CHAPTER NINE : Banjaara
"But I want it." She said shocking him again. She came closer to him and his breath hitched in his throat. He couldn't break her.
"I don't love you." he said in a slow voice and she raised her eyebrows at him for breaking the mood! She held his collar and he was stunned.
"You don't love me?" she asked and he was shocked but still nodded. She smirked at her plan working in the right direction.
"Fine then you might not kiss me back. Let's see!" she said and pulled him closer and kept her lips on his. It was a mesmerizing feeling for him.
He was in some other world as she kissed him pouring her love and demanding a reply. She pulled his hair lovingly and his heart was not in control anymore.
He kissed her back and held her close by her waist ,he could feel her smiling in the kiss. He poured all his love and traced her face with his hands.
She was lost in his touch. They broke for air after sometime but Roshni pulled him back for a kiss. This time they kissed more lovingly as all questions got answered.
Finally they broke off and hugged each other. She was so happy and the happiness reflected in the blush adoring her face.
"Why are you pushing me away if you love me?" she asked still hugging him to her heart's content. He suddenly jerked and left her.
He ran to he washroom attached and she followed him worried sick for him. She went in and saw him spitting blood in the basin.
He turned around and saw her ,she was looking so scared. He never wanted her to be so feared of something! He went out without a word.
"It's OK you will be fine." she said assuring him keeping a hand on his shoulder but he made her to remove her hand.
"Listen Roshni. There comes a time in our life when we have to face the reality and the bitter-reality is you are going to die!" he completed and she was confused.
"You heard me right ,you are going to die if you keep meeting me ,keep hoping for me because I don't have much time!" explained Siddharth but she had had enough.
"Fine then I am ready to die with you." she said and left the room asking the doctor to attend to him.
"How dare he speak this nonsense? I will make him live." she said determined and saw him through the door. Seeing him brought back the moment they just shared.
"I can't believe I had my first kiss with him but was it his first?" She said aloud and a confusing reel of thoughts ran in her mind.
"Oh yes it was his first kiss for sure ,I haven't seen my brother ever blushing so much!" Rajveer told her and motioned to the room.
She peeped in through the window and saw him smiling and looking at his lips. She blushed seeing what he was doing but Rajveer's voice broke her view.
"He has never had girlfriends ,he has always run away from girls due to his illness ,then how come you got so close to him?" He asked curiously wanting to know the story.
"Oh ours is a really magical story!" She said lost in her own world and started narrating the story.
"Our first meet was at a pizza store you know!" She started and remembered the time how he had sung for her.
Music had always been there to bond them together. Music played a very big role in getting them so close that now going apart hurt them to a unbearable extent!
She wasn't aware of the fact that Rajveer was cooking up a big plan in his mind ,a plan that could possibly put so many more obstacles in their way.
"So well ,I was there to eat a pizza and he was working in the store! I was wearing a mask coz I had to hide my identity from the world." she said and Rajveer looked puzzled.
"Hide your identity? Why? You are a gangster or what?" he asked and she burst out laughing. She was giggling away crazily.
"Haha I am sorry ,I also asked him the same thing that day. I asked him if he thought I was a gangster but he replied that I am someone famous maybe." she said and knew what the next question was gonna be.
"Are you someone famous?" he asked and she nodded and showed him the newspaper. He was surprised seeing Siddharth had fallen for the Silent Rockstar.
"Wow what a big catch my brother has!" he said seeing the newspaper and she laughed at his statement.
"Then he told me I was his inspiration ,he sang for me and well I realized I had even forgotten to ask his name." Roshni remembered how she couldn't sleep that day in the stranger's thoughts.
"Next day we met at the cancer institute we both used to visit. Again he was singing and I joined him. Now I know why he went to the cancer kids." she said suddenly feeling sad again.
"Come on all will get fine with him." Rajveer patted her back in a consoling way. She nodded and continued further.
"Well so we finally knew each other's names. Next day we met at my concert. He fought for me with a guy who was speaking shit about me." she blushed reminiscing that time.
"I hugged him for the first time that day!" she said and Rajveer smirked thinking the fact that her brother had fallen deep for sure.
"Next meet was in the movie theater. We collided and fell on each other! So Hindi movie type na?" she asked chuckling and Rajveer joined her laughing.
"We celebrated the 4 days spent together by cutting a cake." she said and Rajveer was surprised ,his brother was so romantic.
"After that the 5th day I was hurt by some things so he took me to his home and we spent some time together." she said blushing at the time they spent.
