arshi ss Reformed - Page 3

I can totally relate to Khushi's pain. Thankfully I didn't have to go through it. My younger brother in law is bed ridden for many years. He can't have children. My husband asked me if we can try for a third baby and give him/ her to them. I love my sister in law more than my real sister, but the thought that my child will be in front of me and I wouldn't be able to raise him/ her as my own, was unconceiveble for me and I told the same to my husband. I said, they can adopt a child if they want but I am not ready to do what he was saying. He understood me and we never discussed about it further.

I would love to see a grovelling an d repenting Arnav, and an unfeeling Khushi. please make Khushi reunite with Aditi.

Heart breaking

Arnav knew nothing what to feel about all this, he just doesn't understand what was all this that was bursting inside him and stopping his breathing may be this was the pain, pain of losing the one he loved the pain of losing the one who loved him unconditionally with all his fault pain of losing the one who accepted him as and what he was a broken man with an outer facade of ruthless and angry man , the pain of breaking the fighter whom no one else was able put down , the guilt of breaking each and every promise he made to the girl for whom he wanted the world of happiness

Somewhere in the back of mind he always know he was wronging his wife he was breaking the promises he made but he as always the foolish one thought he would not do it from on make it up to her without realizing that he had brought to the brink of it , he can't even describe the pain he felt when she brought the thing out in light in his face that he could never give anything but pain he could not keep his promises they were just empty words he could never be a good husband

He can't describe the pain when he read she divorced him she left him she doesn't want to keep even her name attached to him she no more want to be Mrs. Arnav raizada

He can't describe the pain when he felt that she has no faith in his love for her that she thinks he can move on from her and love and marry another that he would ever be able to give her place in his life to another

With all these feelings emotions guilt pain he collapsed in front of his weeping family who was busy crying and cursing their own self for what all injustice they did to the poor girl she has every right to hate them curse them ask god to banish them to hell but the good soul that she is she left before she would to anything wrong

Akash rushed to hold arnav and mami immediately ran to call the doctors

After hours

It was almost evening

Doctor have given medicine to arnav and also sedatives that will help him sleep and relax a little

Nani and mami were sitting in hall on the sofas still crying and praying to god to bring there khushi back and they will keep her happy this time

They have told anjali all about the letter and feelings of khushi so they could even make her realize of her mistakes and maybe make her give khushi her baby back when she is found

Anjali have been numb after reading khushi's letter it was jolt to her a rude awakening call

The words that were written by khushi for her were like doing rounds in her mind like a broken record and the worst part of it all was she couldn't deny the words she couldn't say they were wrong because as she revised her life as a third party she could tell so many places and time where if she was strong enough instead of the weak pathetic wining crying b***h she has proven herself to be in front of people her family maybe would not have gone through what they went

Maybe if she would have been vigilant enough about her extra sweet husband's behavior she would have unmasked the monster long before but she chose to be blind and treat a mere human as god coz he loved a handicapped like her

Maybe if she would have been a lady strong enough in eyes of people khushi would have told her truth the day she came to tell her about the scum but she again chose to fret and whine like a pathetic weak lady

maybe if she would have observed his leering gazes at khushi she would have been saved of the bad behavior of her so called husband and maybe all that pain that she has to go through with contract marriage and the insult of the family maybe khushi and her chotte's relation would not have been so complicated instead a beautiful strong bond

maybe if she would have shown the power enough to handle her self and her child her family would not have accused and insulted khushi in ways they did even after truth was out maybe her brother wouldn't have said hurtful words his wife maybe she would even have her own child in her arms

maybe if she didn't have been the self pitying b***h that she is thinking only about her happiness she would have realized a long time back what has she asked of khushi and because of her even her family and her brother would have done all those things they did to make her agree

if she would have done any of the things she thinking she should have before her brother won't be in the condition he is now his marriage would not have been broken his love would not have left her

his chotte could have been enjoying the bliss of happy married life which maybe could have brought him out the pain of past which she couldn't do

now that she think of she has never been a good elder sister she could make her little brother come out of hi pain of past instead he became wall of strength for her to lean on when it should have been her as an elder and today too she is the sole reason why not only her brother but her whole family is drowning in pain and guilt of ruining an innocent girls life

but now she would prove herself she would be strong she would bring back her family and her brothers happiness she would bring khushi back she would right things for her and till she is found she would bring up khushi's daughter like she would brought her up not as a weak girl who live in protected cocoon but a strong girl that could fight for herself and her loved one who bring happiness to all just like her real mother

but how would she do all those things is the question she need to think about? But she would definitely do it coz she has done enough wrong for a single birth

akash slowly approached his wife who have been sitting in the gardens all day

but he have to admit he was scared , scared of her silence and no tears no emotions state

ak-payal why are you sitting here alone

listen I know u must be so upset about khushiji but we will find her I promise and do not think much about her letter ok she is just angry with us all for the injustice we have done to her but she will understand

payal cut him in between

why

ak- what why

pa-why always khushi has to understand things

and I know she meant each and every thing she wrote in her letter don't try to comfort me with false words because that is what she would have felt what each and every that she trusted did to her

I feel so ashamed of myself she was right when stopped calling me jiji I don't deserve that I had done nothing worthy to be called her sister neither could I stop my own family from doing wrong to her for me nor could I stop this family

And I m surprised you understood u and your family did wrong with her

Ak- what do you mean payal I know we did wrong to her but I couldn't help at that time

Pa- wrong you could have helped if you choose to but you didn't you only chose to see your sisters pain not my sisters you did not even like it when I would try and go to my sister to comfort her you were like a selfish mean person were only bothered about you own you forbid me from going to her you asked me to concentrate on serving only your sister because according to you only she was the one in pain

Akash looked guilty and tried to say sorry but payal didn't let him

Ak- payal I am so

Pa- no save it I don't need your empty apology instead I want you to answer a question of mine to your own self coz I know the answer quite well

You always accused me of being concerned only about my sister when even you clearly knew that was not case u said I am not being the good bahu to your family even though I was trying my best to do everything but have you ever thought that you accuse me but you do the same thing have you ever been a son in law to my family have you been a good brother in law to my sister

I just don't understand now a day's why the hell did I even love you a husband who could not be at my side ever a husband who could not even stop his mother from calling his wife names who could not stand in front of his own people foe his wife honor how could he stand for that wife's family in front of the world or anyone I just pity you and myself both we loved each other but could not give each other the respect and trust that we should have

And I think what my sister was right I am happy for once in life she stood for herself life taught her the hard way but a right lesson

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