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With a myriad of emotions surging through me, i neared the spot. When i reached the place, i got out of the warm comfort of the car and stepped into the cold world outside.Chillness engulfed me and i shivered uncontrollably-was it due to the cold air, or was it just me??
The crowd kept moving all around me, indifferent..I observed the people who passed by me-some single, some in pairs and some as a family, all kinds of individuals with absolutely no discrimination at all-some enjoying the moment and some in search of solitude..Oblivious to the incessant noise that surrounded me i kept trudging along aimlessly, tired.. I finally reached a spot quite isolated and far from the crowd and sat there. I gazed at the world below me, and with desperation searched for some solitary sign of hope. But, all could see was an indecipherable maze of long roads winding around tall trees, solid houses, fountains and crumbling ruins.I was brought back to the solitude of reality, when i suddenly experienced a strange chillness engulfing me. Only then, did i observe the mist descending slowly and steadily hiding the world from my view, hiding reality from my view...My view turned foggy, that now, everything appeared grey- the trees, the birds, the houses, the fountains.. with the dull gray reflecting my tired and worn out mood and my strong and intense hatred for Jasmeet Walia.My thoughts were running amock and creating havoc inside me and past memories came rushing at that instant-the initial beautiful moments and the final painful moments.Jasmeet Walia's lack of reaction,subtle or abrupt, and the absence of any significant emotion-anger, shame or even familiarity, continues to astound me...Her refusal to seek any conversation nor avoid it continues to frustrate me....All that i had wanted was not an explanation, but just a single refusal.....But, the instant she had calmly accepted my words without any denial, i died..Along with that, my trust in the finer aspects of life and the gentler emotions in life-love, trust and sacrifice-died too....
I walked away, despising myself, despising my love for Jassi...Her betrayal had destroyed me completely that now, the only force, the only emotion that pushes me forward in life is my anger and hatred for Jasmeet Walia..the only reason for my vehement, resolute existence in this world...
Just my imagination on armaan's thoughts after his confrontation with Jasmeet Walia......
The crowd kept moving all around me, indifferent..I observed the people who passed by me-some single, some in pairs and some as a family, all kinds of individuals with absolutely no discrimination at all-some enjoying the moment and some in search of solitude..Oblivious to the incessant noise that surrounded me i kept trudging along aimlessly, tired.. I finally reached a spot quite isolated and far from the crowd and sat there. I gazed at the world below me, and with desperation searched for some solitary sign of hope. But, all could see was an indecipherable maze of long roads winding around tall trees, solid houses, fountains and crumbling ruins.I was brought back to the solitude of reality, when i suddenly experienced a strange chillness engulfing me. Only then, did i observe the mist descending slowly and steadily hiding the world from my view, hiding reality from my view...My view turned foggy, that now, everything appeared grey- the trees, the birds, the houses, the fountains.. with the dull gray reflecting my tired and worn out mood and my strong and intense hatred for Jasmeet Walia.My thoughts were running amock and creating havoc inside me and past memories came rushing at that instant-the initial beautiful moments and the final painful moments.Jasmeet Walia's lack of reaction,subtle or abrupt, and the absence of any significant emotion-anger, shame or even familiarity, continues to astound me...Her refusal to seek any conversation nor avoid it continues to frustrate me....All that i had wanted was not an explanation, but just a single refusal.....But, the instant she had calmly accepted my words without any denial, i died..Along with that, my trust in the finer aspects of life and the gentler emotions in life-love, trust and sacrifice-died too....
I walked away, despising myself, despising my love for Jassi...Her betrayal had destroyed me completely that now, the only force, the only emotion that pushes me forward in life is my anger and hatred for Jasmeet Walia..the only reason for my vehement, resolute existence in this world...
Just my imagination on armaan's thoughts after his confrontation with Jasmeet Walia......
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