Guys.......
I just cant say anything right now,coz I am Broke........absolutely Broke.
My Keyboard's got all wet,and its truely the first time that I 've ever shed tears in front of my Computer,I dont even know WHAT to say and WHAT NOT to say right noww,as my Emotional Condition is Wretched right now,so pls Forgive me if I forget any1 here,I love u each and every one of u,u all know that,and u all know that well........
I NEVER had friends outside,I was nothing a a bunch of Nerves always Sentimental,and always wayy too Emotional for my clasmates and all I guess,maybe thats the reason why I never had friends.
But then came a Milestone in my life - www.india-forums.com, it was...it was a feeling I cant describe in words,pls bear with me guys,I am not in a very good condition right now, - U GUYS - U guys changed my life ! I had friends,and I,for the first time came to know what it was like having friends.......
But today,things have suddenly become Different - JK,My twin sista,my bestest pal in this whole wide,my Life,my Love - HAS LEFT I-F.And JK,if u happent to read this,lemme tell ya that U have NO IDEA of how much U've **Hurt** me,u've stepped on my achy-breaky li'l heart and trappled it beyond belief.I am just not in my senses right now,And I kept saying to myself that it was a DREAM when I read ur post 2day.
But it ain't a dream...........Its Harsh..........Its Reality,I've always been betrayed by friends,but 2day I AM ABSOLUTELY HEARTBROKEN beyond everything.......
CB,PLZ Forgive me,ur my mamma,my everything,u know that well na ? But....its just too much now,JK has...................
Guys,I'll always love u all,but Its time,I never even in the wildest of my dreams EVER had any idea of leaving today........until I got JK's PM....Hence the link to her Shattering Topic ( Its the Most Shattering to me ).
JK - I CANT FORGIVE U FOR WHAT U'VE DONE TO ME TODAY,I JUST CANT.
So,without any further display of my Brimming emotions,here I say an Extremely Sad,Sad beyond everything Goodbye.........I am not in the position to Take everyone's name right now,but u all know that I haven't forgotten any1 of u,I am not doing this by my will,its my Heart which ain't gonna live without my everything,my JK here.........and its........Okay now,enough,please Forgive me everyone.CB.........A special mention to u,plz CB....................pls undersatnd my Condition,I've just been Deserted,estranged by my DEAREST FRIEND EVER who,on my B'day,had Promised to be there with me till my Last B'day,to think that friend broke this of A LIFETIME in not even One Month has left me absolutely DESOLATE.So,I had to take this Step..............BYE SWEETHEARTS,We'll all meet again in Heaven.
Ever Yours,
Prachi