He knew..that word was spoken after a great struggle but yes..it was spoken..
he heard it right.. he immediately got up and ran back to the bed..He saw her closed eyes moving with much difficulty..She was looking so weak..
Her lips had just uttered Shahenshah.. How terrible and happy he felt simultaneously.."Even after taking this drastic step..all she says is SHahenshah".. His head shook in despair..
Without wasting any further second.. He called out for Hakims..His happiness was beyond words..
Within no time, Hakims were in and they checked her condition... They were terrified..
Jalal's happy face turned to that of shocked one..when he saw their reactions..
He asked them about her condition..
And all they could say is - Sorry Shahenshah... She is sinking.. May be her inner strength helped her to utter some words..but very little time is left with her..
We are so very sorry.. As we had said, that She would live up only for some hours.. and we still say..She has some more time..but not MUCH MORE..
(With a big pause and sorry tone)..SHe may leave anytime...
Jalal was not at all ready to hear this.. He got hold of the vase on the table and threw it at the wall with all his might...
His eyes raging with red anger..
He shouted - NO!! Never!! This cannot happen..She cannot leave without talking to me.. She needs to answer me.. She needs to open her eyes.. She has to live..
DO Whatever you can..but you cannot tell me that she is leaving..Go and search for anything that you need..BUT BRING HER BACK TO CONSCIOUSNESS RIGHT NOW!!!
This is my order..
Hakims were so scared and helpless.. They had tried their best..yet they went out to search for the last time..Now they were determined to search for the correct anti-dote..
They immediately started preparing some more medicines as the workers searched for anti-dote.
***
The condition was back to square one.. Jalal was stunned.. and numbed to core..
He went near Jodha and shouted at her, holding her hand gently - WHY? Why did you do this? Why are you troubling me like this..
COME BACK AGAIN DAMN IT!! OPEN YOUR EYES NOW!!
Why did you call me now..when you again became all quiet..Oh I get it now..SO you wanna mock at me..Right?
You want to make me feel guilty?
He held both his ears with his fingers..and looked at her with tears in his eyes..and with a puupy face-- See this.. I am extremely sorry for what I have done.. Come and listen to me..
Come and answer me..You cannot run away like this..
But all his pleads were unanswered.. She still laid all quiet..
*Hum tere bin ab reh nahi sakte..
Tere bina Kya wajood mera..
*Hum tere bin ab reh nahi sakte..
Tere bina Kya wajood mera..
Tujhse juda agar ho jayenge to..
Khud se hi ho jayenge Juda..*
*Kyonki Tum hi ho..ab tum hi ho..
Zindagi ab tum hi ho..
Chain bhi..mera dard bhi..
Meri Aashiqui ab tum hi ho..*
He slowly wiped off his tears..and again started caressing her forehead.. He gently placed a kiss on her forehead and pleaded her to open her eyes..
His feelings were directly from his heart...
*Tera mera rishta hai kaisa..
ek pal door gawara nahi..
Tere liye har roz hain jeete..
Tujhko diya mera waqt sabhi..*
*Koi lamha mera na ho tere bina..
HAR SAANS PE NAAM TERAA...**
*Kyonki Tum hi ho..ab tum hi ho..
Zindagi ab tum hi ho..
Chain bhi..mera dard bhi..
Meri Aashiqui ab tum hi ho..*
He got up and covered her body with double blankets.. He went to her feet and started rubbing them in desperation.. He did not want to lose her..
His eyes were all upon her closed eyes..much opposite to what he had said the day before..
Again he got up and came and sat beside her..He took her palms in her hand and placed a soft kiss on them..His tear fell on her hand..
His eyes were begging her to open her eyes.. He wanted to curse her for what she had done..but he feared to say anything..
He knew She would be awake in some time..After all, She was his Khunkhaar Baaghin..She wouldn't give up so easily..All he wanted to do was to pray for her..
*Tere liye...hi jeeya mai..
Khudko jo yun..de diya hai..
Teri wafa ne mujhko sambhala..
saare gamon ko dil se nikala..
Tere saath mera hai naseeb Juda
Tujhe paake adhura na raha..
*Kyonki Tum hi ho..ab tum hi ho..
Zindagi ab tum hi ho..
Chain bhi..mera dard bhi..
Meri Aashiqui ab tum hi ho..* x 2
MERI AAISHIQUI AB TUM HI HO...😳
Finally he had realised that He felt so vulnerable..because she was NOT just "Somebody"..She was KHAAS..He felt for her..
He liked her..He more than liked her.. He had always felt a strange feeling when she was near.. but he was sure he felt for her..
Did he Lov..Love Her?? Can Love make somebody so vulnerable.. Was he in Love??.. He was shocked but calm enough..
Someone had said.."To love is to be vulnerable"..
He put his thoughts away and waited for her to wake up.. He didn't want anyone to interfere between him and her..
"Let those people say anything..I know You will wake up.." with this contentment, He rested his head on her hand and slowly dozed off..
Okay How was it? Was it an Overdose? 😕 Lemme know!😛😉
I'll do second part as well.. obviously to Show that jodha would be alright..😃
Just wanted to write this..to make him realise that Its so vulnerable when your close ones are in trouble..😳
And guyz, This song gives me goosebumps..when I listen to it and think about AkDha..!!😳😳
Its so so apt for the current situation!!!😉😳
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