so i am breaking my silence, not that the hurt caused by buffers posts r gone(i regret have ever replied to the thread 'intersting point'), but coz pain right now we r going through is far more and greater.and if i am not now with u , dont know if we will ever have a chance to be together again.ðŸ˜
it is so painful, more than words can express, and to think next week on, there is nothing more to wait for , nothing more to watch,no more janda ,manda, nothing more to imagine , expect, nothing more to forget oneselves , nothing more to think about ,ðŸ˜
and as dear lashy says i should be more concerned about my friends here,who inspite of our different opinions are not just understanding but wonderful people,i will surely reply to the pms and all the threads soon ,
god, it is so depressing ,right now,ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜the dreaded day is nearingðŸ˜ðŸ˜