(I'm back 😆)
So, Roshni blames Sid and her love for the destruction of her "loved ones"( or shud we say she thinks that their love is the sole reason that she lost almost everyone in her family, sounds superstitious, isnt it?😕) How come an educated girl like Roshni believes in this stuff called 'bad omen' and all?(Some people might think that, no offence though) But here's the thing it's not being superstitious or anything, the fact that Roshni lost both her parents has affected her hugely, she's emotionally broken into pieces, and when u r going thru an emotional turmoil, it's obvious a lot of people like Roshni, believes certain things to be the root cause of their mental or physical problems. It's purely a psychological matter. 😕 The thing that Roshni keeps telling always that "Roshni is dead" and addressing herself with new name(which is her new identity) means, for her that chapter of 'Sid Roshni fighting for their family thru all odds' is closed. She wants to forget that she was once Roshni, who went thru hell from losing her long-lost father, then her mother; that's a past for her. Now with these new identity of Ragini desai, as if, she has taken a rebirth and this is her second chapter of a whole new life, where she wants to be alone(w/o Sid) so that no love causes furthermore destruction. 😕
I think, the justification of Roshni by the writers is 'OK'. It's kind of valid taking all the situations in account but however there are some loopholes as well. How come Roshni decided on her own that staying away from Sid wud cause both of them good? Like she also took decision on Sid's behalf w/o knowing what Sid might go thru after her fake death news? Or she actually knows what Sid is going thru, as in today's epi she clearly said, if Sid got to knw bout her being alive, he wud do everything possible to get to her, also she said Sid ney ussey deewano ki tarah pyaar kiya hai, means she knows Sid loves her too much to let her go just like that(irrespective of the hurtful words Roshni said to him). Jab itna jaanti ho Sid ko, then yeh to pata hoga that what he is going thru right now? 😡😡 I'm sorry but Roshni is being SELFISH here. She's thinking bout how much she has been hurt, whereas Sid equally suffered too(still suffering). If Roshni has lost both her parents, then Sid has lost his beloved Sasumom and Roshn(who he thinks is dead). And if Roshni thinks staying away from him is better for them, she's actually punishing Sid unknowingly or knowingly(if unknowingly, then she hasn't realized the depth of Sid's love for her) I don't think her emotional turmoil is a STRONG REASON enough to justify this. 😡
P.S Roshni being a successful CEO of a renowned fashion company, how come she doesn't knw bout the numerous articles(also being chanted repeatedly by side characters) being posted of 'Sid The Casanova/playboy in town' and his recent IV on marrying another girl?😆 No logic here! 😆