She couldn't tell Rajveer about her mom ,her death, her story ,she didn't trust him enough. Obviously she had told it to Sid as she could trust him with her life.
"Then he rejected me in front of the whole media as he didn't want me to suffer." she said recalling that horrid incident.
Rajveer was shocked and asked ,"Still you came back to him? What about your reputation?" he demanded while she eyed him in a confused way.
"Shouldn't you be happy for your brother? Well I love him and nothing is more important than him!" she told in a straight tone and went away in the room to tend to him.
(Song:Banjaara)
Jise zindagi dhoondh rahi hai
Kya ye woh makaam mera hai
Yahaan chain se bas ruk jaaun
Kyun dil ye mujhe kehta hai
He saw her entering with a smile on her face. How could she smile even after what he said to her? She asked the nurse to leave saying she will take care of him.
Jazbaat naye se mile hain
Jaane kya asar ye huaa hai
Ik aas mili phir mujhko
Jo qubool kisi ne kiya hai
He saw her reaching to him and making him sit upright on the bed. While she was making him sit both were pulled in an eye-lock.
Haan..
Kisi shaayar ki ghazal
Jo de rooh ko sukoon ke pal
Koi mujhko yun mila hai
Jaise banjaare ko ghar
She broke their trance and went to the table. She returned with a bowl of soup and sat beside him on the bed.She asked him to open his mouth through her gestures.
Naye mausam ki sehar
Yaa sard mein dopahar
Koi mujhko yun mila hai
Jaise banjare ko ghar
Hmm...
He opened his mouth as a reflex all the while staring only at her. She saw him looking at her and in a hurry dropped some of the soup on his clothes. She started cleaning his clothes with a towel!
Jaise koi kinaara
Deta ho sahaara
Mujhe wo mila kisi mod par
Koi raat ka taara
Karta ho ujaala
Waise hi roshan kare woh shehar
He tilted his head to look at her lovingly and she came back to feed him. He ate the whole food looking at her ,admiring her absolutely forgetting that he was to ignore her.
Dard mere woh bhula hi gayaa
Kuch aisa asar huaa
Jeena mujhe phir se woh sikha raha
Her care had made his heart to melt and he could no longer feel any pain ,he felt peaceful. Her hope gave him hope.
Hmm.. Jaise baarish kar de tar
Yaa marham dard par
Koi mujhko yun mila hai
Jaise banjare ko ghar
She wanted to live with him! This thoughts made him want to fight for her , he wanted to imagine his live with her.
Naye mausam ki sehar
Yaa sard mein dopahar
Koi mujhko yun mila hai
Jaise banjaare ko ghar
She finished feeding him and was going out when he held her hand. She was taken aback but nevertheless came to him and started stroking his hair lovingly.
Muskaata yeh chehra
Deta hai jo pehraa
Jaane chhupata kya dil ka samandar
He felt a peaceful smile spread on his face feeling her fingers stroking him. How he wanted to experience this feeling forever.
Auron ko toh hardam saaya deta hai
Woh dhoop mein hai khada khud magar
He saw her going away for taking a glass of water all the while looking at him. Suddenly the door opened and banged on her head. The nurse apologized and went out!
Chot lagi hai usey,
Phir kyun mehsoos mujhe ho raha hai
Dil tu bata de kya hai iraada tera
Siddharth shouted "Ouch." and she turned to see him with a frown on his face as if he was hurt and not her. She smiled and came to him. He examined her forehead for any injuries!
Main parinda besabar
Tha uda jo darbadar
Koi mujhko yun mila hai
Jaise banjarey ko ghar
He held her forehead and blew air slowly with his mouth. She admired his caring nature and adored his cute and alarmed face which looked so concerned for her.
Naye mausam ki sehar
Yaa sard mein dopahar
Koi mujhko yun mila hai
Jaise banjarey ko ghar
She put a hand on his shoulder and kissed his forehead. He closed his eyes in relief and contentment! He held her close and made space for her to sleep.
Koi mujhko yun mila hai
Jaise banjare ko ghar
Jaise banjare ko ghar..
Jaise banjare ko ghar...
Jaise banjare ko ghar...
She denied and told him she would sleep on the couch but he made a cute pout and she was bound to follow his orders. She adjusted herself carefully beside him and slept snuggling into him as he protected her from the world! This was her place and no one would take it away from her ,not even GOD!
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I know it became too big ,I am sorry for that!!😆
Edited by Aayu27 - 9 years ago
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